Interesting thing when you look at the indeterminate and almost infinite areas of your life and wonder -'now, how am I going to get these to fall together?'
Then, after a small number of short moments in which this and that ties itself together and begins to work you see that there is a way this might turn out well. After about 15 years of working on various parts of an old, subtley working, sullen and rickety machine it finally feels like its starting, slowly, to lever itself up out and off the dark, cold depths. Now its just a matter of holding steady and enabling the old beast to rise.
I've been tired of it, exhausted by it, disilussione