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Roxanne’s Testimonial: A Week “Living Large” as Annaliese
Life as Annaliese has been a wild ride—both literally and metaphorically. When I first started suiting up, it was mainly for modeling gigs and the occasional OnlyFans shoot. But a few weeks ago, I decided to push my boundaries: spend an entire week in the suit, day and night, and fully embrace everything that came with being a plus-size influencer. It was exhilarating, exhausting, and yes, eye-opening in ways I never expected.
1. Committing to a Full Week in the Suit
The Reason Behind It
I’d been juggling short stints as Annaliese—four hours here, maybe an overnight once or twice. But the fans on social media were clamoring for more “all-day vlogs,” behind-the-scenes peeks, and authentic plus-size lifestyle content. I figured, why not just live it? Seven days, no break, no popping out to be Roxanne.
The Suiting Process (GIF Reference)
In the attached GIF, you see me (Roxanne) standing there in comfortable sweats, pulling up my sweatshirt to reveal my midsection. Then I tug the suit’s “waistband” over my belly. In reality, it’s more complex:
Step In Carefully: I glide one leg, then the other, into the interior. It’s lined with a biotech gel that molds to my shape.
Compression & Expansion: The suit gently compresses my smaller frame while simultaneously adding volume in specific areas—belly, hips, thighs, arms. I can actually feel the press-and-pull as it locks my waist in place.
Sealing & Smoothing: Once the top portion slides up over my torso, I zip or seal it at the back. A neural interface along the spine clicks into place—there’s a faint tingle, like static electricity, as the sensors connect.
Check & Adjust: In the mirror, I’ll do a quick spin, smooth out any wrinkles, and confirm the silhouette is correct—plush belly, thick thighs, softer arms. I usually check the neck and wrist seams to ensure they look natural (no weird lumps).
Within minutes, I’m fully Annaliese, with a pillowy softness and a huge ass that bounces and jiggles when I move. It’s so convincing that even I have to remind myself it’s a second skin.
2. Physical & Emotional Challenges of the “Plus-Size” Week
Fat Discrimination
Living as Annaliese 24/7 brought a crash course in how the world can treat bigger bodies:
Subtle Digs: Restaurant waitstaff offering me a “lighter option” or making comments like, “Watch those calories, hon!” (Ugh.)
Public Transport: One day, I took a bus, and the sideways glances were intense. A few people had that unspoken, “You’re taking up too much space” vibe.
Gym Encounters: Annaliese still works out (I keep up appearances of a plus-size influencer who’s also semi-active, healthy at any size and all that). But I got a few disapproving stares from fitness bros at the gym, like “Why is this big girl here?”
It was disheartening. I’ve always known body shaming existed, but experiencing it firsthand hit different. On the flipside, I also got random compliments from chaser men (ok, I'm your fetish object, I get it!) as well as other plus-size women praising my confidence—like, “Girl, you’re rocking that outfit!” That sense of woman-to-woman camaraderie felt amazing.
Suit Strain Over Multiple Days
Heat & Sweat: The suit retains more heat than normal clothing. After a few hours, especially in warm weather, I was sweltering. I had to find creative ways to discreetly slip into restrooms, pop open a seam near the collar, and let air in.
Skin & Irritation: Wearing it day and night led to some chafing around my thighs and underarms—spots where the suit rubs. I used a specialized anti-chafe lotion they provided, but it’s still a challenge.
Limited Mobility: The extra bulk affects range of motion. Climbing stairs or maneuvering in tight spaces felt more cumbersome. I’d break a sweat faster, and my joints sometimes ached because I was carrying “extra” weight, so to speak.
3. Sexual Adventures: Embracing Doggy with That Cushioned Rear
Discovering New Sensations
I won’t lie—part of the allure of staying suited was the sexual exploration. Annaliese’s body is softer, rounder, with a generous backside that my chub-chasing partners find very enticing. Doggy style, in particular, felt incredible:
Cushioned Impact: The added padding made every thrust deeper yet more comfortable—like having a built-in buffer. Even I enjoyed the sensation more, as the suit translates pressure into warm, tingling signals.
Confidence Factor: The “bouncy” visuals in the mirror boosted my confidence. I found myself arching my back, showcasing that huge ass. Roxanne used to be shy in bed, but as Annaliese, I’d call the (back)shots: “Harder,” “Slower,” “Right there!”
Oral Skills (Praised by Fans & Partners)
My OnlyFans fans and real-life partners both comment on Annaliese’s apparent “talent” for oral. The suit’s fuller lips and slightly different jaw fit allow me to be more relaxed and thorough. It’s partly psychological, too—Annaliese is bold, unafraid of taking her time with her mouth because it helps her preserve her stamina, relishing every moment. That persona shift makes all the difference.
4. Weight Gain as Roxanne, Squeezing into the Suit
Interestingly, I realized I’ve put on a few pounds as Roxanne. My old cheerleader diet and exercise routine slipped while focusing on Annaliese’s content schedule. So now, when I suit up:
Extra Compression: The suit’s auto-fit system has to compress me more. It’s a tighter squeeze around my waist and thighs before it expands outward. It’s not unbearable, but I notice the difference. Sometimes I hold my breath, wriggling in.
Adjusting the “Fat Distribution”: I had to get the suit recalibrated so that the final silhouette still looks right. Otherwise, lumps of my real flesh might bunch awkwardly. The technicians teased me about “Outgrowing your inside form, are we?” Guilty as charged.
5. Life Diverging & Realizations
Feeling More “Myself” as Annaliese
What shocks me most is how comfortable I am as Annaliese—more so than in my smaller Roxanne frame. The confidence, the body acceptance from fans, the sense of presence—sometimes I’d rather just stay in the suit. Even doing mundane tasks like grocery shopping feels more fun with that plush bounce in my step. Meanwhile, being Roxanne, I’m hyper-critical of every new pound I gain, every inch on my waist.
A Blast from the Past
During a late-night introspection, I realized Annaliese’s face and figure remind me of a girl from high school—an acquaintance in my gym class. She was big, undeniably so, but carried herself with an aura that said, “I’m here, deal with it.” She’d change in the locker room, and I’d sneak glances, admiring how she seemed so…nonchalant about her size. I never interacted much, but that memory must’ve lodged in my subconscious. Now that I look at Annaliese in the mirror, I see echoes of that girl’s shape, her quiet confidence. Maybe I was turned on back then in ways I didn't understand as I envied her freedom from the cheerleader pressure I was under.
6. Final Thoughts on a Transformative Week
By the end of my seven-day run:
I had deeper empathy for plus-size people navigating a world that can be unkind.
My OnlyFans soared in subscriber count—people loved the “realistic day-in-the-life” content.
I felt a pang returning to Roxanne—like shedding a shield of body positivity I’d come to rely on.
I’m not sure where this journey heads next. Part of me wonders if I’ll keep upping my time spent as Annaliese until I lose track of who’s the “real” me. But for now, I’m learning and growing from each perspective—celebrating the sexual liberation Roxanne never had, forging new confidence, and even unearthing old high school curiosities about size, acceptance, and identity.