Listen to your mom and dad. Don't stop doing what your doing because you saw someone making fun of it. Be who your are and like what you want because in the end their opinion doesn't matter. If you want to be happy you have to make yourself happy. Stop being so judgmental it will be one of your biggest regrets. Kenzi is probably the most important person in your life. give nothing but love. Look into new things whether its music or new fandoms you'll feel emotional for a while but its ok. it's ok to treat yourself. don't worry about other peoples drama stay in your own lane. keep in contact with your friends and take the opportunity to hang out with them because you're happiest when you're sitting with your bestest friends laughing over some dumb joke or sitting with kenzi calling peppa pig characters fake. buy your friends stuff and give more because it will make you happier. make up your mind on what you want if someone asks. your friends love you no matter what. and lastly, please be kinder and much more accepting.