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1. what’s your gender?
female

2. what are your pronouns?
she/her

3. is your family accepting?
hell yea!!! i'm very lucky

4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
hon don't waste your time on online "are you gay" quizzes. you don't need those for validation. you like girls and that's okay!

5. what is your sexuality?
lesbian

6. favorite colour?
pastels, purple/cornflower blue, yellow

7. sun gay or moon gay?
both tbh

8. when did you find out your sexuality?
funny story- in 5th grade i didn't like boys at all even though everyone else was starting to get crushes so i just picked a random boy in my class and conditioned myself to think i had a crush on him when i didn't. end of the year, i realized i didn't actually like him and i gave up the act and said i didn't have a crush. then i thought "wait but would i like a girl though...?" i just pushed it away until 6th grade because i didn't want to think about it. i befriended some older people who were LGBT and they educated me and i realized shit maybe i do like girls??? i identified as pan first, then i just switched to being a lesbian. by the beginning of 7th grade i had come out to all my close friends.

9. how was your day?
it was okay...? i literally did nothing because i slept in till 2:30 and it's 9:00 right now

10. do you have any gay friends?
the real question is do i have any straight friends

11. what’s your favorite hobby?
drawing, animating, recording my thoughts in bulleted lists, writing, reading

12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?

i can't think of one rn

13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
trans, lesbian, and good ole gay

14. are you openly out?
yes!

15. are you comfortable with yourself?
sexuality-wise? sure! everything else? noooOOO.

16. bottom or top?
if i'm gonna be honest? bottom

17. femme or butch?
both? i'm kinda fluid between the two

18. do you bind?
i don't need to

19. do you shave?
yea but i haven't in a while

20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?

GOD i have a friend who is Ideal but she's happily taken and i know that her happiness is of greater worth than my selfishness so i'm gonna leave her be where she is and just be an amazing friend to her

21. do you have a partner (s)?
no : (

22. describe your partner (s)?

*yelling into void* WHERE ARE YOUUUU

23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
ye

24. anyone of another sex?

nope

25. pastel gay or goth gay?
like ive said on many things in this: both

26. favorite dad in dream daddy?

MAT IS THE BEST DAD AND YOU CAN'T CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.

27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
i'm really good at claw machines which is nice for carnival dates

28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
yesss

29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
yes! two years in a row now!

30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?

it's okay to be who you are! you don't need to be validated by others. there is NOTHING wrong with you for being LGBT+. also like i said before don't waste your time with those "are you gay" quizzes literally everyone can agree they're not accurate and they mean nothing.
Primary name: just call me opal
- alternate names/nickname: cool, cow
- gender: female
- pronouns: she/her
- birthday: july 11
- zodiac sign: cancer
- kintypes (if applicable): cat

Appearance:
- height: 5’2
- eye colour: h?azel??? blue?? green? wtf
- hair colour: brown, fading purple highlights
- tattoos?: none
- piercings?: none
- favourite outfit: probably my pajamas, which are sweatpants w/ an old t-shirt w/ my fuzzy jacket
- have you dyed your hair?: yes lmao
- long or short hair?: short

Relationships:
- sexual orientation: girls.
- romantic orientation: the ladies.
- relationship status: s ingle : (
- romantic partner(s) (if applicable): none,,,,
- platonic partner(s) (if applicable): soft-blues hiya <3
- best friend(s): i uhhh am in a hard spot with irl friends. i guess i have to go with spow? she lives in oregon on the other side of the U.S


Personality/are you..:
- nice or mean?: nice i hope!
- honest or deceptive?: honest,, i overshare actually
- excitable or calm?: calm unless Anxiety
- happy or discontent?: ddddepends
- violent or relaxed?: relaxed! i'm like never violent
- good or evil?: good
- shy or outgoing?: depends tbh?
- friendly or disagreeable?: friendly.

Favourites:
- tv show: i actually don't watch tv?
- anime/cartoon: see the above
- musicians?: god i have SO many but first that comes to mind is NSP, imagine dragons, and FOB
- music genre: i dont have too much of a preference actually, my bigass playlist of music on youtube is super weird
- song: i have Many.
- author: ????? tui sutherland?
- book/series: wings of fire
- comic: rea's Lizzylocke is nice
- youtuber: g...game gr um ps.  also supermega please check em out
- hobby: draw. furbyz. that stuff
- colour: purple and pink!
- animal: dogs n cats n mountain lions
- weather: sunny, perfect temperature (not too cool not too warm), puffy clouds, a nice breeze
- scent: vanilla, lavender, cotton, linen, sea breeze, dough, garlic
- store: probably the LEGO store (i'm a sucker for those little minifigures you can create), LUSH, or ngl i'd have to say build-a-bear since it was a big part of my childhood and i'm a sucker for cute things
- season: spring and summer
- holiday: my birthday ig!
- time of day: when school's over
- character: hh i have a few faves? i can't really choose
- food: i'm craving dry ramen with chicken flavoring
- game: animal crossing, mario galaxy, and mario kart

Beliefs:
- religion: atheist
- believe in magic?: sorta?
- believe in an afterlife?: yes
- believe in reincarnation?: also yes!
- ghosts?: not really
- angels and demons?: no
- karma?: YES
- aliens?: so far no, there's no incriminating evidence. there could be like single-cellular lifeforms but nothing complex like earth's mammals
- cryptids/urban legends?: no
- biggest fear?: losing someone really important to me (keeping this. also needles)

Health:
- physical health: pretty good
- mental health: bad
- have you ever been hospitalized?: yes for surgery
- broken a bone?: no
- gotten stitches?: for aforementioned surgery
PERSONAL
How old are you?
13
What gender and pronouns do you identify with?
female, she/her
Your name?
call me opal (or cow. or cool. if i know you well)
How social are you?
i'm inwardly super social but i'm too awkward and nervous and anxious to actually be social.

ART
How long have you been on Deviantart?
3 and 1/4 years
What are your future plans for the site?
i... honestly dont know? probably hopefully become more well known
Do you want to pursue a career in art?
yes!!! i want to be an animator, hopefully for disney
On a scale of 1-10, how would you rate your art skills?
uhhhh... my mind says like 6 or 7 but my self-confidence says 2
Do you ever plan on leaving deviantART?
nope, i mean i'm slowly becoming less active because of school but i'm staying for sure (at least until i'm an adult idk what's happening after that)
Who is your favourite visual artist?
dunno?
Do you use a tablet or a mouse?
i use a wacom intuos 3 4x5 tablet!
How long does it usually take you to complete your artwork? 
a couple hours
How well do you handle criticism?
very well!!! please give me criticism (but be nice about it)

RELATIONSHIPS
What is your sexuality/romantic preference?
lesbiann
Are you currently in a relationship?
no : (
Is your partner/spouse a deviant?
n/a
How long have you been together?
n/a

TAG EIGHT PEOPLE HERE!! NO EXCEPTIONS!!
shut the fuck you'are mouth. pal.
i am under 18.
i am a cuddler. (!!!!!!!!)
i am an only child.
i am currently in my pajamas.
i am currently pregnant.
i am left handed.
i am right handed.
i am ambidextrous.
i bite my nails.
i can be paranoid at times.
i enjoy folk music.
i enjoy smoothies.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i have a car. 
i have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
i have a hidden talent. 
i have a pet.
i have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
i have all my grandparents.
i have been to another country.
i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor.
i have or had broken a bone.
i have bathed someone. 
i have changed a diaper.
i have changed a lot over the past year.
i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
i have had major/minor surgery.
i have killed another person.
i have had my hair cut within the last week.
i have mood swings.
i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i have rejected someone before. 
i like the taste of blood.
i like Michael Jackson. 
i love sleeping.
i love to shop.
i own 100 CDs or more.
i own and use a library card.
i read books for pleasure in my spare time.
i sleep a lot during the day.
i watch soap operas on a regular basis.
i work at a job that i enjoy. 
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
i am wearing socks.
i am tired.
i love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
i consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

i have/had:

finished college. 
smoked cigarettes.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone to a concert.
helped someone.
spun turn tables.
watched four movies in one night.
been broken up with.
taken a college level course. 
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
been in a hurricane.
been in a cyclone.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
ran a marathon.
your parents got divorced.
cried yourself to sleep. 
spent over $200 in one day. 
cheated on someone.
been cheated on. 
written a 10 page letter.
had a best friend. 
lost someone you loved.
skipped school. 
gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library. 
been in a mental hospital. 
watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
fired a gun. 
been in a school play. (we've got one more show and we're done!!! the cast party was today)
been fired from a job.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books in a year.
gone to Europe.
loved someone you shouldn’t have. 
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches.
taken a taxi.
had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
had a hamster.
dyed your hair. 
had something pierced.
gotten straight A’s.
been handcuffed.

my hair is naturally the color:

light brown
medium brown
dark brown
blond 
black
dirty blonde
strawberry blond
multicolored
Red

my eyes are:

brown
dark brown
blue (???)
green (???)
hazel (???)
light brown
grey

people sometimes label me as:

Slut
Boyish
Colorful
Ugly
Nerd
Gay

some of my biggest fears are:

spiders/other insects
slimy things
dying/afterlife
doctor/dentist appointments
hospitals
needles
disease
being alone in the dark
heights/falling
small spaces
oceans/large bodies of water
large animals
small animals
open spaces
lightning/fire
tornadoes
clustered holes
bodily fluids
corpses
thunder/loud noises

i have:

a friend with benefits
a laptop in my room
a television in my room
good grades.
my own car
parents who are still married
a dog
a cat
a game console
1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
nope,,
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
yes
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
almost 6 months
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
no not really tbh?
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
good terms, we still comment on each others' instagram posts, but we don't really talk anymore ;;
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
hope not??
7: Have you ever cheated?
never never NEVER
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
wtf no
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
getting along and being there to support each other!!
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
serious relationships oof
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
i suppose it's fine if needed, as long as both parties are consenting about it and nothing else starts between one person and a "new" person (aka cheating)
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
none
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
i suppose i don't really regret anything, i don't know what i did wrong tbh
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
as long as you're doing it SAFELY i suppose 17, maaaayybe 16 if you're mature enough. but if, regardless of gender, there's a penis and vagina involved, you HAVE TO be old enough to be able to handle children. (i'm pro-choice but sometimes abortions don't work yknow)
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
NO. jail is just a room.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
not really? that's lust
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
yes!
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
cheating, neglect, abuse.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
^^^
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
no lol
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
yes!! of course! as long as they're mature
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
yes aaaa, sometimes it's a gamble but if you want to go for it like i did, go ahead!
23: How many relationships have you had?
one
24: Do you think love can last forever?
if you put in the dedication, it definitely can!
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
yes
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
no, i'd want to have a conversation with my parents about it. unless they give me a good serious reason, then we're staying
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
communication is key
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
yeah!!
29: What do you notice first about another person?
probably their personality, which sounds cliche but it's true. also height (not that it matters), smile, and hair
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
GAYE.
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
i don't mean it in a bad way but yeah possibly? it depends
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
no
33: Do you want to get married one day?
i'm 13 idfk
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
nooooo. never tattoo anyone's name unless it's a pet, or the person is deceased.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
OF COURSE????
36: Are you still a virgin?
i!!!am!!!thirteen!!!
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
personality for sure, but looks are nice too :0
38: Do you enjoy love films?
depends? they tend to be cheesy to me
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
no, i wiSH lmao
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
noooo :c maybe this year will be different
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
probably a walk at sunset, ice cream or something? we go to a field and have a picnic, talking about life and school and our feelings, then we lie down as the stars come out and cuddle
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
yes!
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
i mean they're both super important but. during the relationship, the partner- but overall, friends.
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
YESYESYES i want to be gay and cuddly and romantic with someone but i have no one............
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
yeah! i mean i wouldn't initiate it but if they asked i would say yes!
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
yes, then we were "unofficially" together for a while, then we actually got together, but it didn't work out
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
im not really up to date with that stuff
48: What's your favorite love song?
probably "hey there delilah" or "would you be so kind"
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i dont think so? at least i hope not
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
oh god i don't want this to be too long uhhhHHHhh
i'm generally unlikeable, everyone at my school is straight, i have no friends, nobody knows who i am, i'm not attractive aaaand i'm gonna stop there
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice person?
NICE PERSON AND POOR UHHH IS THAT A QUESTION.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
i'm good at giving people advice for relationships but for some reason i can't ever apply it to myself wtf?
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
yes.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (i.e on social media/telling people)?
if you're willing AND ready to make it official, i guess it's good to do that
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
i'm really clingy and overattached
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
i hope not?
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
it's definitely not "silly", suicide is never silly, but that's definitely NOT a good reason to commit suicide. there never is a good reason.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
probably more submissive, but ig both (not in a sexual way)
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
nope!
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
polyamory? sure! as long as everyone's consenting
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
both are important. but family in the long run
62: How do you define "cheating"?
participating in sexual or romantic activities with a third party without the other partner's know, or consent.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
no.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
no!!!!!!
65: Do you consider yourself a 'cuddler?'
YES!!!!! PLEASE CUDDLE ME OH MAN,,,,,.,,
     so, i co-own a WoF roleplay server with my buds BIight Whisperbreeze312 and shslhomeofsexual !!!! it's an open, free, loosely-moderated roleplay area! it's pretty heckin fun if i do say so myself, and everyone's pretty tight-knit here.
we need some more people, especially to make mudwing, sandwing, and skywing OCs!!!!

     once The Lost Continent releases in june, we'll add pantala as a separate area from pyrrhia with all the new dragon tribes, like the silkwings!

     we're also going to add a (completely optional) pantalan fantribe ASAP as a sort of permanent testrun for pantala: the HiveWings! they're based off of bees and wasps, and they build little colonies, make honey, and pollinate plants! if you don't like fantribes, you don't have to have anything to do with them. they'll be more seperate from the rest of pantala (and pyrrhia of course), so you only have to interact with them if you want to. |WoF| Hivewings Fantribe


here's the invite link!! make sure to read the rules and make an introduction <33 discord.gg/cw6TGt5
henblo comment below and ill do my best to fill this out for u sorry i might get overwhelmed and just not do it but hopefully i'll be able to!!
just a warning i probably wont respond unless u've talked to me before at least once

♔ If we lived together... ♔

[ ] argue all the time
[ ] make out
[ ] watch movies
[ ] watch youtube
[ ] chat
[ ] play fight
[ ] cuddle
[ ] kiss~ 
[ ] throw a mean party
[ ] play video games all day
[ ] whatever you want 
[ ] I wouldn't want to live with you

♔ If we kissed by accident, I would... ♔
[ ] bite your lip softly   
[ ] kiss you back
[ ] slap  
[ ] laugh about it
[ ] stand there wondering if I should kiss you again
[ ] it wouldn't happen
[ ] it'll never ever ever ever happen, so don't get your hopes up

♔ If you held my hand, I would... ♔
[ ] lock my fingers in between yours
[ ] be flustered but let you keep it
[ ] stand there like what the corn muffins are you doing  
[ ] let you keep it 
[ ] pull away
[ ] idk 

♔ If you hugged me, I would... ♔
[ ] hug you back
[ ] not hug back but let you continue to hug me
[ ] push away
[ ] be shocked 
[ ] i wouldn't hug you

♔ Would I date you? ♔
[ ] yeah
[ ] maybe
[ ] nahhhhh
[ ] idk
[ ] age-wise it couldn't happen
[ ] nah we're basically brother/sister
[ ] probably not,,,
[ ] already have

♔ If we walked home together, I'd... ♔
[ ] hold your hand
[ ] push you in a bush
[ ] trip you and run
[ ] give you a biiiiiiig hug 
[ ] have a heart to heart conversation
[ ] start singing really loudly to embarrass you
[ ] act like idiots

♔ I can see us... ♔
[ ] living together
[ ] being close
[ ] not talking
[ ] married
[ ] chilling
[ ] being friendly
[ ] partying together

♔ You should... ♔
[ ] talk to me more
[ ] chill with me
[ ] write on my page
[ ] stop being a stranger
[ ] text me
[ ] call me
[ ] skype with me
[ ] do a flockmod with me
[ ] put this as your journal so i can comment on it
[ ] fill this back out for me

yes i added more responses fight me >: (
i love her so much and she's been having a hard time lately, life-wise and art-wise and honestly she deserves so much more than i do. she's been drawing longer than i have, even partially inspiring me to start. her art is so godly and it breaks my heart to see how much work goes into it, with so little to show for her efforts.

Vent about artWarning probably going to sound childish and selfish but I don’t care at this point and I’m breaking
I’ll likely regret this in the morning, but for now...
I need to get one more thing off my chest
I’ve been so fucking fed up with my style. At some points I actually like it and at others I see how terrible it is.
My style isn’t anything special or unique or eye-catching and I’ve really been catching onto it lately.
ive been told I have a good style yet then get no favorites or comments again from whoever said that. The lack of support really drives me into the ground and I debate quitting deviantArt altogether somedays.
And I don’t fucking know what to do anymore. I see people with their art that get so many favorites and comments and people interacting with them but here I am working my ass off to perfect my own style and not even getting an eye batted in my direction.
i know I’ve complained before but I’m so done


go check BIight out. seriously. <3 she's so wonderful and so supportive and she deserves the fucking world. comment on her stuff, give her support, do whatever and it'll make me so happy to see.

spow, if you're reading this, you've heard me say it over and over, but i would give every last bit of my so-called "fame" to you, let you feel the warmth of others' support for your art, just so you could feel confident and appreciated. you and your art mean that much to me. you're wonderful. never ever ever forget that.
[x] You have blue/green eyes
[ ] You have freckles 
[ ] You blush a lot
[ ] You giggle
[x] You're quiet 
[ ] You say random things
[ ] You have a baby face 
[x] You wear more "down-to-earth" kind of clothing
[x] You're under 5 feet 6 inches

Innocence: 
[x] You're a virgin
[x] Just thinking of sexual things make you blush
[x] Your idea of a date is really romantic
[x] You sleep with a stuffed animal
[x] You like to cuddle
[x] You never played the nervous game
[ ] You don't even now what the nervous game is

Colors:
[x] You like the color pink
[/] You tend to wear light colors
[/] You CAN be ignorant
[x] You consider yourself shy
[x] You like happy, upbeat music
[x] You like "cutesy" music
[x] You like small animals
[ ] You like babies a lot 
[x] Mini version of things make you go nuts

Total: 17
Now take your number and multiple it by 5
Then re-post this as "I'm _% cute."
○ romantic orientation?  lesbian (homoromantic)
○ sexual orientation?  asexual

[do you like . . .]
◌ small hugs?  yes but i'd rather a big hug!
◌ big hugs?  YES!!!!
◌ lip kisses?  yes!!
◌ cheek kisses?  YES!
◌ neck kisses?  nah
◌ forehead kisses?  yes!
◌ making out?  no.
◌ cuddling?  YES!!!!!
◌ spooning?  YES!!!!!
◌ holding hands?  YES!!!!!!!!
◌ nose booping?  yes
◌ tracing circles on skin?  no
◌ being carried?  YES!!!!!!!!
◌ carrying others?  YESYESYESYES

○ do you have a crush? maybe kinda sorta?  idk,,
○ are you in any kind of relationship?  no
○ do you want any kind of relationship?  YES,,, IM LONELY LOVE ME
○ have you been kissed before?  on the cheek god it wa sgay
○ would you want your partner to be taller or shorter than you?  i dont care i just want them to kiss me and carry me and be affectionate
○ what's your dream date?  going out to get ice cream or something and laughing as we share stories and words of affection, then going on a walk as the sun sets and the sky goes dark, and lying beneath the stars
○ have you ever confessed to a crush?  yes
○ are you open to a poly relationship?  possibly!
○ do you have a fb crush?  dont use fb my boy
○ what is one thing that always makes you blush?  probably girls doing flirty things with me in public, and also those sweet laughs that ring in my ears like little silver bells and just fill my heart with happiness
○ what's your fave petname?  i like pretty much any petname but i really like dove even though nobody's called me that yet : (
○ stargazing or a city skyline?  ive never really seen a city skyline (never been in a city for long) but i have to say stargazing
Did you change at all this year? 
yes! i think i matured a bit
-Did you dye your hair? 
yessss !!!
-Did you get your hair cut? 
yep!
-Did you change your style? 
yEP IT CHANGED A LOTTT
-Did you get good grades? 
in the end of 7th grade, not at all. in the beginning of 8th actually all A's
-Did you drive? 
no pfff
-Did you move at all?
you mean like moving house? no
-Did you go on any vacations? 
yep!! went to california

YOUR LOVE LIFE:

-Did you break up with anyone?: 
yyyyyeahh,,
-Did you meet anyone special?: 
yep!
-Did you get your heartbroken?: 
y-yeah
-Are you going into 2018 with a boyfriend/girlfriend?: 
nop

FRIENDS AND ENEMIES:

-Did you meet any new friends this year? 
in school ig
-Did any of your friendships end? 
yep quite a few actually
-Did you dislike anyone? 
yeppp
-Did you make any new enemies? 
not really?
-Did you resolve any fights? 
yes
-Who was your closest friend? 
probably spow, noodle, and frog
-Did you grow apart from anyone? 
yyyyyeah,,,
-Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? 
yep
-Have you had your birthday yet? 
yep!
-Pulled an all nighter? 
no but i made a new record- 4:30am
-Drank Starbucks?
no yuccy
-Bought something?
yes
-Met someone special who changed your life? 
yep

INTIMATE DETAILS:

-What are you thinking about? 
i should go shower
-Would you get married if you could right now?: 
no im 13
-How did you feel when you woke up today? 
tired excited
-Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
not really lmfao
-Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? 
yep
-Do you like to have long hair or short hair? 
short hair!
-Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? 
no
-Which of your friends do you argue with the most? 
none of them because i cut out all that Fake Shit (unless you count my playful bickers with noodle but those are all jokes)
-How many texts are in your inbox? 
0
-Who was your last text message from?  
my irl friend
-Who was the last person you rode in a car with? 
my mom i think
-Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? 
cry over the truth
-What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
clothes, an opal plushie, chargers
-Do you trust people too easily? 
yEP,,
-Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
nope, but it's something ig?
-Last thing you ate? 
chili
-How many people are you texting? 
a discord server and a group chat of three
-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? 
no i'll be in the shower maybe tho
-What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? 
im Sippin that cold syrup right now (water)

In summary:
in some ways it's been a good year, like take schoolwork and artwork but mentally?? im dyin
[x] Gotten detention. (just one- mostly boys trying to be edgy and using homophobic slurs)
[x] Gotten your phone taken away
[ ] Gotten in school suspension
[x] Got sent to the principal's office. (who hasnt)
[x] Chewed gum during class. (we've been allowed to since 3rd grade)


[x] Gotten more than 8 tardies
[x] Didn't do homework over 3 times. (last year was a bad year)
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] talked too much and got kicked out of class

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[ ] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher (only at appropriate times not in a mean way lol)


[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm. (dude i'd get expelled for that?)
[x] Facebook, DeviantART, Tumblr, etc. on the computer at school
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[ ] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod/CD player/Mp3/iTunes app during class. (we're allowed to on mondays in art)


[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class (fuck you math)
[x] Ate food during class.


[x] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher. 
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear. 


[x] Slept in class. 
[ ] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Felt hungry during class and left to eat
[ ] Got into so many fights.
Total= 22


Times your total by 3 = 66
"I screwed up ___% of my school years."

wow that's a +24% improvement from last year!
1: What did you do in 2017 that you'd never done before?
i joined the school play!

2: Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
uhhh i dont remember my resolution rip.
my resolutions for 2017 will probably be to actually write consistently in my diary and then also to actually talk to people and not be socially anxious

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
some of my cousins did but i'm not close with them

4: Did anyone close to you die?
fortunately no

5: What countries did you visit?
i've never been outside of america,,

6: What would you like to have in 2018 that you lacked in 2017?
uhhhh maybe happiness? a mutual love interest?

7: What dates from 2017 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
uhhhhhh i'll get back to you on that one.
well maybe that day i confessed to my mom that i thought i had depression (turns out i do)

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?
uuuHHHHH i'll!!! get back to you on that one

9: What was your biggest failure?
i wanted to die a whole lot and i also lost a fuckton of friends

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?
i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety

11: What was the best thing you bought?
probably my 2-foot sleeping pikachu plush because it helps me feel less lonely at night when i cuddle it

12: Whose behaviour merited celebration?
whomst

13: Whose behaviour made you appalled?
uhhhh im not gonna say names,,, to put it simply, ex-friends

14: Where did most of your money go?
uuuhhh probably random shit on amazon, commissions and snacks

15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?
when i got a girlfriend

16: What song(s) will always remind you of 2017?
probably "fine, great" by modern baseball bc it hits too close to home with my anxiety

17: Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder?, b) thinner or fatter?, c) richer or poorer?
a) SADDER OH FUCCIN GOD
b) i actually got thinner bc my depression made me not even bother to eat for some meals, go figure (not an eating disorder just sometimes i don't get out of bed until after lunch)
c) i guess i'm off the same as last year lmao

18: What do you wish you'd done more of?
probably made friends

19: What do you wish you'd done less of?
crying, being suicidal, wasting time on the internet, procrastinating

20: How did you spend Christmas?
aint the holidays yet m'boy

21: Did you fall in love in 2017?
y-yeah,,,,,

22: What were your favourite TV shows?
i don't watch tv but i guess for the beginning of 2017 i liked steven universe a lot
i went in and out of a dan and phil phase in the first half of the year, then for the second half onward i've been REALLY into game grumps omg

23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
i.... i wish i could hate them

24: What was the best book you read?
WINGS OF FIRE EVEN THOUGH I READ THE FIRST ARC AS IT RELEASED BUT I NEVER KNEW THERE WAS MORE UNTIL LIKE APRIL SO I RE-READ THE FIRST ARC AND READ THE 2ND ARC PLUS DARKSTALKER AND IT WAS!!!! SO GOOD Y'ALL

25: What was your greatest musical discovery?
i discovered that i really like lo-fi music and vaporwave aesthetic, i discovered ninja sex party, and i also started to deviate from "the crowd" meaning that rather than listening to what's popular i listen to what i fuckin want to listen and what i find & like on youtube recommended

26: What did you want and get?
i wanted happiness, i got crippling depression

27: What did you want and not get?
i wanted a girlfriend, i got loneliness and anxiety

28: What were your favourite films of this year?
SPIDER-MAN HOMECOMING. BEAUTY AND THE BEAST 2017.

29: What one thing made your year?
i...... uh... i'll get back to you on that

30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2017?
i moved out of my depression wearing-hoodies-and-jeans-every-day phase and started to actually make some fashion choices. i mostly wear flannels and jackets

31: What kept you sane?
my online friends ig

32: What political issues stirred you the most?
LOOKS AGGRESSIVELY AT DONALD TRUMP

33: Who did you miss?
i miss my ex, i miss my ex-friends, i miss myself

34: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2017.
life's meaningless and none of us matter in the long run and we're gonna drown in debt at age 20

35: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"And in your reality, if I don't know how to love you... I'll leave you be." -Doki Doki Literature Club, "Your Reality"
1) What's their name?
 max shslhomeofsexual 

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
  no he's stupid

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
 we're best bros (keepin this one)

4) How old is the person?
 you're 16 right god i'm gonna feel bad if i'm wrong

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
 no he lives in a galaxy far far away

6) Is this person the same age as you?
 no he's a big boy

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
 no he's my boy. bro code. not allowed to

8.) Have you ever laughed for longer than 2 minutes?
 yEAH AT THAT FUCKING MISS SCARLET THING

10) Are you really close to him/her?
 yeEs

11) Nicknames?
 noodle

12) Do they have a nickname for you?
  cow/opal

13) Have you and this person been outside the country?
 no we've never met

14) Do you think they will repost this?
 i got it from him ha gotcha bitch

15) Could you live with this person?
 hell yeah!

16) Why did you pick this person?
 he did the meme

17) How long have you known this person?
 since 2012

18) What's your favourite thing to do with this person?
 suffer and cry about doki doki literature club

19) Can you name one favorite memory with this person?
 god every one of them's a highlight


20) Have you ever joint bought something?
  nah we're broke

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
 i mean he lives like two states away already

22) Have you ever written a song with this person?
 i've written a poem

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
 uhhhhh we may have watched some questionable videos for shits and giggles

24) How many piercings does this person have?
 none needles are fuckin scary (keeping this one)

25) Would you date this person's siblings?
 he's an only chidld

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
 we made a lot of mistakes

27) Have you ever cried with this person?
 i dont think we've ever called without tears being involved

28) Have you and this person ever got into a fight?
 no he's a good man

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
 What Fuck Hell?

30) Write something only they will understand.
 help i cant open the raisins-

31) What's something special you share?
 the experience of doki doki literature club

32) What's the nicest thing they've ever given you?
 probably happiness

33) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
 no

34) What's this person's favorite food?
dont u like ur weirdass sandwiches or something

35) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies?
 ive never seen freaky friday but i mean ig? i would love to be the second coming of our lord and savior jesus christ

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
 NO BUT I'D LOVE TO WE SHOULD SING

37) Do you and this person frequently get drunk?
 im 13

38) Have you ever stolen anything from this person?
 only this meme HAHAHHA

39) Have you ever gone dancing with this person?
 n

40) If this person were a colour, what would they be?
 he's this shade of green/yellow in my head

41) Whens the next time you will see this person?
 as soon as i feel not-depressed enough to talk to people again

42) Does this person have brothers and/or sisters?
 no he doesnt

43) If you could spend a day anywhere in the world with this person, where would you go?
 noodles & co. or a dark alley at 2:14am precisely

44) What are you looking forward to be doing with this person?
 screaming in a call

45) What makes this person feel happy?
  Monika Donki Donki Literature Club

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
 ya!!!!!!!!

47) Can you describe this person in one word?
 jesus

48) If you were to make a film of this person's life, what would you call it?
 Claspers And Cloacas: a Documentary

49) Do you want to go out with this person?
 no hes old

50) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
 HELL YAH!!!!!!!!
1. What is you middle name?
no

2. How old are you?
13

3. What is your birthday?
july 11th

4. What is your zodiac sign?
cancer

5. What is your favorite color?
purple!

6. What's your lucky number?
10

7. Do you have any pets?
a dog and a parakeet!

8. Where are you from?
land of the NOT free....america (not even changing this one lol)

9. How tall are you?
5'1 (maybe an inch taller now)

10. What shoe size are you?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I forget

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
three pfft

12. What was your last dream about?
uhhh... i think it was yet another nightmare of all my friends telling me they always hated me all along

13. What talents do you have?
drawing I'VE BEEN TOLD but doubt it pff

14. Are you psychic in any way?
sometimes i dream about stuff that happens the next day

15. Favorite song?
god idk i have a lot of favorites

16. Favorite movie?
spiderman homecoming, elf, and wall-e

17. Who would be your ideal partner?
uhhhh a girl that truly loves me and lets me show all my appreciation for her and will let me cuddle her and talk about how amazing she is and will support me thru my depressive episodes

18. Do you want children?
uh nah

19. Do you want a church wedding?
GAGS

20. Are you religious?
nope!

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
once for a surgery

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
nope

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
no lmao

24. Baths or showers?
showers bc it's fast but sometimes i'll take a bath

25. What color socks are you wearing?
wite

26. Have you ever been famous?
LMAO ME? NO.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
uhhhh maybe internet fame like in the furry art/animation community but *big* celebrity? no thanks

28. What type of music do you like?
i??? my music tastes are fucking weird

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
bitch wtf hell no

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

31. What position do you usually sleep in?
on either side, rarely my back

32. How big is your house?
idfk

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
krave cereal hhsjsj

34. Have you ever fired a gun?
no.

35. Have you ever tried archery?
nah

36. Favorite clean word?
yeet

37. Favorite swear word?
fuck/shit

38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?
21 hours

39. Do you have any scars?
one on my chest

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
i don't think so rip

41. Are you a good liar?
uhhh depends

42. Are you a good judge of character?
???idk

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
no jsjsj

44. Do you have a strong accent?
i don't think i really have an accent?

45. What is your favorite accent?
british/russian lmao

46. What is your personality type?
quiet, caring

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
?????

48. Can you curl your tongue?
no rip

49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie

50. Left or right handed?
right

51. Are you scared of spiders?
yeeeah

52. Favorite food?
god idk i have a lot of favorites

53. Favorite foreign food?
probably asian or chinese

54. Are you a clean or messy person?
yes

55. Most used phrased?
"yeet" "what the fuck" "why are you like this" "JSJJSSKSHJ"

56. Most used word?
???? i have no idea

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
an hour

58. Do you have much of an ego?
uhhh no im literally the most unconfident person y'all'd've met

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
mostly succ

60. Do you talk to yourself?
under my breath

61. Do you sing to yourself?
when i'm alone

62. Are you a good singer?
HELL NO

63. Biggest Fear?
being a disappointment, being alone, being forgotten, being unwanted, being a failure, etc etc you get the jist

64. Are you a gossip?
no

65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?
none!

66. Do you like long or short hair?
short pff

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
SINGS FIFTY NIFTY UNITED STATES AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS

68. Favorite school subject?
art, broadcast journalism, english

69. Extrovert or Introvert?
introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
nah i'd rather not die

71. What makes you nervous?
e v e r y t h i n g.

72. Are you scared of the dark?
notreally?

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
only when I'm trying to prove a point (not even changing this one)

74. Are you ticklish?
no

75. Have you ever started a rumor?
no i'm not gonna be that kind of person

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
lmAO no

77. Have you ever drank underage?
nope and dont plan on it

78. Have you ever done drugs?
nope and dont plan on it

79. Who was your first real crush?
lily,,,

80. How many piercings do you have?
none yucky i dont like needles

81. Can you roll your Rs?"
GOD I WISH

82. How fast can you type?
pretty damn fast

83. How fast can you run?
not toooo fast?

84. What color is your hair?
brown w/ purple highlights

85. What color is your eyes?
uhhhh idfk??? hazel is the only word i can use

86. What are you allergic to?
nothing lmao

87. Do you keep a journal?
yeah but i haven't used it since april. probably gonna start it again as a new year's resolution to keep up with my depression and record my life

88. What do your parents do?
my dad is a sports journalist and my mom is an editor for general motors

89. Do you like your age?
ig??? i mean i wish i was a little older so i could meet people closer to my maturity level, and then adults would take me a little more seriously

90. What makes you angry?
uhhh a lot

91. Do you like your own name?
not... not really

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
no i havent fucking thought of any jfc im 13

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
no

94. What are you strengths?
i... i'll get back to you on that one

95. What are your weaknesses?
a lot

96. How did you get your name?
my (maternal) grandma's middle name

97. Were your ancestors royalty?
snorts no

98. Do you have any scars?
you already asked bitch

99. Color of your bedspread?
www.ikea.com/us/en/images/prod… this is my duvet
coincidentally, both finchwing and my ex gf have the same one woah!!!!

100. Color of your room?
it's painted to look like calming nature scenery and i'm sad bc we're gonna have to repaint it soon and i liked seeing all the little birds and flowers and trying to find shapes in the clouds when i was sad
Crimson - What was an event that’s shaped you to be who you are today?
uhhhhhh probably meeting spow, noodle, and frog on their minecraft server!!!

Light Pink - Do you have stuffed animals?
yes i have a whole lot that i've collected over my 13 years,,, i have like 4 on my bed tho (plus a Tummy Stuffer™ that has all my personal nostalgic stuffed animals from my childhood vored inside it)

Blush - Are you single?
yes,,

Amaranth - What’s your favourite emotion?
feeling truly happy, euphoric, like everything's okay, even if just for a moment. too bad i haven't felt that in at least a year

Cherry Blossom - How are you feeling right now?
im feeling GROSS

Hollywood Cerise - What are your ambitions?
to not drown in debt at the age of 20

Razzmatazz - Favourite TV Show?
i... dont watch tv

Rose - Where do you feel most comfortable?
god i dont know i havent felt comfortable in so long

French Rose - What is your favourite flavour?
sweet i guess? i like that kind of flavor you get eating sour patch kids or airhead x-tremes

Cameo Pink - Favourite movie?
probably spiderman homecoming or wall-e

Buff Orange - Do you consider yourself athletic?
noooOOOO.

Burnt Sienna - Favourite smells?
french vanilla creamer, bread/pastry dough, ink, sharpie, wite-out, and asphalt

Melon - Do you like to dance?
nah lol

Carrot - Do you bake?
yeah!

Copper - What is your favourite kind of day?
a summer day where i have nothing to do and it's not too hot so i can just listen to music and draw and call my internet friends and feel okay

Orangeade - When do you feel alive?
god idk i've felt entirely dead for over a year

Gamboge - Where do you want to travel?
probably canada or europe??? which is funny bc canada is a 30 minute drive for me? but i dont have a fucking passport???

Peach - Favourite texture/s?
soft, smooth, fluffy, silky

Vermillion - How brave are you?
not very tbh

Bittersweet Shimmer - What is your favourite memory?
uhhhh?? idk rip

Flax - Do you like going to the beach?
yes!!!!

Wheat - Who can you trust the most?
uh probably some of my closer friends?

Laser Lemon - What kind of phone do you have?
i'm 13 and i still have a fucking ipad mini im losing my shit

Gold - Are you high maintenance?
y-yeah,,

Mellow Yellow - How calm are you?
not calm at all lmaoooo

Unmellow Yellow - How high energy are you?
depends? hormones y'know

Papaya Whip - How honest are you?
p honest unless i'm anxious, my anxiety makes me lie to get out of "bad situations" that dont even fucking exist

Transparent Yellow - Would you consider yourself to be special?
nah we're all worthless in this world

Canary - Favourite song?
SHRUGS

Reed Yellow - Do you play an instrument?
i /used/ to play the clarinet

Pear - Where do you feel rested?
in bed

Olive - What is your favourite food?
god idk??

Fern - Favourite plant?
any succulents gggjsh

Moss - Are you quiet or loud?
more quiet

Tea green - How do you relax?
drawing or clicking aimlessly through the internet

Celadon - Dream job?
animator!!

Harlequin - Can you act?
yeah i'm not super good at it tho,, tried out for the school play and didn't get the role, but i got a more-than-average part (one of scuttle's seagull friends rather than some sea creature) so ig im okay-ish-maybe?

Malachite - Do you speak more than one language?
i can understand quite a bit of spanish but i def can't speak it

Mantis - Favourite animal?
dogs and cats? any animal really god i love animals

Seafoam Green - Do you like water?
yes!!!!!!

Sky Blue - Would you ever want to fly?
FUCK YES!! i would really want dragon/angel wings especially not just randomly flying, because wings are fuccin cool

Periwinkle - Would you want to breathe underwater?
yes!! that would make swimming so fun

Powder Blue - Or control the weather?
yes! i mean it wouldn't be that fun but like. i could stop global warming and also make it snow juuuust enough that we have a snow day and no school

Liberty - Become the president/prime minister?
no i'd die. but if i got to replace trump and pence then HELL YEAH, YA GIRL RUNNIN THE FUCKIN COUNTRY

Space Cadet - Become an astronaut?
nooo

Celeste - Have perfect pitch?
that'd be amazing

Eton Blue - Become invisible?
if i was able to turn it on and off at will

Indigo - Become immortal?
no i wanna die

Iris - Grow plants at will?
YES I COULD FIX GLLOBAL WARMNG AND HAVE SUCCULENTS AND FRUIT EVERYWHERE. SHIT I COULD SOLVE WORLD HUNGER TOO

Whispering Blue - Or teleport?
yesyesyes!!! i'd see all my internet friends and tell them how much i love themme,,,,,,

Lilac - Would you want kids?
nnnnno

Lavender - What is your favourite time of day?
look my favorite color!! also probably from like 11:30 to 3:30 rn

Mulberry - Could you betray someone?
no no no no. i've had too much of that happening to me i would never wish it on someone

Eminence - Favourite sounds?
rain, cats purring, my internet friends' voices, shslhomeofsexual's laugh

Palatinate - Do you think you’ll make it to 100 years old?
who knows? i mean ya girl's probably gonna kill herself at age 17 so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Prune - Do you ever think about dying?
a whooooleeee lot my dude

Fandango - Do you spontaneously start singing sometimes?
when i'm alone ya™

Thistle - If you could become wise, rich, or intelligent, which would you rather?
rich pffff in the year 2017 onwards you need to have money to be liked or get anywhere

Mauve - What would you name your kids/pets?
idfk???

Cream - If you had 1 day left to live, what would you do?
i'd buy four tickets for the next flights to my four closest internet friends and hug them

Silver - Are you a good person?
i believe i am

Ecru - How do you feel about the world today?
we need to move past prejudice and selfishness and the way things used to be to accept everyone and fix the environment before we screw the earth up permanently (not even changing this one omg)

Auburn - Favourite colour?
purple

White - Do you own lots of makeup?
no honey just a bit of concealer

Black - What is the greatest success of your life so far?
hmmmm i might need a minute on that one i'll get back to you once i actually do something with my life

Pink Nectar - What’s your aesthetic?
lavender/pastel/rainbow/some kidcore

Sepia - Do you like photography?
i like to look at it but not do it

takes a shit directly onto my school. yucky.



001: What time do you wake up for school?

i normally get up at like 7:00 AM oofa

002: When does school start and end for you?

starts 8:20 (though technically i gotta be in the building by 8:10) and ends at 3:18!! so a tuesday-friday school day is six hours and 58 minutes long lmao

003: Is your school far away from your house?

no it's a barely-10 minute walk or a 2 minute drive lmao

004: Is your school relatively big or small?

tbh it's medium-sized? on the smaller side for sure tho. theres two wings, each with two halls, and there's one upper hallway

005: What grade/year are you in (optional)?

8th lmao

✄ --- ✄ --- ✄ --- 

If you have more or less than seven periods, add or subtract them! 

✎ 1st Hour:
Subject:
Social Studies (American History)
Time: 8:20-9:16
What you do: same general stuff so far, we take notes about what life was like back in the Early Days™ of 'merica. in this unit we're covering years from around 1780-1800 and discussing all the stupid shit and Cool Shit that we did back in the day
Opinion: it's actually pretty good!! i just don't like the weekly homework assignment. also the teacher knows i'm gay and she was super accepting so :'D

✎ 2nd Hour:
Subject:
English
Time: 9:21-10:17
What you do: it changes a lot day-to-day actually, but we do some coolass writing assignments that are actually super creative and fun, learn how to become better writers, talk about the teacher's cool new boots, and watch Tunak Tunak Tun every friday. plUS we're reading Chains by Laurie Halse Andersen rn so that's super cool!! i actually started reading it in fourth grade but then i stopped because i discovered wings of fire. but good book i recommend
Opinion: YES!!!!!

✎ 3rd Hour:
Subject:
Science
Time: 10:22-11:18
What you do: uuuhhhh we're doing some boring unit rn about natural disasters even though i've done the exact same shit for 4 years in a row now. it's really boring because all we really do is write the same things in different blanks in different packets every day. like yes i kinda understand the concept that "in areas that have consistently had natural disasters in the past, there will likely be more of the same disaster in the future." plus they tried to teach us the concept of Kinetic and Potential energy in eighth grade?? like nice try Hunty i knew that shit since FIRST GRADE because of fucking Cut the Rope, and Fetch! With Ruff Ruffman. teacher's pretty nice tho she lets us play silentball sometimes
Opinion: boring,,,,,,,hgh

✎ 4th Hour:
Subject:
Broadcast Journalism
Time: 11:23-12:19
What you do: we have a new teacher this year and sad to say the class isn't as fun : (   mostly i sit in the recording room co-directing announcements with my friend and a guy i kinda know, since i don't have any friends to film videos with and you kinda can't make a commercial on your own. most of the time we film for like 20-30 minutes then have political debates with all the white, christian, conservative, straight males
Opinion: good but it definitely isn't as good as last year rip

*L O N C H. CRONCH THE LUNCH.LONCH*


✎ 5th Hour:
Subject:
Math
Time: 12:59-1:55
What you do: check last night's HW, take notes for pretty much the rest of class, have a few minutes to work on tonight's homework. same drill every day. also we're doing interactive notebooks this year which isn't nearly as fun as it sounds- you just do notes like normal but on a printable sheet of paper which you cut up into weird foldy tabs and shit and glue it into a notebook euck. i have good grades for once though wow
Opinion: N O. YUCK

✎ 6th Hour:
Subject:
Art
Time: 2:00-2:56
What you do: the whole class does a certain assignment for 1-2 weeks, once that's done we do critiques and then move on to the next one. i originally signed up for 2D art but this year they merged 2D Art and 3D Art into just general Art class so. thats cool. ive done some cool shit this year like:
  • make a 3D Wire Cat Sculpture™.
  • make a fitted-lid clay pot that looks like a jelly bean. whiCH CAN HOLD JELLY BEANS WOAH
  • draw a succulent but color in the negative space with a gradient, not the positive space
  • draw a shoe study. i drew a fucking Croc that i found in my house
Opinion: GOOD. the light at the end of my bleak, tiring day

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006: Overall what do you think of school?

stress and anxiety

007: Do you color coordinate your classes?

no but i've learned to associate my classes with certain colors for some reason

008: What's in your backpack/school bag?

  • my case-it where i keep all my school stuff
  • my planner (i'll get in trouble if i don't have it wtf)
  • my ipad
  • my plush Opal coin purse
  • some bakesale free-item tickets that i'm saving for when they sell edible cookie dough again
  • pads
  • an unused packet of kleenex
  • an origami lucky star

009: Is your locker organized or a mess?

for once in my entire fucking life it's organized. i actually decorated it this year to help me feel less depressed? here's what i put
  • a dry-erase whiteboard which currently has a motivational Dear Evan Hansen quote on it rn
  • a wire pencil holder which has a dry erase marker, some pencils, and a VAST amount of origami lucky stars in it (i fold them out of trimmings from my math homework)
  • another wire pencil holder which has all the things i pick up at school and hoard. like some different varieties of acorns, BB gun pellets (www.tacticalshit.com/wp-conten… these tiny things), paper clips, dum-dum lollipops, etc etc
  • a little pride flag that i drew on a notecard with some highlighters
  • a drawing of an anthro dragon that my friend marchingclockss drew and later ripped up, in which i taped the separate legs right onto the head and neck, laughed at it for 10 minutes, then taped it to my locker
  • a little garland of origami lucky stars in rainbow order because those lucky stars are fucking cool and i'm fucking gay.
  • a magnetic container filled with gummy bears because i'm shameless and desperate

010: What are your best and worst subjects?

i actually??? have straight A's in all my classes which is a HUGE surprise considering my D+ to B- grade average in the last two years??? i'll judge these based on how well i think i do and how well i tolerate it

art, broadcast, and english are my best subjects bc 1. i'm good at them, and 2. it's REALLY fucking hard to fail them

science and math are my worst subjects because they're boring and i've never really been the greatest at those two,,


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aight thanks for reading this i spent way too much time putting information about my daily life that nobody asked for in this meme
1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?
no i fuccin wish tho

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
i... i dont know

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
homeowner

4: What’s something you really want right now?
to be loved

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?
no

6: Do you like the beach?
Yes

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
yeah!!

8: What’s the background on your cell?
my dog pfff

9: Name the last four beds you sat on?
mine... my parents... my dogs bed.... a hotel bed

10: Do you like your phone?
i have an ipad and it works and is good but im 13 i should probably have a fucking phone

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
hahahaha no

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? 
it was an irl friend!

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?
def a rottie lol

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
emotional? i havent been in much physical pain

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
zoo!

16: Are you tired?
yep

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?
i'd say "from fresh out the womb" but its literally from the point of conception.

18: Are they a relative?
the fuck you think? shes my twin

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
yyyeah,,

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
never kisseth

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
no im 13

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
never kisseth

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
0°0°°°000 (im keeping this bc its hilarious)

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?
"i dont have teeth" -shslhomeofsexual

25: What’s on your mind?
im fucking depressed!

26: Do you have any tattoos?
no

27: What is your favorite color?
purple!

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
idfk!

29: Who are you texting?
nobod

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
never fucking kissed

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
ALL THE TIME!! WHICH IS BAD FOR MY ANXIETY!!

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yeah!!

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
god i wish!

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yep

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

never. kissed.

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?
haha yeah

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
n e v e r k i s s e d

38: What do your friends call you?
"souf", "opal", "cow", "cool"

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?
yeah! im upset rn!

40: Have you ever cried over a text?
YEAH!

41: Where’s your last bruise located?
knee. where the fuck did it come from

42: What is it from?
where the fuck did it come from

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
every day in school this year

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
noodle pff

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
ya

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
no. no hat

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?
nnnope

48: Do you make supper for your family?
no i have to be Fed likke a child

49: Does your bedroom have a door?
yeah

50: Top 3 web-pages?
deviantart, youtube, and youtube subscriptions

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

nah lmao

52: Does anything on your body hurt?
my uterus

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?
yeah,,,,,

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
i dont remember? probably water

55: How is your hair?
messy bc im wearing headphoines

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?
i cry

57: Do you think two people can last forever?
yes!

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?
i was two years old,,,,

59: Green or purple grapes?

purple

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?
god i have no clue. probably a long ass time

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
YES.

62: When will be the next time you text someone?
idfk

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?
probably watching game grumps

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning?
driving to high school for orientation

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
uh yeah,,, i, dont wanna talk about it B)

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no, as always

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
"i wonder if animal crossing pocket camp is gonna come out tomorrow" SPOILER ALERT IT DID.

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
eternal mood

70: How many windows are open on your computer?
tabs: 3
windows: 2

71: How many fingers do you have?

10.... oh wait there they go. 0

72: What is your ringtone?
dont got one bitch

73: How old will you be in 5 months?
still 13!!!!!wow!!

74: Where is your Mum right now?
in the other room playing animal crossing

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
cause she isnt in love with me any more!

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
no!!! god i wanna die!!!

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
s....some of them

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on at 7?
didnt have one!

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
yep!

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

god i FUCKING wish

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?
j....just one,,,

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
no

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
dont got one

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
1. im never gonna be drunk for a long time
2. stop catcalling !!

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?
???idk??????

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
we just watched the movie

87: Who was your last received call from?
none

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
i mean... i'd feel really fucking bad for my entire life but... thats $1,000 whole ass dollars in the year of 2017,,,

89: What is something you wish you had more of?
Self esteem!!!!!!

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?
yikes yes!

91: Do you sleep with your window open?
no pfff, no demons gettin me tonight

92: Do you get along with girls?
hAHA YA

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
nope!

94: Does sex mean love?
honey nooOOOOO

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
wow im all alone in a room.

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
no

97: Did you sleep alone this week?
technically?

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
yeah!

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?
no thats lust

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

my irl friend
1. This meme may be personal. You ready for it?
i guess?

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
i actually don't know their last name lmao

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
no

4. When were you on the phone last? 
uh, i think it was when i livestreamed with my internet pals?

5. What are you excited for?
thanksgiving break

6. What were you doing yesterday?
i just stayed home on the computer like an idiot

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
shit i dont know its been a long time

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
i think a straw for my water

9. Have a best friend?
yeah! i have a couple

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
no

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
yeP i just think that most of the time we don't realize and/or we don't know how to handle it

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
i'm not really a violent person?

13. What time is it right this second?
12:03 PM

14. What do you want right now?
i want to be able to meet my internet friends??

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
i.... dont know i think it was @/bronzewolf14

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
single and kinda heartbroken

17. When was the last time you cried?
fuck i cry a lot it was probably a few days ago

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yep!

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
no i'm way too trusting for my own good

20. How fast does your mind change?
a lot very often very quickly

21. I bet you miss somebody right now
wow.... ur right

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
nope!

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
bc they're stupid and don't take the other person's feelings into consideration, just their own. plus the selfish need for sex and excitement when they feel mildly bored

24. Tell me whats on your mind?
school,,,

25. What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
christmas!

26.  Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeah i wear "boy" clothes a lot

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
yesterday

28. When is your next road trip?
thanksgiving

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yep!

30. How's your heart?
uh physically? its just fine but like figuratively? it's a bit damaged but doin ok i guess

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
all day, every day, every second of my life

32. Do you think somebody is in love with you?
no, i wish lol

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
probably gonna watch game grumps or draw

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
i dont fuccin know

35. Have you told anyone you love them today?
no

36.Who do you not get along with?
??idk

37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
On 11/19/17, at 12:01 PM, Noodle wrote:
> stompin on my tiddies

38. What are you wearing right now?
hoodie and sweatpants

39. You're locked in the room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
empty

40. When was the last time you had a grilled cheese?
not sure

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
??idk

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
u already asked this bih

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
ye

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
nO

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
lying in bed

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
slm

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
dont got one rip

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
i think a week ago?

49. Your #1 friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
YES.

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
nonono.
 
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
kinda

52. Do you have good vision?
noooo

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
not on purpose

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes

55. Are you irish?
nop

56. Do you use chap stick?
nah

57. Do you have any scars?
one on my chest from surgery

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
i wish i could

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
nah

60. Name the last person to text you
noodle i think

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
nO

62. Can you go into public looking like you do?
no lmao

63. Have you ever kissed someone whos name starts with a J?
never kissed m'dude

64.What side of the bed do you sleep on?
left

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
idfk?

66. Do you fall for people easily?
nope

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
nope,,,

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
YES A LOT

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
idk my mom's playing lo-fi chill music on the bluetooth speaker

70. Want someone back in your life?
yeppp

71. Will tomorrow be better than today? 
no i'll be at school yuckky

72. What's your favorite color?
purple!

73. Who was the first friend you had?
it was either lily or @/bronzewolf14

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
a whole fuccin lot

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
everyone does. im single

76. Are you a naturally happy person or is your happiness forced?
super duper forced. im not a happy person atm

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
yyyeah,, god i want to be loved