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Tell yourself that it's just buisness

By PaintedDoq
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Language is scary when overanalysed
Every word that I say seems far too contrived.
What are your intentions? I’m ashamed by mine.
When I’m thinking too much I realise I’m unkind.

Pretend that I’m nicer than I’ll ever be,
I am selfish and deluded, enjoy my hypocrisy.
Complain that I’m bored, when being bored is a privilege.
Act like I’m suffering, there’s no suffering in this.

First world problems they bred in my head
Ethical contradictions between my actions and what I’ve said.
I should just shut my mouth as evidence piles against me
that I’m so much worse than I think, exposed as a phoney.

I am shit, I am shit.
nuh nuh nur nur fucking dick.
I am shit, I am shut
nuh nur nuh nur nuh nuh.

Fuck everyone and thing. 

Why do people make up such high expectations

and then get so mad when you can't succeed and fill those expectations. 

Grow a little more dense

Get a better mirror

Look a little fucking closer

because darling you're breaking this one.

And I can't be put back together...
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