ShinyOotachi

I have so much I want to say, so please bear with me and thank you. I've been drawing fake Pokemon (Fakemon) designs for as long as I can remember. When Red and Blue first came out when I was 10, I fell in love with that world and artistically I've never really loved or truly known anything outside of that world. I love my work as a nurse, but one of my biggest dreams has always been to develop my Fakemon designs to a professional standard. Recently, I lost my dad and it's been the hardest months of my life just carrying on. I've really struggled to find the same happiness and drive for what I once loved and everything has felt relatively pointless. I felt, and to some extent still feel, like my goals are meaningless. However, something clicked in recent days and I realised that it is even more important now that I see my dreams through. I've drawn hundreds of Fakemon over the last 20 years and I'll regret not seeing this love through to the end. So, on that note, I begin again