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Strangling Love

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I'm sorta back, but not really?
I don't know... I hope everyone is doing great.
I'll try to upload a bit more often. I'm kind of very dead ):
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The response I get for being honest with my feelings in art (Dear Viewers, you are not alone with the hatred you get) :

"this    kapanihan.deviantart.com/art/S…    , is seriously disgusting ;
who is "strangling" you , me ? ; you are the one who is utterly incapable to accept any kind of love and/or care whatsoever, you go rampantly wild and blame the people who are showing love empathy and care towards you ; then you blame yourself for blaming them and put your tragic-past as a veto-reason for doing that and declare
everyone a careless, egoistical asshole who even opens their mouth to say smth against that circular reasoning ;[...]


I've forgiven them.
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LaurenChamberlain's avatar
I love your art so much because I relate. Please keep making art!
paintausea's avatar
I'm so happy to hear that.. Thank you!
Fat-Butt's avatar
I used to feel like this, but I've gotten better.
paintausea's avatar
I'm glad you have recovered then..!
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LongTimeWalking's avatar
Great to see you are back. Must put you on watch. Keep up with your great art.
paintausea's avatar
Ah... goodness... hello... ? Are you well?
Thank you...
LongTimeWalking's avatar
I'm very well, thank you. I have been looking at your work on and off this past year. what can I say? Keep it up :-)
paintausea's avatar
Thank you always for your support...
Happy to still have you around.. (:
firecat213's avatar
Before I start I must say I'm dearly sorry for whoever posted that revolting mound of hatefulness. Art is perceived in many different ways, that I know, but to take the time to write such distasteful words and to have the nerve to actually post it... that is disgusting. I can't force my views onto any one else, I think it's lovely that people have their own opinion of things, really I do, but it's not always necessary to make them known, especially when you know it could damage someones feelings. Art is a wonderful way of expressing feelings and beliefs and we don't always have to agree with what we see, but that also doesn't mean we have to write some vulgar comment expressing how much we hate the subject... I believe these people are called, what, haters? I personally find it amazing that you are able to express yourself in such a way, and have the strength to be able to keep pushing through all the awful, hateful things that no one can prevent. Any who now that I've gotten my point across on to your art. The colors you've chosen to make this piece complement each other perfectly, and the use of the red string curling and tangling the girl in its web is absolutely perfect, very well done. One again I find that your expressions fit perfectly into the scene and give the viewers a whole new perception of what is truly going on, marvelous, truly marvelous. I will be looking foreword to commenting more, thank you.   
paintausea's avatar
Aaah.. Man thank you for this comment really...
Really cheered me up a bunch...
I think I should take this comment made down.. 
There's really no use for it to be up there anymore..
I thoroughly enjoy reading your thoughts. I am so delighted by them.. Thank you again.
firecat213's avatar
It's no problem really, I'm glad that you find my posts enjoyable, and even more delighted that it actually affected your mood in a positive way, but I really must thank you, without your art work I wouldn't have anything to relate too, so... Once again... Thank you.
Myrethy's avatar
Well know. I hope that particular individual never sees one of your masterpieces again, and will therefor consider themselves satisfied and will no longer so callously judge your art.

This piece?

It is visceral and beautiful.
paintausea's avatar
Thank you so much for your support... 
It's very kind of you..
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Jilltonic's avatar
i've been in both positions.
the blaming one and the suffering.
the truth is that i really wanted to help, but i didn't know how much it ... hurts.
paintausea's avatar
I'm very sorry... -hugs-
momo-lucario's avatar
it's okay, as long as you love me. 
paintausea's avatar
momo-lucario's avatar
sometimes i feel that way, though i know i shouldn't. 
paintausea's avatar
Yes... the guilt..
chinopisces's avatar
I had a dream like this once...
paintausea's avatar
How did it end, dear?
chinopisces's avatar
The strings had cut into me and I couldn't move at all. I bled everywhere, and I couldn't make out all the faces surrounding me. I can't talk about the rest, but in the end I woke up...and I swore I felt the marks around my neck and arms.
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