locus of incantationmalevolent iconscarved unto fleshvirgin lustrated in bloodrite of passagerituals with sexgaping hell's portalthe wizards scepterimpregnates witches' orbwith clouds white as milkalchemical birth magic
Blood Red RainBogey everywheretry to talk to a black puppet in the darkyou won´t even see itIs it talking to oneself in the following?Shouting at a wallThose concrete heads only are thereTo do what?Keep everything quietAnd their table is like a beshitten toiletThey are as lazy as a cap in the sewerrusting away, waiting for the floodto clog the drainBlood red rainon my shouldersblisters on my backBlood red rainget licked by the big black cowto make her even more fat?Black stains at the treesthis culture is rottingbecause of penetrant blockheadsShred all clericsthey´re outdatedwe´re here for the new thingNo insurance neededthat is provided by themthe fresh start is aboutI am so glad
ConfusionI've always wondered if my heartwas a cozy house or a hotel.Do I want a "happy ever after"or a "kiss and never tell"?Can my heart even containas many people as my mind?Will I stop running in circlesor will I be forever blind?I sound confused, because I am.It even feels like in some wayI'm keeping secrets from myselfthat I hope to learn one day.What I feel might be denial,self-aware and yet persistent.The control I thought I hadsimply might be nonexistent.
Definition: Modern Practicality of Love1.A perpetual coldwar with fallacy thrown in the middle. Each, trying to prove to the other they understand it; when in that very act, they beg for closure. Not ever getting the chance to recognize, feel & experience it genuinely.2.A behavioral and/or cognitive form of a business proposition; seen as a deal or scam by layman, sometimes referred as a "set up".3.Incongruent contingencies followed by consequence or reward.4.Anthropoid verbal flatulence absent sincere intent. Habitual dialogue for personal gain.