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:bored: that's really what i feel right now. i don't know if i am really boring person or i am just feel myself lost. i think its the normal feeling we you just have 2 weeks to unknown. just 2 weeks to flip your life style upside down. from civil person to military person. from waking up late and take delicious breakfast. to wake up early to training. from sleeping late after you done from TV and games. to sleeping early totally dead. from eating anytime to eating at specific time just bad food. thats what i am going to. ARMY

or may be what i feel is just few boring times. same system of my life. same people i talk to. same programs i use. same work i do. same training i do. i feel my day routine is the same from long time. i wake up very late about 3 or 4 pm. drink tea with milk and have small breakfast so i can take my lunch. browse the internet for while. going to training. return back to lunch. talk to someone at phone. talk to someone at internet. work at internet. sleep very late about 5 or 6 am. even when i decide to go somewhere i don't go somewhere new. may be just eating pizza and shopping, may be going to cafe, may be meeting family or clients or friends. my life is missing adventure. and i feel i lost my days for nothing.

what i want from my days? at least this few days?
i think many things. first i want to make my first Joomla template. second i want to use the new version of cinema 4d. third i want to use VRay. fourth i want to improve my skills at Autocad. fifth i want to make new 3D architect interior and exterior scene. sixth i want to create new organic 3d model. seventh i want to make new illustration character. eighth i want to start my own business by myself or with partners "which i got some new about it from few time and i still didn't start it yet"

can i do all that?
yes i can but not in this short period but i can make long plan for may be 2 or 3 months. but i have no time to make the plan. and more clients want me to start making new projects when i finish my army training center.  

beside i feel so lonely this days. i spent my whole day at my dark room looking at this bright screen working and study and talking. i didn't talk to anyone from my friends from very long time. and when i talk i feel so bored and down.
but at least i could of making my to do list at this journal :D

Am i crazy?......................
  • Listening to: Lost inside your love- enrique iglesias
  • Drinking: Nescafe
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SarahElNaggar Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:)
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osmanassem Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012  Professional
:)
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Zerog41612 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
oh everybody has been trough those days dont worry ^^ and dont fell lonely, im here for ya when you need someone =)
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osmanassem Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Professional
thank you my dear. you are true friend. don't worry about me. i just having long to do list and just sort time before join army. you know "military services" after graduation. its rule at some countries. so i just wish i were having 10 hands. :D thank you man.
how are you and how is everything with you? i wish everything is so great. :) do you know after this long time i figure that i don't watch you. i don't know how i thought i click watch. i think thats why i don't see your updates. enjoy your time. :)
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Zerog41612 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
oh military services? oh well very very good luck =) and for me things are ood, im learning a song on piano ^^
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osmanassem Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Professional
wow cool. when you play it record and send me to watch. :) good luck to you too at piano and everything you do. :)
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Zerog41612 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
of course, iŽll post a journal when i learn it x3 whant me to show you which one?
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osmanassem Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Professional
if you can post all its ok. it not post the one you like more. training good and have fun. :)
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Zerog41612 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
allright and thanks ^^
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