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Miss Kara | 25 | Engaged
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My Wedding Day
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Dreamland
Stars fill up the night, with every twinkle in your eye. Your smile is the crescent moon, that lulls me to sleep at night. My blanket is your half-assed replacement, that is never as comforting as being in your arms. My apartment neighbors are the soft shuffle, that mimics your footsteps to my door. The lazy fan swaying above is your soft breath on my neck. Empty pillow next to me is the reminder, how lonely it is to wake up without you. Which is why I want to sleep. This the only solace I have. Dreams are only place still filled with you. Where you still want my lingering touches, my kisses that are breathless wanting and wishing for more.
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Rainbow Eyes
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Magic Touch
He is easily frustrated. I can read it all over his face. He will grumble to himself. His teeth will slightly begin to grind. His hands will run messily through his short hair. He will grip the steering wheel, or grip my hand a little too tight. I will rub my hand over his hand and visibly watch him release his tension. He makes me feel like I have a magic touch.
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His Hands
I love his hands. They are strong and wide. His fingers are long, his nails are always bitten too short. I love when his hands hold me. The way his calloused palms gently grip my wrist. I don't always know where we are going. But as long as he is leading the way, my heart will continue to skip a beat.
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Reach
I want to hold you close So close that our breath mingles That your eyelashes flutter on my cheekbones The scent of you to linger on my skin I want to kiss you To devour your mouth with mine Our tongues will intertwine   And I will grip you to me I want to love you Your thin wrists and small waist I have to remind myself to hold back Afraid to lose my focus and control I am worried That your love will waver And even if I attempt to hold you That love will sink through my fingers Like tiny grains of rice Taking it further and further from me.. I will push you away with my greediness I want my name be the last thing you whisper at night
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Heart Like Oprah
I feel like no one should know me. No one should know my heart. No one should know how I give it away so easy. The boy who loved me the first. The boy who held me close. The boy who played me. The boy who who planned my life. And the one who made me want to throw it all away. All were given pieces of my heart. All have taken pieces of me. Or what I use to be. I fall so easy I feel like Oprah sometimes: YOU get a piece of me! And YOU get my heart! YOU get my soul! EVERYONE GETS A PIECE OF ME. Not as exciting as a new car but what I can I do? I trust. I confine. I fall. I love. I have been stepped on. I have been tricked. I have been lied to.
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My Wedding Day
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Dreamland
Stars fill up the night, with every twinkle in your eye. Your smile is the crescent moon, that lulls me to sleep at night. My blanket is your half-assed replacement, that is never as comforting as being in your arms. My apartment neighbors are the soft shuffle, that mimics your footsteps to my door. The lazy fan swaying above is your soft breath on my neck. Empty pillow next to me is the reminder, how lonely it is to wake up without you. Which is why I want to sleep. This the only solace I have. Dreams are only place still filled with you. Where you still want my lingering touches, my kisses that are breathless wanting and wishing for more.
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Rainbow Eyes
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Magic Touch
He is easily frustrated. I can read it all over his face. He will grumble to himself. His teeth will slightly begin to grind. His hands will run messily through his short hair. He will grip the steering wheel, or grip my hand a little too tight. I will rub my hand over his hand and visibly watch him release his tension. He makes me feel like I have a magic touch.
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His Hands
I love his hands. They are strong and wide. His fingers are long, his nails are always bitten too short. I love when his hands hold me. The way his calloused palms gently grip my wrist. I don't always know where we are going. But as long as he is leading the way, my heart will continue to skip a beat.
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Reach
I want to hold you close So close that our breath mingles That your eyelashes flutter on my cheekbones The scent of you to linger on my skin I want to kiss you To devour your mouth with mine Our tongues will intertwine   And I will grip you to me I want to love you Your thin wrists and small waist I have to remind myself to hold back Afraid to lose my focus and control I am worried That your love will waver And even if I attempt to hold you That love will sink through my fingers Like tiny grains of rice Taking it further and further from me.. I will push you away with my greediness I want my name be the last thing you whisper at night
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Heart Like Oprah
I feel like no one should know me. No one should know my heart. No one should know how I give it away so easy. The boy who loved me the first. The boy who held me close. The boy who played me. The boy who who planned my life. And the one who made me want to throw it all away. All were given pieces of my heart. All have taken pieces of me. Or what I use to be. I fall so easy I feel like Oprah sometimes: YOU get a piece of me! And YOU get my heart! YOU get my soul! EVERYONE GETS A PIECE OF ME. Not as exciting as a new car but what I can I do? I trust. I confine. I fall. I love. I have been stepped on. I have been tricked. I have been lied to.
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usagi tsukino - princess Serenity
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My Morphine
My hands shake, grasping at the last straw. I look on that broken table and the bottles are empty. No more soft goodbyes and whispered pleas, I guess this heavy resignation Is what pain feels like? Self assurance and mumbled mental notes. You acted like I was a ghost, Floating in and out of your bedroom.   Raise your head and kiss my throat, My fingernails dug in your bedpost. Let me go and turn away. I was addicted to this. To us. Withdraws slowly creepy into my body and soul. In my veins, I feel like I could disappear. Haggard breath as I slowly go under. Goodbye, my Morphine.
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Forever Together
Preface I know this feeling was going to end. I know that even though he is dead, I know that inside he really did care. I know that I will some day stop crying. I know that after the funeral his parents will no longer look at me the same way. I know that when I look in the mirror I will feel guilt and hate myself for it. I know that I will live without him. I know that as I get older that my memory will get weaker. I know I can’t forget. I will never forget. Him. Ethan. ***** The clouds covered the sun as we stood underneath the awning. The Rabbi spoke kind words over his grave and I could feel eyes staring at me from the crow
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I am back after going on a very long and unintended hiatus. I am going to try to start writing again and doing it more often. Miss everyone, glad to be on DA.
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It's my birthday.
I am twenty-two. I feel so young and I have stuff to experience but some of the stuff I go through in my life ages me. I feel old and young. Is this still a mid life crisis even though I am not in my 30s?
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Feeling better about things and such.
I have a new boyfriend, we recently started officially dating but he makes me quite happy and we have formed a routine to fit each other lives a lot. I get to see him at least five days out of a week. It's nice to be with someone who wants to spend so much time with me, and he makes me laugh. I feel like I was floating in and out of a dream space, and he is the rock I need to hold on to, make sure I stay tethered to reality.
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hi there! happy late bday
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Thank you!
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sure! hug? wanna be friends? Im Nicolas
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Lazystu|Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday :D
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Thank you!
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williamfdevault|Professional Writer
Happiest of birthdays! :blackrose:
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Thank you! <3
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