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Merry Christmas and a Happy Year 2012

Now I mostly study and learn in my room and don`t have even time to sleep :(

And the cakes I have made went out bad :(

This year Christmas aren`t so fun like the previous ones :(
On 11th of June my grandfather Andrew (Andrzej) passed away... He was 70 years old and quite healthy because every day he went for walks with our dog Miki.
He died suddenly of a cerebral haemorrhage. (I don`t know if I translated it well)
"The brain damage is so big that he have no chances to recover" - said the doctor when my mom and I arrived at the hospital 15 minutes afer the ambulance.
That was on Thursday evening.
The next day when my grandmother, my mom and my grandfather`s brother with his wife arrived at the hospital grandfather had a high fever and he was covered with ice with a oxygen mask on his face. They leaved his room because of medical rounds which started at 10 o`clock.
30 minutes later my grandfather was dead...
On 17th of June was the funeral. Family and grandfather`s friends were crying. That was the first time in my life to see my grandmother cry...
In the chapel the coffin was open. Grandfather was looking like he was sleeping... I couldn`t see anything because of the tears in my eyes... The man that was raising me, careing for me and loved me was dead and cold in this wooden box...
Even now I often see his face and most of the time I`m thinking about him...
There are so many things that I didn`t tell him.
I wanted him to know my kids when I will have them.
Now it`s imposible because he`s gone...
I can`t sleep and eat... I just want to die.
But I have to be strong because if I will break so will my grandmother which needs us more that before...

Thank you all who helped me in this hard time

Please pray to God for the spirit od my grandfather.
May God bless you.
  • Listening to: MUSIC!
  • Watching: Grey`s Anatomy, Naruto
  • Eating: sweet buns
For the past 3 weeks I`d a exam session.
I`m sooooo happy that it`d ended!
I`m so tired.
In the same time I was learning for the exams and working as a nanny in two hauses and I also were helping my mom with two of her 3 jobs.
It`s a fact that we are poor but we don`t give up and work when we have the chance.
No matter what life is going to put in my way I`m gonna pass over it with a smile ;)

I hope that you`ll have that kind of strength!

THE HOLIDAYS BEGINS!

In october I`m gonna start my first year at Univerisity of Gdańsk -> english philology
  • Listening to: french dialogs
  • Reading: Hamlet
Today, about 9 o`clock in the morning a president airplane crashed.
President of Poland, his wife and a lot of important people from the Polish political scene died.
This is the second disaster of such a large plane crash in Polish history and first when many inportant politicians have died.

I was never interested in politics but now I`m in big pain and sadness. I have never imaginated that this kind of disaster can take place.
It`s terrifying...
I have no words to describe this...

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Edit: It`s confirmed now - in this accident died 96 people not 132!
  • Listening to: french dialogs
  • Reading: Hamlet
  • Eating: nothing -> you know why ;)
  • Drinking: WATER ;)
ENGLISH:
Yesterday evening was my prom. I went with the Sabina's (friend from my class) cousin Hugo. We danced until three in the morning!
At first I didn`t want to go, but it turned out that the atmosphere was awsome and I'm glad that I went.
I danced with Hugo, Arek, Michael, and my colleagues from other classes. It was a wonderful evening.
I regret that you have a prom only once in a lifetime. Well, unless you become a teacher in high school - then you will be going to the proms of your pupils ;)

POLISH:
Wczoraj miałam studniówkę. Nie miałam ochoty w ogóle iść, ale jednak za namową wszystkich poszłam. I nie pożałowałam! Bawiłam się świetnie. Moim partnerem był kuzyn Sabiny (moja koleżanka z klasy) - Hugo. Tańczyłam z nim poloneza i oczywiście przez całą noc. Jedzenie było znośne, ale i tak bardziej interesowało mnie by być na parkiecie, bo muzyka była tak świetna, że aż nogi rwały mi się do tańca. Oczywiście nie zabrakło alkoholi rozlewanych do szklanek pod stołami ;) Wypiłam parę drinków, ale nie zależało mi na tym by się spić, ale by się bawić! Hugo na parkiecie tak mną wywijał, ze niejednokrotnie wylądowałabym na ziemi, jakiś koleś nadepnął mi na stopę, że aż mam siniaka, ale było ZAJE-FAJNIE!
Wcześniej nasza pani od angielskiego kazała nam się dobrze bawić, bo w końcu studniówkę ma się tylko raz, no chyba, że zostaniemy nauczycielami, czego nam nie życzy, i wtedy będziemy musieli iść, ale nie się bawić, ale do pracy ;)
Kto wie... Może to była moja pierwsza studniówka, a może jedna z wielu? Czas pokaże!



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  • Reading: lectures
  • Eating: nothing -> don`t have time
  • Drinking: mint tea
In english:

I want to wish you a happy new year full of good things, a year that will be more great than the passing one. I wish you all love, peace and happines :)

I whish this also to myself because this year wasn`t a good year for me. Wish me luck :)


In polish:

Chcę wam życzyć szczęśliwego nowego roku, pełnego samych dobrych rzeczy, roku, który będzie choć odrobinę lepszy niż ten co właśnie mija. Życze wam miłości, pokoju i szczęścia :)

Życzę tego również sobie, gdyż ten rok nie był dla mnie najlepszy. Życzcie mi szczęścia :)

Patrycja T.

I LOVE YOU :*

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I`m in the last class of gastronomic school. I will have my proffesion exams and so-called "matura" - exam that we have at the end of high school and such.
I have so much homeworks and such that I don`t have even time to sleep! Uh...
I fell a sleep on the math lesson today... Gosh...
I need to have some rest but I don`t have time!


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Yesterday was my 19 birthday. I didn`t have a b-day party but "tea party" 4 my family (that is cheescake & tea/coffe). My aunt Gosia like always on a family meeting like this had to tell everyone about goofs from mine & (hers daughter and my best friend in one) Magda`s childhood. It reminded me of my silly behavior in the past. Everybody laughed. I also but it was a bitter-sweet laugh because I don`t have this kind of courage that I had beeing a kid. I`m too stif now but I hope that I`m not a old fogey XD

What do you think about this? XD

Wczoraj były moje 19naste urodziny. Nie wyprawiałam ich zbytnio, ale urządziłam "herbatkę" dla rodzinki (opcjonalnie kawa i herbata i sernik zrobiony przez babcię XD). Moja ciocia Gosia, jak zwykle przy takiej okazji musiała zaserwować wszystkim o wygłupach moich i Magdy (jej córki i mojej najlepszej przyjaciółki w jednym) z dzieciństwa. Przypomniało to mi o moim szczeniackim zachowaniu z przeszłości. Wszystkich one bawiły. ja tez się śmiałam, ale to był słodko-gorzki śmiech, uświadomiłam sobie, że nie mam juz tej odwagi, którą posiadałam będąc dzieckiem. Teraz jestem sztywna, ale mam nadzieję, że nie jestem starą zrzędą.

Co o tym sądzicie?

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Summer is going to an end. On the one hand I`m happy because I will met my class but on the other hand I`m sad because these lazy days will also end : (

This year I turned 18 years. In my country that means that I`m an adult now but I don`t feel in that way at all : P I`m still a kid XD

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  • Reading: Lilim Kiss
  • Watching: my hear growing xD
  • Eating: nothing T^T (on a diet)
  • Drinking: green tea
School - place that we have to go because our parents told us to go; a boring place fulled with faces that you mostly don`t know in person.
My school life isn`t even worth to discribe. Five days, each 8 hours in class, then 1 hour spent in bus returning home, then 5-7 hours with my nose in books or notebook on learning... Two days spent on completing my notes from lessons and doing homework that I didn`t done in the week... And then the same again...
To be quite frank I will prefer to go to work. I used to work in summer and on my experience practice in the hotel so I`m used to it... For me working is much better than going to school...
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  • Reading: Naruto, Death Note, Kaze no Stigma, Bleach
  • Eating: chees cake XD
  • Drinking: mint tea
So... X-mas is over ... Next is new year eve ...
I know, it might sound crazy but i want go to school!  I have enought of holidays...

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  • Watching: horrors *muhahaha*
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Hi! OMG... It`s my birthday today ^^U at 5 p.m. I will be a 17 years old girl ^_^ I`m sooo old! My mom looks still young like she has 20 years but I look more like her mother than she looks as mine! It`s soooo... It`s pissed me off! Meeeen >_< Why life is so brutal to me T^T



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Hello ya`all
You know what? I have a job ^_^ I`m selling doughnuts and cookiesin a little shed (I`m not sure aboutthe "shed" thng because I don`t exactly know how to say "budka" in english XD My Polish friends - help me XD). I`m gonna to work there for all the vacation. ^_^ I will have 700 zl for month where I will work day on day (1 day wor, 1 day off) ^_^ And it`s really a lot for a minor like me ^_^
So ... wish me good luck

I forget to say you something! A week ago was the end of my 1 year in Technikum Gastronomiczne ^_^ My marks wasn`t that bad .. (if you don`t look at math and history (mam dwójki) I have eee... in english that will be E or D? I don`t really know what system is more known) ^_^ so ... I have too many luck if I can say that XD

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Hello ya`all XD
Propably I`m going to publish one of my storys that I write whit my friend!
I`m soooooooooooooo happy!
That was my dream to publish a book before I will be 20!

What do ya think about it? Isn`t this great?
  • Eating: eggs
Wishes in polish:

Wesołego zająca,
co śmieje się bez końca,
szczerbatego barana,
co beczy od rana,
pisanek w koszyku
oraz mokrego ubrania w dzień polewania...
życzę wam ja :XD:

Wishes in english:

Easter´s here... so is the happy springtime! Celebrate this beautiful season with all your dear ones. Reach out to your mom, dad, brother, sister, cousin, grandparents, aunt, uncle relatives with your warm Easter wishes.
  • Listening to: Nelly Furtado - Baby Girl
  • Eating: pizza with broccolis *mniam*
  • Drinking: pepsi XD
I have to confess something... To you all... *sigh* I know my drawlings are, well not that good like I will like them to be, but I still hope that you will like them... Well *sigh* It`s mayby because i don`t have a scaner, and if I draw somethig and I want to submit it I must take a photo of this drawling so they are not a prime quality... But I don`t have enough money to buy one...

Ps. Two days ago I have pierce my ears! Now I can wear 4 ear-rings! (2 in one ear XD) And I done it myself XP

Kisses 4 you all ^^


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Everyone in my class is talking just about Valentine's Day ... Seriously I hate that day ... I feel on that day so lonely ... And it hurts more that for all over the year I have a boyfriend but when that day is coming already I don`t have a one ... That`s suck ... T^T
Everywhere I see a valentine`s cards and full of stuff that remind me that I`m a single! F*ck ... (sorry for the last word but I`m just pissed off [I think that I wrote it right because I`m not so sure about it ^^U] just thinking about it all)

But I like to draw things that have some connection to love and that also means Valentine's Day ... It`s a paradox I know that ^___^U I think that I`m a masochit in some way you know? Because I drawing things over which i feel sad ^_^U
I know ... My philosophy is kinda entangled XD

Kisses!

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  • Reading: K. Stone - Love Songs
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And we`ve a new year you say? Really? I didn`t nothice it at all ... For me it`s the same as the past one ... *sigh* I`m the same as a month ago with this difference that i have longest hair ... I`m that stupid, perverted and crazy girl like i was then ... And like then my spelling is awful ... Yeah .. ^_^U I know that i should change that but I`m a lazy little perv XD
And i have one advice for you on this new year ... MAKE MORE, MORE AND A LITTLE MORE of all of things that are you doing and let me know when i can go and fav it XD
Yeah ... I know ... I`m a perv XD
  • Listening to: White X-mas
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This time of the year is a very special time. We`re cleaning our houses and cooking very tasty food for the holidays. And we`re look forward to the (in my country) X-mas Eve, presents and all of this food that will be on our tables. But the real sense of this holidays is that that we`ve to share with others with our love! Not the presents or the food are important but LOVE! So i wish you all a holidays full of love and homeliness! And a Happpy New Year of course! :D :kiss:
So... the new year of school has become...
I was very afraid of the firrst days, because I just started hightschool -_-U But ... I had that kinde of luck to come to the one of the most coolest class in school xD But also some teachers are ... bleee :bleh: And I think that I won`t like them ...
So... this is that for now ...
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* If you don`t anderstand what I wrote don`t worry - my english isn`t very good xD