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Hey Everyone my website was off for maintenance from a while and today I just finish the whole new style. please check my website and all my social media to see the new update. wish you gonna like it.

also check my blog and my first blog post over there. thanks
  • Reading: War & Peace
hey everyone. it's been very long time since i write a new journal. i was super busy with my military services and there wasn't any news. but finally i am out of army and i am so glad i am out now. i finish my army about the first of march 2013. and i start to have some interviews now in my education field which is mechanical power engineering. and i start doing new designs but i found my old pc and even my old laptop is not working totally fine so i wanted to buy new laptop. i bring new Samsung laptop last night and i am so happy with it. it is "Samsung Notebook Series 5 550P5C-S03"
and it's specification you can find in this link:…
so everything as i want new start with new laptop :D but i really want to have some relaxing time and i am already full of many inspiring ideas. wish i will finish some of them soon and show it to all of you. wish for you great time.
  • Reading: War & Peace
actually my website was down from very long time and i didn't notice that. the strange thing it was working on my pc and on all my friends pcs. but suddenly my friend Kristina asked me why its down and i thought may be she spell it wrong or she has problem with browser. but last night i was with some friend who want to see some stuff on my website and suddenly it didn't work and thanks god that this friend is the manager of the server so i make him fix it. so its back again and if u want to check it by yourself click here Osman Assem's Website if it doesn't work with u make sure its your problem this time. :D why i call it creepy site actually the period it was down i forgot to pay my domain name fee. and the site bring me message that i didn't pay it and i should pay to return back and after i pay it return back. so if i was open the website from the history how the history know i didn't pay the fee. and how he know again i pay... seems interesting right. the more interesting i always clear my history and cache so nobody open my accounts. :pills:
  • Reading: War & Peace
Dear friends,
sorry for very long time i didn't upload any art work. i am just so busy and i have new plans. but i will upload new projects i've just finished so soon.
today i was watching my notices and found the new premium membership offer for Deviantart so said why not to try.
it's really awesome and i think i will keep being premium member. now i can add many feature deviants on my profile and adding polls and my twitter account and getting more closer with the watchers. it's really so much fun.
wish all of you is having great time and enjoying good health.
  • Reading: War & Peace
hey everyone. just upload new project to be sold on graphicriver. its name is "3D Mega Sale Package".
3D Mega Sale Package
this is the low specular version. i want to upload both versions at same file but the size of both of them together was about 798MB. and they only accept 500MB files there. so i decide to separate them into 2 files Low Specular one and High Specular one. but the website didn't accept the high specular one because they said having 2 project with same contents but different texture is unacceptable. so still thinking what i gonna do with the high specular one. may be i gonna upload some of it as freebie.
anyway i wish you like my new project. have a nice time.
  • Reading: My Struggle
  • Watching: The Twilight breaking dawn
hey everyone. sorry for long absent from writing journals. I've been so busy and i am still busy. but i am so addicted in writing journals. so i am doing some projects this days beside doing the military service. and just have new account on Logo Lovers. check it.… wish for all of you good health and happy time.
  • Reading: My Struggle
  • Watching: The Twilight breaking dawn
isn't amazing to reach your dreams? especially when its very important dream for you and you spend long time dreaming and going through it. i think every time i achieve my dream is very happy time. but there is some dreams is very important in your life and its like section from the main sections in your life something like having the house of your dreams, have the lover of your dreams, have a baby, and so on. of course the priority is different from person to another buts still there is main things in our life can make us the happiest ever. something when you have you keep it very hard and never lose it again. like when you open your own company. i think everybody know this feeling and been through it once or twice. when you do something will change your life and make it full of happiness and success. the reason i am talking about this topic is i am kinda on the first step on achieve all my dreams soon. life is not so good so i expect the worst always. but i wish everything go so great. please wish for me good luck. :)
  • Reading: the second book
  • Watching: Bruce Alimighty
"The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage. Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes."
i am not free right now. and this will last for long time until i done with this army. i am like a little mouse on cage keep running on spinning circle and this cage located on cats room. so anyway i am not free until i being outside the whole house or at least the room. i feel so annoyed and down now. i never having the feeling of being not free and i used to be always free in everything. :(
  • Reading: The Secret
dear friends. i am just totally relaxing this days. i do little update work for my website and my social pages and also for some clients websites.
i have some plans this time to create new product to be sold over Evanto. i am still working on it and try to figure the final shape on my mind. it wont be ready soon. it may take few weeks.
beside i want to share with you my new google+ page. i create it so i contact with more people and share cool stories about design. i wish you can join my circle.
Osman Assem Goggle+
finally wish happiness for everybody. enjoy your time.
  • Listening to: Por Amarte
  • Reading: Philosophy books
hey everyone
its been long time since i write journal. i was just little busy and not feeling so good lately. and actually i am still not good but i miss write journals. so i want to write new short one about something take my attention now which is the new IPad or IPad 3. i think apple should make crazy thing on its new product to return back and challenge the new raising companies which wanna appear. here is some videos about this new IPad. wish you like them.
TV commercial
Features of IPad 3
  • Listening to: Por Amarte
  • Reading: Philosophy books
hey everybody i am just back from the army training. it was so much pain and hard. not the training but the life. i feel so much tired and sick. i have vacation now for 1 week until i know what is next. i miss all of you so much. i miss your great art and your sweet friendship. i wish for all of you great health and happy time. i cant write more now because i am so exhaust. i may relax and write back soon. enjoy your time. :)
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
hey all my dear friends. what's up!
unfortunately i will be away for at least 2 or 3 weeks. starting from tomorrow Sunday 22 Jan. because i has to join the military services "army" training center. i will miss you all so much and will miss all your great artwork and your great comments. and i apologize if i can't reply your messages or your comments but i promise i will reply asap. wish for all of you great luck and happy time. enjoy your time :)
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
the five stages of sadness. theory of "Elisabeth Kübler-Ross" studying some sad people from some illness.
1-Denial — "I feel fine."; "This can't be happening, not to me."
Denial is usually only a temporary defense for the individual. This feeling is generally replaced with heightened awareness of possessions and individuals that will be left behind after death.
2-Anger — "Why me? It's not fair!"; "How can this happen to me?"; '"Who is to blame?"
Once in the second stage, the individual recognizes that denial cannot continue. Because of anger, the person is very difficult to care for due to misplaced feelings of rage and envy.
3-Bargaining — "I'll do anything for a few more years."; "I will give my life savings if..."
The third stage involves the hope that the individual can somehow postpone or delay death. Usually, the negotiation for an extended life is made with a higher power in exchange for a reformed lifestyle. Psychologically, the individual is saying, "I understand I will die, but if I could just do something to buy more time..."
4-Depression — "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"; "I'm going to die soon so what's the point... What's the point?"; "I miss my loved one, why go on?"
During the fourth stage, the dying person begins to understand the certainty of death. Because of this, the individual may become silent, refuse visitors and spend much of the time crying and grieving. This process allows the dying person to disconnect from things of love and affection. It is not recommended to attempt to cheer up an individual who is in this stage. It is an important time for grieving that must be processed.
5-Acceptance — "It's going to be okay."; "I can't fight it, I may as well prepare for it."
In this last stage, individuals begin to come to terms with their mortality, or that of a loved one, or other tragic event.
and i have to add that. the faster this stages pass the better you go over your sadness and fight it. :) live always happy.
  • Listening to: ryan cabrera - true
i found that on my friend :iconzerog41612:'s journal. and he challenge me to post on my journal so here you are.

if you comment on this journal i

1.Will tell you something i learned at looking at you DA page for 13 seconds
2.tell you what color you remember me
3.tell you my earliest memory about you
4.tell you what animal you remind me
5.ask you something
6.i say you a fav of your gallery
7.put you a weird nickname
8.tell you something i like about your art
9.will challenge you to put this on your journal

i will do it to everyone who comment ;)
  • Listening to: Lost inside your love- enrique iglesias
:bored: that's really what i feel right now. i don't know if i am really boring person or i am just feel myself lost. i think its the normal feeling we you just have 2 weeks to unknown. just 2 weeks to flip your life style upside down. from civil person to military person. from waking up late and take delicious breakfast. to wake up early to training. from sleeping late after you done from TV and games. to sleeping early totally dead. from eating anytime to eating at specific time just bad food. thats what i am going to. ARMY

or may be what i feel is just few boring times. same system of my life. same people i talk to. same programs i use. same work i do. same training i do. i feel my day routine is the same from long time. i wake up very late about 3 or 4 pm. drink tea with milk and have small breakfast so i can take my lunch. browse the internet for while. going to training. return back to lunch. talk to someone at phone. talk to someone at internet. work at internet. sleep very late about 5 or 6 am. even when i decide to go somewhere i don't go somewhere new. may be just eating pizza and shopping, may be going to cafe, may be meeting family or clients or friends. my life is missing adventure. and i feel i lost my days for nothing.

what i want from my days? at least this few days?
i think many things. first i want to make my first Joomla template. second i want to use the new version of cinema 4d. third i want to use VRay. fourth i want to improve my skills at Autocad. fifth i want to make new 3D architect interior and exterior scene. sixth i want to create new organic 3d model. seventh i want to make new illustration character. eighth i want to start my own business by myself or with partners "which i got some new about it from few time and i still didn't start it yet"

can i do all that?
yes i can but not in this short period but i can make long plan for may be 2 or 3 months. but i have no time to make the plan. and more clients want me to start making new projects when i finish my army training center.  

beside i feel so lonely this days. i spent my whole day at my dark room looking at this bright screen working and study and talking. i didn't talk to anyone from my friends from very long time. and when i talk i feel so bored and down.
but at least i could of making my to do list at this journal :D

Am i crazy?......................
  • Listening to: Lost inside your love- enrique iglesias
  • Drinking: Nescafe
here is just 1 year gone from 3 days. o was just remember all the events happened to me at this year. it was kinda so good year to me. i achieve many things i wanted to achieve. i also lost many things in front of that.
let me share some of this memories with you.
first this year start after some terrorists blow a bomb in front a church in Alexandria and we all were so sad for that. i even still remember my friends were crying for what happened and people who killed.
after that by a while my first term of the last year exams started and before i finish them. one of my friends asked me if i gonna join the demonstrations of 25 Jan. i said what demonstrations, i have exam at 26 and i want to study. after that the revolution happened. all the people were scared from criminals who was moving in streets and daily we heard about many people killed and others injured. it was so scary days and i was so stressed and not inspired at all. i stay protecting my house for almost 18 days. i holding big metal stick waiting for any criminal want to steal or kill us. i stay sleepless for long days until my eyes turn red and i didn't training also until the gym open again and i start to training back. this days was the hard days ever for me at all. the only cool breathe was my friends txt to my phone and i cant txt them back because the network in Egypt was off and the training.
after that by few months i graduate from my college by good degree and it was so happy time. i start to improve my work and watch more tutorials and try to have work until i see my military status.
at this year too i got a lot of work chances and i work at most of them and i upload them all to my website and profile. it was hard time at work but at same time it was to good to have work finally. i also like to be freelancer and not working at company. i am my own boss and i arrange my time i can work at night or morning as i like. i can take week off and i can do whatever i want. also freelancer getting more money that being at company. of course freelancer has a danger by don't having work but when i have it bring me a lot of money and thats good.
at this year too i make the army medical check "military services" -egyptian government rule after graduation- and i pass at all their tests and i will join unfortunately. but i still optimistic that i will have good experience at this time and i can work also parallel with army. and after this year i may have good experience and good amount of money will lead me to open my own project. i am so excited to start it.
also my main good thing happened this year is having a lot of good friends and also increase my friendship with my old friends. i am not social person but this year make me so social and having a lot of friends. i am really so happy to have all this amazing friends ad some of them is really very special to my heart.
i never love facebook because i thought its just for idiots. but many people encourage me this year to create facebook and twitter page for my website which make me having a profile. i telling most of the people that i don't use the profile. but actually i am using it but make it private and just add my very dear close friends who i just want to be always with. and i know they won't make any problem or annoy me. so i finally having facebook, twitter and i make my deviantart page better and i will be premium member after i know my army status. and of course i am having a 6 years myspace profile which i used to have it but i dont use it a lot this days.
this was the good part of the year. but this year was having bad period also. i don't look at them as bad points may be they are good points in the future. who knows? first i lost my gf which we was the perfect two and i know nothing about her right now. i will join the army for 1 year starting from 19 jan. but of course i will be online but now the first 3 or 4 weeks.
i think thats all what i remember from this year. thank you for read my memories. and i wish you all had a great year and will have more great year for 2012. :love:
  • Playing: PES 2011
  • Drinking: Nescafe
today is the last day in his year. it was good year for me. many things going as i wish. i wish your year was good too and you achieve what you want on it. and your new year will be more bright and more beautiful full of happiness, love and success. and we all achieve our dreams. and who had bad year please don't care and you still have brand new year you can make it happy and achieve all what you want. happy new year for all my amazing friends here. :love::party:
  • Playing: PES 2011
  • Drinking: Nescafe
finally i reach the 100 Deviations after uploading the last interior apartments and its catalog for loezyana project. after about 1.5 year on deviantart i reach the 100 artwork. it was so much fun to me to upload all this artwork and seeing your awesome comments and having your favorite. thanks for everyone support me and make me keep moving forward. i will upload more soon and i wish it will be better than the last arts. and i wish you all like my designs. thank you again and i wish for everybody good luck. Merry Christmas for everyone :)
  • Playing: PES 2011
  • Drinking: Nescafe
i never imagine i will reach the day to finish this project. especially the exterior. its my first and biggest exterior professional design i ever create. but its finally done. it take me 5 weeks until i done with it. much modeling on cinema 4d and i didn't have enough time to render on VRay so i render it using advanced render and edit it a lot using photoshop. i create 10 day light pictures and 2 night pictures. and create their logo and also the interior details.

i wish everybody watch them and like it. and i want to know all your opinions and critiques.

now still have to make brochure for this design and get ready to print soon. and also make their website. all of this will take long time from me but i wish it done soon.
  • Playing: PES 2011
  • Drinking: Nescafe
i am officially inside the army now. :( bad news right. its ok i am fine now. i find many good things i can do in this long period. i still have 1 little chance to be out but i don't put big hopes on it. i have to know now my position because i can be higher than solider for 3 years "army man". anyway i wish the god will give me the best i believe in that and i am sure the god will pick the best choice for me.
i just have few times for the tasks i have now so i have to finish them soon. i make new schedule to finish all this tasks at short period. i wish it work.
  • Playing: PES 2011
  • Drinking: Nescafe