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Four Months In, Four Months Without
Two Weeks Without:
The funeral was this Wednesday. His mother was there, and his sister cried the whole time. They ignored me, and it was like I wasn’t even there. I don’t think they wanted me there, they never did. They may have loved their son but they have never loved me. The truth is, I’m scared to go back home, his ghost still waits for me and I want him back but not like this. I miss him, or really someone that could actually stand being around me.
I even miss the arguing. I remember just how annoying it was. He always thought he knew what was right for me, for us. Sometimes I said things just to see if he really cared, and sometimes I believed the things I said. It was comforting to hear those reassurances, and now that’s just something I can no longer count on. I realize there’s a lot I can no longer count on, and I can’t believe he’s gone.
The room seems colder now, and the darkness is overbearing. I keep waking up in the middle of the
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    I would do anything for my little sister. Call it cliché but it’s true. Summer was born with a tumor in her lungs and another in her brain. She’s been fighting her entire life – barely eight years – just to breathe. Each day is a struggle, filled with pain and I wish more than anything that I could take her place.
    That’s the cruel irony, isn’t it? If given the chance, I wouldn’t hesitate to switch places, give her my lungs for a deep breath, give her my strong legs so she can run…but the only thing I can do? Fetch strawberry jello from the hospital cafeteria and read Harry Potter aloud until her meds kick in and she falls asleep.
    We know it won’t be long. Half a dozen machines breathe for her now and despite how stubborn she is, she can’t keep dodging the inevitable. Rather than make prom plans with my friends like any other
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i was born to destroy you
i am no hydra.
there is no poison-tipped spear,
no angry torch to hold to my neck
i may not raze your fields nor eat your livestock
but i was born to destroy you.
when i smile i want you to think
not of wolves, but of girls
pretty girls, with flirtatious red lips
and teeth white as pearls
not of monsters who lurk
under grandmother's bed
swallowing children for supper.
i am no chimaera, no sphinx:
no hero can vanquish me on winged pegasus
i cannot breathe fire or deceive with words
(it's all appearances, everyone knows that.)
do not forget
it was helen who launched a thousand ships,
clytemnestra who slew agamemnon
judith who beheaded holofernes
because no one thinks that your lipstick
might be congealed blood,
nobody thinks that the points of your nails
might serve more than a decorative purpose
nobody stops to consider the nightshade in your perfume,
the foxglove flowers on the mantle
and the cyanide in your purse.
perhaps i don't look like a monster, but remember:
no one's an angel
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So, been quiet on dA (and elsewhere, really) for a while.  Eh, school has been busy, things have been stressful, and I think we can pretty much agree that it's been a crappy year for everyone.  But, rather than get into all that....

Look!  Sheer gorgeous-ness!  Normally I don't really feature/share things, but I just can't get over how astoundingly beautiful this deviation is.
Gaia by AMSBT

And now I have nothing relevant to say!  *hand waves then runs away*

I should really not be allowed to write things when I'm high on sleep deprivation ^^;
  • Listening to: Boyce Avenue
  • Reading: Linear Algebra
  • Eating: apples and beef macaroni :D
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper


Yellow Dern
Current Residence: Inside my head
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything
Favourite style of art: impressionism, sculpture
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Snail
Personal Quote: Our intellect may be more burden than blessing-Commander Eesha


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CelestialMemories Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorite!
kiniroeales Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2013
Caroline I have not seen you in a million years and I miss you D:
pan-feylin Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013
:glomp: Any chance of you visiting Guelph? It'd be awesome to see you :D

How're you doing?
kiniroeales Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013
Visiting Guelph is kinda... not a thing right now. As for how I'm doing, Things have happened. Things that are best kept to privacy and not on Deviant Art messaging boards :P
pan-feylin Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2013
Fair enough.  Feel free to text me, that'll get a much faster response anyway!
SilverInkblot Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave on Superimpose :)
pan-feylin Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012
You're most welcome! I really enjoyed reading it, especially because of the vivid description. I felt like I could easily visualize the professor and relate to the student.
SilverInkblot Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
That's certainly what I was going for :D
aerodienamic Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favourite, much appreciated!
If you're willing to donate a small amount of points to my donation pool, it would be great! xo
ninjababy Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorite! :)
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