Hello, I haven't been here for ages.
It's surprising to see that people still come to my page and look at my old artworks...
It's embarrasing to see how much I sucked xP
Yet I wouldn't be able to tell you that I've improved.
I guess I've just moved on from my "otaku"-ish phase.
However, I plan to continue art.
Even though I had pretty much given up on it, I realized that it was a passion, and that I enjoyed it.
I was accepted to SVA, the School of Visual Arts in New York, and I plan to go there.
I'm planning to major in Graphic Design.
I'm still considering Illustration, but I think Graphic Design would be better for my future (aka g
submitted 3 pieces of crap, will scrap later when I feel it necessary =] I also scrapped a whole buncha shit that was in my gallery... but I dont wanna delete them u know? lol so yeah in the scraps for now.
I haven't done anything decent these days. And I don't have a computer cuz mine broke... so I'm hoping to get a new one. so yeah, no CGs for like. a long time. I got more copics... and have been playing around with them, but I just cant get them to work the way I want it. I think I need like special blending paper or something.... I was looking thru my old pics and saw that some pics where I used colored pencils n stuff were better than t
to those of you who still have me on their list... hello.
its been a really loooong time.... lol I always say that don't I.
Well I haven't been drawing all year, but today, suddenly I picked up my pencil again lol. And I've realized that I want more copics. Maybe if I buy more I'll draw more. I think they're more fun than CGing, and plus is sooooo much easier and faster. Also, my computer is broken right now... it wont turn on!! soo.... I dont know if it will recover... meaning I might lose all my data and programs... which really sucks. so maybe I'll take some pics with my camera.
I just came back from Japan. Sadly, I left on the day the
heyy people. wow I'm updating!! I dunno if its a good thing or not, but I think I got that wanting-to-draw feeling back. Like for the longest time I reeeally didnt care, didnt draw at all, not even doodles at school!! *gasp* but recently I've been doing it again, and like this week all of a sudden started drawing again. weeird. anyways other than that marker thing I just submitted, I am working on a CG (for Lasaso:heart:) but I dunno how long its gonna take lol. So you'll see it some time or another. Sooo yeah. just dropping by to say HI :D
ohh. btw I am officially hooked on Full Metal Alchemist, as everyone else is lol. gosh its SOOO good!!
heyy I just got back from Maui, Hawaii. Unlike the freeeezing weather here in Seattle, it was like summer in hawaii. There were xmas trees and lights everywhere, but it just doesn't feel like winter when its so warm and sunny. I spent so much money on gifts and stuff.... but I still have some saved for after x'mas sales !!! gosh I dunno why but I'm so excited for it. I just wanna shop and buy new clothes I guess.
Anyways, I remember last year at this time... I was so addicted to DA, drawing, anime and stuff like that. I went around to all my friends' DA pages and left a greeting. So weird how it all changed. now I barely submit (though I sti
Now that school has started, so have my endless amount of doodles. I can't help it. When we're taking notes, correcting hw, listening to lectures, etc, I just draw random things all over my paper. Ranges from a million hearts :heart: to a full body pic, depends on my mood and how much space i have XD I'm sure a lot of other people do this too?? hehe but its just all rakugaki, all worthless junk :3
I just borrowed Fruits Basket (manga) from a friend and I'm so in love :heart::heart: I've actually seen some of the first episodes in anime a long time ago in japan, but never got a chance to read the manga. its SO funny!! my fav's Kyo
 DONE!! TwT;;
skipped through so many tho. sorry!! ;o;
now i gotta start uploading... i have a few that i could so i will soon. :D
i currently have 390 deviations, and a ton of messages and comments to check on. i won't be able to get to all of them but I'll try to get most >
 how come my journal wasn't working?? o_O;;
and now it shows up... whatever.
i suck at tongue-twisters. esp japanese ones.
does anyone know any good ones?
I'm officially 15 as of today.
already. 15. o_o もぅ１５。
sorry for not commenting, i was in japan for a good while. i have a mill of messages to check.... later.
too lazy... and it takes forever to click e
sorry..... again I have failed to update on a regular basis. Right now I'm frustrated cuz I had written a lot of stuff in a journal earlier, but got called down for "dinner" early to be lectured on about how I don't help around the house at all... and my pc does this weird thing of shutting down so I lost everything ToT
anyways... I decided to write a journal entry before my subscription expires is... 3 days ;o; I really enjoyed it, thanks vrxtiamat (https://www.deviantart.com/vrxtiamat)!!
I have a lot I'm working on/have to work on.... hopefully I'll have more time soon because school's almost over TwT but guess whats coming up..... FINALS. yes the thing that everyone hate
Yes like everyone else I'm making a seperate journal for the love/club icons. gotta organize myself somehow.
I am keeping this list to the most MINIMAL I can have. I interact with MANY people here on DA and I really can't draw a line between really close friends, friends, etc... i luv you all :heart: so please don't feel bad if you're not listed here ;_; So yeah, this is the minimum. These are the people I chat with almost every week, or even more. Or, people that have just been super kind to me, etc etc:heart:
people that are super special no order
!ittami (https://www.deviantart.com/ittami) :icona-z-a-m-i: :iconLasaro: :icon54tan: :iconshirogane: :iconyuki-tounoin: :i
after a long period of dead-ness on DA... i finally decided to post >< so sorry i haven't been active... i've only been commenting like half of what i usually do... don't feel bad if i didn't get to ur art TT i'm just such a lazy ass...
anyways first of all i wanna thank ~vrxtiamat (https://www.deviantart.com/vrxtiamat) for buying me a subscription ;0; :heart::hug::heart: i mean he could have spent his money to buy himself a longer subscription or a manga or ice cream or a banana but noo he chose to buy one for ME TwT out of all people meee TT .....i luv you~~~:heart:
man i haven't written here for the longest time i dunno where to begin... well ok if you reeeeelly wanna