oh my fucking god, i will never b the same by pinkbluebibliofreak, journal
oh my fucking god, i will never b the same
i've never felt so safe to be in my room in my entire life,. i literally rushed out of the car infront of dad and moe and rushed right into the house, into my room, and stright onto my computer, i had to write this entry
i;m still shaking over it
i've stopped crying, but still shaking
dad and moe talked me into seeing this religoius person, thye told me eveythings gonna be okay and i believed them, i actually went. i did it to please dad. moe knows i'm a girl and he accepts me as i am, but dad's still trying to "cure" me, so i went.
and this religoius person, this fucking asshole, he hit me. i swear to god i;m not lying or mkaing this up,
Hi my name is Katie So yeh... I ovbiously love art so uhh.. yeah. Thanks for visiting
Current Residence: My house Print preference: Paper Favourite genre of music: Metalcore and Techno Favourite style of art: Impressionism Shell of choice: Turtle Skin of choice: Human Personal Quote: Rules may win the battle, but mischief always wins the war If you ever get bored note me! I don't bite and I like to talk
Favourite Visual Artist
Edgar Degas
Favourite Movies
The Crazies, Dawn of the dead, Juno, Whip it, Hanna
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Asking Alexandria, Skrillex, Daft Punk, Deadmau5, Bring Me the Horizon, Attack Attack, Eyes Set to Kill, A day to remember, and stuff like that :D,
Favourite Books
The fault in our stars, Paper Towns, Looking for Alaska, An abundance of Katherines
[x] You cry often eh... every goddamned day. meh i used to NEVER cry..
[x] You have cut yourself
[x] You have taken a liking to the color black (its a great color)
[x] You think things you think nobody else would ever think
[x] You have thought about killing yourself
[x] You punch, scratch yourself
[ ] You're poor
[x] You hide your face with your hair
[x] You think nobody understands you (people irl, mostly no. people here, more frequently yes)
[x] You feel alone
TOTAL: 9
[x] Taken a liking to other peoples pain
[x] You enjoy pain (used to be the only way i felt i could feel that was real)
[x] You have thought about cutting your
I had a good day today... lol thats a first in a long time... soo anywayss..
I went my second gay pride parade today.. ~rainbowplz (https://www.deviantart.com/rainbowplz) and yes I did have a lot of fun.
and that is right. I fully support the fact that anyone can love whoever the fuck they want no matter what race, gender, or religion. I just think that it is totally irrational to think that no one can love who they want.. so yeh anyways
After that I met one of my dads friends who's a sculptor in his studio.. Lol I art geeked out and looked at all his works in progress and he even let me use his chisel thingy... yehhhhhh lol
It was fun times.. ehhh I'll get to uploading a
Hello c: I'm sorry if you received this message in a note also -- I was having some difficulties with deviantart, lol. Anyway, because of personal crap that is boring and melodramatic, I will be moving to ~DreamcatcherTheMare. [DON'T HATE OKAY I made the account when I was like 12. <<;;] I would very much appreciate if you re-watched me there, because I'm only sending this message to my favorite watchers. I may or may not be deleting this account. Thank you for your time!