I think that i try to do more than i can. I thought i was the perfect guy that wasn't always thinking with his peen. Turns out that i wasn't. Even the little touching and hugging is sometimes too much for her. I'm a big touchy guy because i like human warmth but she isn't. Did i fail as a boyfriend, should she have said something earlier? She said its good that i'm worried about not pushing myself too much on her, but why do i feel like a broken toy that doesnt work anymore? She says i'm perfect but i sure as hell don't feel like it. So yeah i cry and stuff, mainly because of the whole i failed to be perfect thing. I had a big entry planned to type out but this is just what happened, at least i have ramble space somewhere. Yay DevArt!