I've been off for a few days now,
I had went to a trip to a very religious place in here, I think I needed that experience.
I prayed for good things to come everyone's way, for guidance to continue going towards my own goals, and I've decided that I somehow need to live differently; to experience more and see more instead of being so narrow-sighted.
my goal of wanting to become a surgeon, I want it to come true.
my hopes of becoming a good artist, I want to achieve that.
I no longer want to beat myself up for slightly messing up because I only came to realize that I'm human.
I am only someone who's living at this current time and space; and being ~only~ that someone, I want to do more good to this world. I'm sorry for suddenly disappearing without saying a word, I've been too mentally exhausted and I just returned from my trip an hour ago.
and more importantly, I have come to realize that even if I've been through so much for the past few years; I want to live more th