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New Neighborhood Sky  by P34tr New Neighborhood Sky :iconp34tr:P34tr 22 2 Kittie in the Christmas Tree by P34tr Kittie in the Christmas Tree :iconp34tr:P34tr 22 3 Fishies uWu by P34tr Fishies uWu :iconp34tr:P34tr 15 0 Escape  by P34tr Escape :iconp34tr:P34tr 10 1 FangBill Children Evil Alternates by P34tr FangBill Children Evil Alternates :iconp34tr:P34tr 18 7 Dream Sky  by P34tr Dream Sky :iconp34tr:P34tr 64 11 Travycake!  by P34tr Travycake! :iconp34tr:P34tr 16 16 Universal Harmony  by P34tr Universal Harmony :iconp34tr:P34tr 36 4 R.I.P The Past  by P34tr R.I.P The Past :iconp34tr:P34tr 15 1 Diako ~First Kiss by P34tr Diako ~First Kiss :iconp34tr:P34tr 20 0 Little Witch Academia Diako Part 1 by P34tr Little Witch Academia Diako Part 1 :iconp34tr:P34tr 18 1 Gender Bend P34tr: Patricia by P34tr Gender Bend P34tr: Patricia :iconp34tr:P34tr 24 2 1000 WATCHERS CONTEST by P34tr 1000 WATCHERS CONTEST :iconp34tr:P34tr 17 1 ~Art Trade~ ThunderX Filename: 2 by P34tr ~Art Trade~ ThunderX Filename: 2 :iconp34tr:P34tr 27 6 Heathers Little Witch Academia AU by P34tr Heathers Little Witch Academia AU :iconp34tr:P34tr 26 6 Awake  by P34tr Awake :iconp34tr:P34tr 24 2


Mystic Baptism by Ellysiumn Mystic Baptism :iconellysiumn:Ellysiumn 2,257 203 [OC] Abyss by Aniaku [OC] Abyss :iconaniaku:Aniaku 10 0 The lighthouse by Ellysiumn The lighthouse :iconellysiumn:Ellysiumn 1,322 85 Laplace Daemon concept by V4lii Laplace Daemon concept :iconv4lii:V4lii 50 4 Young Ballerinas by Leonid Afremov by Leonidafremov Young Ballerinas by Leonid Afremov :iconleonidafremov:Leonidafremov 123 6 Angst by Unhappy893 Angst :iconunhappy893:Unhappy893 29 1 Spasmodic molar by Unhappy893 Spasmodic molar :iconunhappy893:Unhappy893 33 4 Gingerbread Comet by Tassji-S Gingerbread Comet :icontassji-s:Tassji-S 36 1 SVTFOE - Hekapoo Simulator by Sr-Amoniaco SVTFOE - Hekapoo Simulator :iconsr-amoniaco:Sr-Amoniaco 29 4 Queen Star by Isosceless Queen Star :iconisosceless:Isosceless 163 13 The hardest fight by KlarEm The hardest fight :iconklarem:KlarEm 385 16 study by meipu study :iconmeipu:meipu 33 0 How to Color Eyes by DavinaKinney How to Color Eyes :icondavinakinney:DavinaKinney 110 25 Alabaster by Queen-Kitty Alabaster :iconqueen-kitty:Queen-Kitty 80 4 Close To Heaven by ArtofdanPhotography
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I just found out today that my parents are psycho Fascists.

I wish I was an orphan
For months, fear and doubt have been telling me I'm not good looking, attractive, worthy, or good enough for anyone and I do not have a shot at a future partner. It made me hate myself and feel parasitic and shameful. I hated myself and developed serious social anxiety. All because of fear, anxiety and self doubt.

I will be successful because I CAN make myself successful. I will attract the perfect woman and wife her because I CAN!
I will work on myself to make my weight, looks, style, lifestyle, and life as beautiful attractive and inspirational as possible because I CAN!
I will be the best most beautiful attractive rich strong fit funny confident talented smart and authentic self I know I'm capable of

I chose to silence fear and doubt. They only have as much power as I give them. I see them as false illusions and tricks of the mind. They are not real only lies. They will not control me and I will let them die and not give them life.

At the end of the day, they are only thaughts and thaughts are harmless unless you weaponize them against yourself. No feedback loop, no self fulfilling prophecies for me.

Only bravery faith and effort in action.
I determine my fate, not fear or doubt.
I declare that in my future, I WILL be married to a beautiful wife who will be the mother of my children.
I do have attractive, strong, beautiful and desirable traits that will attract me to her.
I will be successful and there is someone out there compatable and perfect for me.
True love not only does exist, but has existed for all time.
I declare and speak this over my life by faith, belief and the law of attraction and most importantly of all, HARDWORK, AUTHENTICITY, DEDICATION, EFFORT AND TRUST IN MYSELF.
At the same time, I will try not to give them what they want, my emotions.

They do not exist to me, are as good as dead to me and don't matter to me.

I wouldn't give a shit if they died in a fire.

At the same time, I will protect my possessions, money and self from their exploration as I will hide it out of their reach.
I need to stop other people gaslight me and verbally/emotionally abuse and traumatise me?
All it's doing is giving me anxiety and depression because I internalize and blame myself for the abuse they give me.
They know I have anger issues and am short tempered and they chose to exploit that the most to blame me and make me look mad, humiliated, worthless, bad, shameful, guilty when they are ALWAYS the instigators.

They will not make me cut myself or commit suicide. If I cut myself, self harm, fall into self pity and self hatred, or commit suicide, they get what they want.

I did NOTHING to deserve this, they are just evil.
The fact that there was a 2 year time gap between season 2 and 3 as viewership for season 3 fell 57% played a role in the show getting axed.
That is pathetic and funny as it did better than both the second seasons of both Iron Fist and Luke Cage which both got canceled.

I swear poor planning for these shows in the MNU is to blame.

It should NOT have taken Daredevil season 3 two years to release. And, there was zero purpose in Daredevil to be involved in the affairs of Jessica Jones.

If say Daredevil was released in November last year and daredevil waking up in a coma was the shocking reveal as a freak accident, and everything else was the same, than ratings would have been infinitely higher than it was and we'd already be on season 4.

The MNU, TERRIBLE marketing for season 3, and the incompetence of Netflix show planners killed a beloved and amazingly written and thrilling show.


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Peter Art
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Fun, Crazy, Lover of Art with a big future ahead of me. Yuri, Femslash and Gender bending is my interests.

Fanbases: Game of thrones, Breaking Bad, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Gravity Falls, Star vs The Forces Of Evil, Fairy Tail, Fangbone, Sit Down Shut Up, Teen Titans

Traditional art, mostly pencil crayons,
OCs, Designs, Abstract, Fanart, scenery, Yuri, Femslash, Genderbend

Only I hold the keys to my own happiness and destiny, no one else.

If the world is going down, it's not dragging me down with it.


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ChIandra4U Featured By Owner 2 days ago   General Artist
Many thanks for the fav on 
. . . Into the woods I . . .
. . . Into the woods I . . . by ChIandra4U
rollarius55 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you, Peter!;-)

A river never sleeps by rollarius55
milkalexandra1234 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for the +favs
UchihaSama224 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
thx for the fave on :

Wolke ... by UchihaSama224
Dementeris-San Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Raven Smile Plz Thanks a lot for the fave, bro ! I hope you enjoyed your journey into my gallery ! Have a nice artistic trip !
Dark-Indigo Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks 4 faving  Arceus... by Dark-Indigo  :)
Lk-Photography Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey :wave:
Thanks a lot for :+devwatch: 

Have a nice weekend :handshake:
senafoxx Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ta for fav...appreciated...!! 🦊
alistark91 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2018   Traditional Artist
thanks for faving my new work!!! have a nice day =)
ShinySylveon12 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite =)
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