Hey y'all, some of you I have on Facebook and you still know I am alive. To those who don't have me, you now know I am still alive.
Just thought I'd pop in and say that I will be back sometime in the near future on a regular basis. Right now I have no computer, so that makes things a bit difficult and you can only do so much from a smart phone. Anyway, not much is new, but it's been a rough year for me. On June 6th I lost my father to a hemorrhagic stroke. I hadn't talked to him in about six years and that day I had been thinking about calling him. I'd always thought I'd have time to patch things up. I cannot explain the guilt I feel and the emptiness I have knowing that I will never be able to speak to him again. I am not the person I was before he died. That's not a bad thing necessarily, it's not like I'm depressed, just have a bit of a different view of things now. The thing that bothers me most is that he was dead for at least two days before anyone found him.
Sorry to be a buzz kill, but how have you guys been?
EDIT: GODDAMMIT... I didn't know people could change their names now and I deleted shit from people I didn't want too!!!