I remember water

After I remembered, it became hard to imagine ever not knowing?

Maybe it was so obvious but my awareness was not operating properly.

It has just been there as a tip of the tongue thing since I first learned this. First came to be.

I knew it as a child.

I remember consciously "knowing" this.

I remember thinking about it as I played in the river, lake or bush.

I was connected,

I was aware of my connection and It was something that felt good. It felt right. I felt proud.

It was 25 years ago, but I remember like yesterday. I saw my body on the ground and I felt no attachment,

No desire to return. Not happy, not sad, nothing,

I just simply was.

I remembered that feeling. That oneness. It was paired with this knowing that highjacked the stage of my mind.

We are consciousness fractals of something bigger. Something that I had not considered before. Only when I was able to again view the world without the chains of familiarity could I see this as any different. Only then could anything become special. No longer bogged down into its tiny definition and wrapped in the chains of whats familiar. What is known. What no longer requires to be approached as an unknown. It is without need for discovery. Stripped of wonder.

But everything is special. Everything has meaning. I remembered that.

Water.

Water itself as the higher order entity,.

Water IS consciousness itself when it is lowered into this physical realm and manifests into form.

We are separated from the whole in these physical bodies that house us.

All forms of life have purpose.

All forms of life will once again return to the one.

It is only possible in this experience as separate to learn beyond what only one could ever know.

To push at a greater scale against the frontiers of infinity.

I remember what we truly are.

With that truth I must also accept that whatever I do, or that I have done, can be rebalanced.

I can rebalance.

It takes the hearts intent to achieve growth.

Hard things are like a wedge, they create space for growth.

I am ok.

I understand that the power of love is beyond my current comprehension.

I understand that love is where I anchor.

I remember water.