About last week, I’ve been real angry cause’ I’ve been featured in a Deviant ranting video. At first I just felt sorry that my friend
was featured in
’s video about OCxCanon, fetish art and minor errors on artwork. Then after I knew it’s Brandon’s account, I might be mentioned! And guess what, I got mentioned for doing an OCxCanon RP. That made me pissed for like days and started leaving angry comments on Cringe’s profile page. Some time later, lots of people replied to me, telling me something like, “Don’t take his vids too seriously.” or “Dude just chill.” something like that. I even got mentioned in
’s journal: ^^^ Omegas you should probably calm down, i get you are defending your friend but it's time to take a chill pill
The point is, I SHOULD be chill.
To be honest, I’m kind of a short-tempered person, mostly when people offend me. Plus, I am really concerned about how people see me so I got angry at Cringe for getting me involved in his vid. I’m just afraid how people will see me. But actually, I made things worse by getting angry at him just because I thought he’s kind of a bully thinking he’s so clever.
Okay, enough of my negative personality traits. Second thing I learnt is that when you publish something, there has to be at least one hater for that. But hey, haters gonna hate, as said by my good friend Brandon and after reading
’s latest journal. I really have to thank them for that.
Last thing, I have something to say to the following people, especially Cringe.
: Look man, sorry for being negative on your account. I’m the asshole, not you. And I would like to say great job for getting that much subscribers on your channel.
: Thanks for giving me advice bro, really appreciated it. And I think we should RP in notes from now on, y’know, avoid being ranted again?
: I usually take stuff too seriously and that’s becoming a problem now. And yes, I shouldn’t let my negative feelings affect me. Thanks for the advice and that’s why you earned yourself a watcher from me!
: When I first saw that journal, I kinda laughed about my naive behaviour back then. Thing is, I don’t like bullies and people who hurt my friends so that’s why I got so pissed at him. Thanks for the chill pill though.