skulls aint strong enough
well on friday night while helping my sister load a moving van so she could move a metal bar came lose at the back of the van and as it proceded to fall all i heard was air being sucked in thru their teeth and then it all sorta flashed for a second along with a loud crunch as the big metal bar landed on my head.
im an idiot i didnt bloody stop or relax i just wanted it to finish so i kept on lifting heavy boxes n stuff, bout an hour later i could hardly stand so we left paula took a car incase i got worse cause the poxy moving van was rubbish, got to aberdeen and i went to the hospital and the kept me there till about 12 just doing random tests they said i was fine and said i could go home but i wasnt allowed to sleep... i thought they would have kept me in but aprently not,
the next morning we had to call the doc out cause blah and he pipes up it's looking more and more like a fractured skull... to hospital again, where i was checked by an idiot nurse who was on the phone to a NHS helpline thingy to find out what she needed to look for for this type of head injury... sent away told to goto hospital in Edinburgh.
get back here to the flat in edinburgh everyone helps me out etc, back to the hospital again yesterday and they assure me my skull IS cracked but im gonna be fine and baiscly send me on my way again
this is gettin stupid im now in more pain than when i started i can hardly sleep cause everytime i roll over or something it hurts so much
im so tired and sore and i just wanna sleep and it's not happening.
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