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looking to commission art of fallblossom (using points)
○romantic orientation?: bi
○ sexual orientation?: bi

[do you like . . .]
◌ small hugs?: all hugs are good hugs
◌ big hugs?: VERY MUCH
◌ lip kisses?: i wouldn't know
◌ cheek kisses?: yes they're nice (:
◌ neck kisses?: not really tbh but uh. idk. maybe i could change
◌ forehead kisses?: yea!
◌ making out?: wouldn't know
◌ cuddling?: yes!
◌ spooning?: yes
◌ holding hands?: yes!!!!!!!!!!!!
◌ nose booping?: sure why not it's uh. cute and innocent
◌ tracing circles?: i guess so sure
◌ being carried?: YES HEHE i am easily transportable
◌ carrying others?: i physically can't
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○ do you have a crush?: I am trying not to bc it is not healthy for me. But I do and he's a really good person tbh
○ are you in any kind of relationship?: ONLY A FRIENDSHIP 
○ do you want any kind of relationship?: it would definitely be nice
○ have you been kissed before?: no
○ would you want your partner to be taller or shorter than you?: everyone is already taller than me
○ what's your dream date?: some gay shit like just goin to a lake and talking for a while
○ have you ever confessed to a crush?: a bunch of times. i usually get rejected but in the 2 events i was not immediately rejected it didn't work out
○ are you open to a poly relationship?: not really
○ do you have a fb crush?: no dear god
○ what is one thing that always makes you blush?: the like. quiet compliments and shit
○ what's your fave petname?: i don't have one
○ stargazing or a city skyline?: stargazing
R͟e͟a͟l͟ N͟a͟m͟e͟: Rachele
-A͟g͟e͟: deviantart smile emoji
-R͟a͟c͟e͟: white
-N͟a͟t͟i͟o͟n͟a͟l͟i͟t͟y: american
-R͟e͟l͟i͟g͟i͟o͟n͟: catholic i guess
-S͟t͟a͟t͟u͟s͟: single (sad trombone)
-B͟i͟r͟t͟h͟d͟a͟y͟: november 20
-Z͟o͟d͟i͟a͟c͟: scorpio
-H͟a͟i͟r͟ C͟o͟l͟o͟r͟: dark brown
-E͟y͟e͟ C͟o͟l͟o͟r͟: BLUE 
-H͟a͟v͟e͟ T͟a͟t͟t͟o͟o͟s͟?: no  but perhaps one day i'll get a small one
-P͟i͟e͟r͟c͟i͟n͟g͟s͟?: nope
-W͟e͟a͟r͟ G͟l͟a͟s͟s͟e͟s͟?: i have glasses but i don't often wear them

→ Dσ Yσυ. . .

-W͟r͟i͟t͟e͟? : not really anymore but i liked writing fiction short stories
-R͟o͟l͟e͟p͟l͟a͟y͟?: not anymore 
-S͟i͟n͟g͟?: to myself and only myself
-D͟r͟a͟w͟?: I AM on deviantart dot com
-E͟d͟i͟t͟?: i guess so!
-E͟x͟e͟r͟c͟i͟s͟e͟?: not really
-P͟l͟a͟y͟ S͟p͟o͟r͟t͟s͟?: hot take: sports suck
-D͟a͟n͟c͟e͟?: no i can't even do the floss
-R͟e͟a͟d͟?: yes
-W͟o͟r͟k͟?: i don't have a job
-B͟l͟o͟g͟?: no
-D͟r͟i͟n͟k͟?: no
-C͟o͟o͟k͟?: not rlly
-B͟a͟k͟e͟?: not rlly
-P͟l͟a͟y͟ a͟n͟ I͟n͟s͟t͟r͟u͟m͟e͟n͟t͟?: no but i'd love to learn

→ Fανσяιтє . . .

-C͟o͟l͟o͟r͟?: i hate this question uhhh NOT PURPLE
-A͟n͟i͟m͟a͟l͟?: i love cats
-B͟o͟o͟k͟?: The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime
-M͟o͟v͟i͟e͟?: Coraline
-A͟n͟i͟m͟e͟?: i'm not a weeb yeet
-T͟V͟ S͟h͟o͟w͟?: the office / what would you do?
-C͟h͟a͟r͟a͟c͟t͟e͟r͟?: thunder or alderheart from warrior cats
-S͟o͟n͟g͟?: currently? somebody to love by queen
-S͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟?: uh. kurt. cobain.
-B͟a͟n͟d͟?: Tally Hall, Lemon Demon, Nirvana
-M͟a͟n͟g͟a͟?: hey pal? hey? what the fuck do you Not understand about me not being a weeb
-A͟c͟t͟o͟r͟?: john krasinski
-S͟u͟b͟j͟e͟c͟t͟?: acting (: (or math)
-S͟c͟e͟n͟t͟?: idk u know how some people have a certain smell??? the way people i care about smell i guess lmao
-F͟o͟o͟d͟?: souup
-D͟r͟i͟n͟k͟?: tea and also ice water
-Q͟u͟o͟t͟e͟?: if you stay calm while all around you is chaos, you probably haven't understood the true seriousness of the situation
correlation does not equal causation

→ Rσмαи¢є~

-S͟e͟x͟u͟a͟l͟i͟t͟y͟?: bisexual
-C͟r͟u͟s͟h͟i͟n͟g͟?: unfortunately i am :(
-B͟f͟/ G͟f͟: lol anyways.
-E͟v͟e͟r͟ G͟e͟t͟ M͟a͟r͟r͟i͟e͟d͟?: i hope to one day
-H͟a͟v͟e͟ K͟i͟d͟s͟?: i'd like to
-D͟i͟v͟o͟r͟ce?: i would hope not
-I͟r͟l͟ o͟r͟ O͟n͟l͟i͟n͟e͟?: i don't think i'd even online date

→ Tнιѕ Oя Tнαт

-T͟e͟a͟ o͟r͟ C͟o͟f͟f͟e͟e͟?: tea
-W͟i͟i͟ o͟r͟ X͟b͟o͟x͟?: i've only ever used a wii but xbox because ur girl wants to play skyrim
-H͟a͟r͟r͟y͟ P͟o͟t͟t͟e͟r͟ o͟r͟ P͟e͟r͟c͟y͟ J͟a͟c͟k͟s͟o͟n͟?: warrior cats by erin hunter
-F͟l͟o͟w͟e͟r͟s͟ o͟r͟ C͟h͟o͟c͟o͟l͟a͟t͟e͟s͟?: flowers! please! i'll love you forever!
-M͟o͟n͟e͟y͟ o͟r͟ P͟r͟e͟s͟e͟n͟t͟s͟?: presents
-G͟a͟m͟e͟ B͟o͟y͟ o͟r͟ D͟S͟?: DS
-Desktop o͟r͟ L͟a͟p͟t͟o͟p͟?: desktop
-C͟o͟u͟n͟t͟r͟y͟ o͟r͟ J͟a͟z͟z͟?: jazz
-E͟a͟r͟b͟u͟d͟s͟ o͟r͟ H͟e͟a͟d͟p͟h͟o͟n͟e͟s͟?: earbuds i guess as long as they actually stay in
-D͟o͟g͟ o͟r͟ C͟a͟t͟?: CATS
-S͟o͟d͟a͟ o͟r͟ J͟u͟i͟c͟e͟?: Juice
-H͟o͟t͟ T͟o͟p͟i͟c͟ o͟r͟ A͟e͟r͟o͟p͟o͟s͟t͟a͟l͟e͟?: hot topic as much as it hurts me. i don't dislike aeropostale though
-P͟u͟b͟l͟i͟c͟ o͟r͟ P͟r͟i͟v͟a͟t͟e͟ S͟c͟h͟o͟o͟l͟?: public 
-B͟a͟c͟o͟n͟ o͟r͟ S͟a͟u͟s͟a͟g͟e͟?: bacon
-M͟u͟f͟f͟i͟n͟ o͟r͟ S͟c͟o͟n͟e͟?: muffin
-S͟l͟e͟e͟p͟ o͟r͟ N͟e͟x͟t͟ E͟p͟i͟s͟o͟d͟e͟?: next episode unless i have a particularly strong willpower outta nowhere
comment character reference sheets and i'll make a fullbody of ur character for 200 points
1. What's your full name?
fallblossom da.... vinci

2. How old are you? 
old enough to be on this god forsaken website

3. Do you have any different blood in you?
what does this mean

5. Do u like vampires? 
not particularly

6. What the worst anime you have watched? 
hey, i'm not a fucking weeb. all of it

7. When were you born? 
November 20th

8. What is your favorite legendary dog ? (entei, raikou, suicune)
i don't know enough about pokemon to answer this

9. What is your favorite anime (s)?
GUESS WHO ISN'T A WEEB! IT'S ME!

10. What colour do u hate?
purple

11. Do u have a dirty mind?
Yes

12. Have you ever done something dirty?
i guess so 

13. Have you every done dirty stuff over webcam?
ugh

14. Have you ever drunk blood that wasn't yours?
no what the fuck

15. Have you ever daydreamed about someone recently?
That what I do everyday but especially in english class bc  uh.

16. What is your favorite animal?
i like..... cats and fffflamingos

17. Have you ever had sex before?
no sir

18. If you could have a super power what would it be and why?
telekinesis perhaps

19. Have you ever love someone you love and care about?
this question is so terribly butchered. i'm gonna say Yes

20. Have you ever fantasized about someone recently?
this is. almost the same question as before. Yes. 

21. Would you kiss someone of the same sex as you?
Depending on who it was (hashtag pride month)

22. What are you wearing right now?
pajamas

23. Do you have any piercing?
no i do not, straightedge am i right

24. Do you want a tattoo & if so what of ?
i would i just dont know of what

25. Why did you join Deviantart?
i joined because everyone from toontown warrior cats roleplay was on here

26. What is your favorite studio ghibli movie?
unfamiliar with their movies

27. What is your favorite food?
i like SOUP

28. What is your favorite drink?
Tea or water

29. Do you love or have a crush on someone?
Yeah i fucking do. jfm

30. Would you love to be a kid and never get old?
not really because i'd never get to truly experience the world

31. Do you have skype or a email address?
both, why do you ask? :eyes:

32. Do you love the night sky?
Imagine how is touch the sky........................

33. Do you love to walk along a beach or lake?
oh yeah you fucking betcha. I feel like someone interpreted these questions from a monkey they taught sign language (KIDDING)

34. What type of milk do you like ? (eg skimmed, semi-skimmed, whole, soya, goat's)
whole milk

35. Where would you love to live?
somewhere warmer probably

36. Where do you wish u was right now?
in a better mindset

37. If you could have any animal as a pet what would it be?
I WANT DOG

38. If you won the lottery what would you do?
INFINITE BORGER

39. Whats your favorite TV show?
the office

41. What is your idea of a perfect date?
seeing a movie, havin a walk around a lake and Having a Sit

42. Name something your ashamed of doing?
eh

43. What is your favorite type of pizza?
 i don't like pizza

44. What is your clic? (eg goth, emo, jock, mosher,)
i'm kind of in the drama kids clique

45. What is your favorite weather?
i like warm weather

46. Do you have any real brothers/sisters?
only half ones

47. Have you met someone famous?
the mayor of my city

48. What is your worst lesson at school?
what?

49. If the person you love came to you and got down on one knee and asked you to marry them what would u do?
I would be like... damn............ sudden change of heart huh u fucken whore
jk. but i am much too young

50. What would you do if this was your last day on earth?
Keep Calm And Carry On
rachele that was deep........ are you okay?
azumane He need more watchers he has good art 
closer closer closer by azumane

NICE STYLE
reopening these
lookin to do some flats that will look like this. 250 points each.... less than on my commission sheet so u know. savings. deals.
willing to do humans, feral felines and canines and furry felines and canines
flatcat by Official-Fallblossom
discord.gg/V6cH25J i will update this so often
anyways if u do it ill make u free art...
I UPLOADED five people arts in a row... wheres the furries fallblossom... where are the personified cat-dog hybrids that you chalk up to "art style".... where are they fallblossom.... explain yourself








Comment some ferals or jus 4 legged fellas and i'll draw them :)
comment them and ill draw them
i just got a replacement for my drawing tablet sent so u know iiiiim swag

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idk what to do about my art its so bad
im rachele and im gay
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☀ all about me ☀

names(s) ➤ rachele
single or taken ➤ single
gender ➤ female
birthday ➤ november 20
sign ➤ scorpio... evil ass sea snipper
hair color ➤ Dark Brown like almost black... but there's.... some red too.... i have little individual bright red hairs they're so funny
eye color ➤ BLUE and nobody asked but i have central heterochromia and i got thos... yellow rings around my pupil
height ➤ 4'11
are you pan/bisexual/gay? ➤ bitch i might be

☀ fashion stuff ☀

where is your favorite place to shop for clothes? ➤ vans i guess
favorite designer? ➤ i do not care
what is your most comfortable outfit? ➤ i only own jeggings so uh MY LARGE ASS yellow sweater and... jeggings
what do you wear the most? ➤ my docs... a black zip up hoodie.... a graphic t-shirt... jeggings


☀ specifics ☀

what kind of shampoo do you use most? ➤ Honestly i have no preference as long as i can wash my hair with it
what are you listening to right now? ➤
 youtube is on autoplay
who is the last person who called you? ➤ robbie
how many buddies are online right now? ➤ yeah let me just pull up aol


☀ favorites ☀

foods ➤ I LOVE SOUP i want to make some good homemade chicken noodle soup
girl names ➤ jocelyn ig
boy names ➤ i feel like daniel is a nice name but it makes me think of dan howell :/
subjects in school ➤ acting :) i know this is referring to core subjects but uh idc


☀ have you ever ☀

given anyone a bath? ➤ I guess not
smoked? ➤ no
bungee jumped? ➤ no and i never fucken will
skinny dipped? ➤ no
ever been in love? ➤ good question
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? ➤ i don't like crying and i don't cry easily so i don't think i have
cried when someone died? ➤ yeah
lied? ➤ everyone has told a lie at least once in their life
fallen for your best friend? ➤ yea
rejected someone? ➤ yeah
used someone? ➤ no i don't think so
done something you regret? ➤ i suppose


☀ current ☀

clothes ➤ pajajama
smell ➤ GOOD shampoo... kinda like lilac
desktop picture ➤ it's a picture of matt and ryan from supermega and i put it there as a placeholder but it's kinda embarrassing now lmao
cd in player ➤ my stereo broke
dvd in player ➤ none
song playing ➤ in bloom by nirvana bc uhhh youtube is still on ridiculous autoplay
☀ last person ☀

you touched ➤ PLEASE george when i fucked up the hgighfive
hugged ➤ MY CAT
you emailed ➤ amanda
you yelled at ➤ UH. I got cross with my mother because she keeps... insisting things.... i wasn't yelling but i was cross
you kissed ➤ :(


☀ are you ☀

understanding? ➤ yes
open-minded? ➤ mostly
arrogant? ➤ not really
insecure ➤ yes and i'm insecure about it
random ➤ *LE GASP* CHU WANT TEH INVISIBLE WAFFLE OF EPICNESS?! ;A;
hungry? ➤ a bit
smart? ➤ yea
hard working? ➤ i suppose
organised? ➤ nope nope
healthy? ➤ hm i suppose
shy? ➤ not really/usually
difficult? ➤ UHH SOMETIMES but i'm mostly a pushover
bored? ➤ what do u fucken think i'm doing a journal meme
obsessed? ➤ YES it's probably not a good thing
angry? ➤ nope
sad? ➤ nope
perverted? ➤ (robbie voice) "pennis"
dirty minded? ➤ i guess so
trusting? ➤ too much so


☀ who do you wanna ☀

kill? ➤ Everyone :(
slap? ➤ so many girls i know tf
get really wasted with? ➤ Wow
kiss? ➤ Wow
hug? ➤ All of these questions have the same answer but tbh i'd probably be crossing a line by putting a name down
cuddle? ➤ wow
bang? ➤ WOW

☀ random ☀

in the morning, i ➤ woke up at like 11:26 and i checked my phone and i was like oh shit robbie called me. so i called him back but it must've been very boring for him because i'm not a morning person and i uhhh JUST woke up
i dream about ➤ places that do not exist but are warped versions of places i have been to
sexual preference ➤ Boy


☀ which is better ☀
coke or pepsi ➤ PEPSI
flowers or candy ➤ candy but if someone gave me flowers i would die
tall or short ➤ i'm short but tbh... tall


☀ who ☀

is your crush? ➤ Gee whiz
makes you laugh the most? ➤ god myself i am so funny
makes you smile? ➤ my friends always make me smile...


☀ do you ever ☀

find yourself thinking of the boy/girl you like for a long period of time? ➤ All the fucken time hewwo
wish you were a member of the opposite sex? ➤ yeah but i mean........ eh............ 
wish you were younger? ➤ nNO
i have a lot on my mind right now

☂ Did you change at all this year? ☂

definitely, for the better.


☂ Did you dye your hair? ☂

nope, but it's something i'd like to do

☂ Did you get your hair cut? ☂

no but i need to


☂ Did you change your style? ☂

uhhh my clothing style became more casual 


☂ Did you get good grades? ☂

i made high honor roll


☂ Did you drive? ☂

nope i CANNOT


☂ Did you move at all? ☂

MMMMMM i have never moved


☂ Did you go on any vacations? ☂

i went to florida for the first time this april!


☁ YOUR LOVE LIFE ☁


☂ Did you break up with anyone? ☂

no i've never been in a relationship stop mocking me


☂ Did you meet anyone special? ☂

IIIIIII Met someone this year who i think is really GREAT but he doesn't know i like him apparently


☂ Did you get your heartbroken? ☂

Yes right now i am always heartbroken


☂ Are you going into 2018 with a boyfriend/girlfriend? ☂

not unless someone asks me out within the next 7 hours (i'm gonna look back on this in a year like WOW what a whiny bitch)


☁ FRIENDS AND ENEMIES  ☁


☂ Did you meet any new friends this year? ☂

YES SO MANY


☂ Did any of your friendships end? ☂

Yeah but it's ok they were sucky anyways


☂ Did you dislike anyone? ☂

oh yes i dislike so many people


☂ Did you make any new enemies? ☂

MMM I DONT THINK SO maybe

Did you resolve any fights? ☂

Hm i think so


☂ Who was your closest friend? ☂

IRL-wise it fluctuates a lot but idk probably macey or carli rn but in the beginning of the year it was kim


☂ Did you grow apart from anyone? ☂

haha i sure fucken did 


☂ Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? ☂

Yes


☂ Have you had your birthday yet? ☂

its december 31st everyone has


☂ Pulled an all nighter? ☂

UHH i did


☂ Drank Starbucks? ☂

i dont like starbucks but yes


☂ Bought something(s)? ☂

yes


☂ Met someone special who changed your life? ☂

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES literally everyone in my last journal!!!


☁ INTIMATE DETAILS ☁


☂ What are you thinking about? ☂

Im thinking about the same person im always thinking about because i'm DUMB but this time it's because i'm nervous about something


☂ Would you get married if you could right now? ☂

That wouldn't be a good idea but my dumb ass probably would


☂ How did you feel when you woke up today? ☂

i fell asleep in a phone call w/ my friend robbie and i dont remember what happened but he made some sorta noise at 5am which woke me up and then the call ended lol


☂ Are you good at hiding your feelings? ☂

NO IM NOT BY ANY MEANS IT'S SO FUCKING OBVIOUS WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE and i'm a terrible liar so i just... avoid lying... so if they ask me if i like them im just like """""""""""""""""""...UH" And when i dislike someone i intentionally let them know i don't like them


☂ Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? ☂

Yeah i guess so


☂ Do you like to have long hair or short hair? ☂

my hair has always been very long so


☂ Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? ☂

i'm a bad liar but i would still do it bc i don't like seeing people upset


☂ Which of your friends do you argue with the most? ☂

idk i don't argue with many of my friends but....... Bellah would probably align best with the answer to this question


☂ How many texts are in your inbox? ☂

...excuse me?


☂ Who was your last text message from? ☂

sophia


☂ Who was the last person you rode in a car with? ☂

my mum 


☂ Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? ☂

Bitch i cannot handle the truth but in the end it'd probably be less stressful to cry over the truth


☂ What’s on your bedroom floor right now? ☂

a panda bear stuffed animal, markers, my sketchbook, 2018 world records book, my backpack, pj bottoms


☂ Do you trust people too easily? ☂

YES YES YES WAY TOO EASILY I AM AN OPEN BOOK

☂ Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life? ☂

for the most part, there's only one thing i really want i guess


☂ Last thing you ate? ☂

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Chocolate


☂ How many people are you texting? ☂

I was texting isabellah but then i stopped to do this meme


☂ Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? ☂

no also i want to call one of my friends


☂ What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? ☂

Probably water
hey i haven't made a GOOD LONG OVERSHARING JOURNAL in so long... i've been so absent from deviantart recently and it's quite sad
but uhhh i might as well fill y'all in on my WHOLE ASS YEAR WHILE IT'S STILL 2017! this means talking about everyone i know and have met this year while pretending talking about them won't have consequences.

ok so this year? I thought I was gonna animate so much this year but i really barely animated at all. i also didn't excel in video editing at all and didn't learn much, i never got around to learning about after effects so my video editing proficiency stayed more or less the same. however, i started editing photos more this year as i now take digital imaging in school! it has helped me learn a lot more about photoshop... so who knows... maybe i'll be doin some fancy ass photoshop art in the future. which reminds me: ART! I really didn't draw much at all this year... or at least not as much as I would have liked to. i went through a huge negative bout where i was like "my art is TERRIBLE IM NEVER DRAWING AGAIN" but uhh.. i got outta that. i like how my art style for cats and dogs has come along and i'm still working on finding a good, consistent art style for humans.... i'll get there eventually.

i started learning Swedish in june this year. i honestly haven't been doing it very much since school started in september but i'm still fairly passionate about it and it still really interests me. this christmas, i also got a guitar (my dad's old one). throughout the year, i kept talking about how much i wanted to learn to play an instrument or just have any SLIVER of musical talent. now that i have a guitar i'm sure it'll be a lot easier to keep at my goals. i also started taking an acting class at school this year and i found out i'm actually a really good actor?? my acting teacher also runs the drama club and he says he'd like to see me audition next year. i really enjoy acting and i hope it's something i can do more of in the future.

ok so HONESTLY THIS YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE SHIT. I was always fucking sad and mopey and all "poor me" but that's because i had some terrible, shit friends. well they aren't terrible people, but we didn't mesh well as a group. i always felt really drained while i was their friends but. they were my best friends nonetheless. two of them dropped me at the same time in june (after 2 months of me feeling like they didn't want to be my friend: i was right!) this led to me not knowing really who my friends were and just struggling to stay happy. i was "happy" but i always felt a nagging feeling that something wasn't right and i would NEVER meet someone as good as them, even though they weren't very good friends at all. falling out with them ending up strengthening my friendships with other people (macey, carli, and emma) who have proved to be much better, loyal, caring and supportive friends who i love dearly

THIS SCHOOL YEAR HAS BEEN SO GOOD. Coming into this year i was so nervous i wouldn't have any friends but oh my lord... i met SO MANY NEW, AMAZING  PEOPLE AND I'm gonna talk about all of the new people i met SEPARATELY RIGHT HERE haha I don't think any of them will read this but maybe,... one day

Amanda: literally SUCH A SWEETHEART. Without a doubt the nicest and most genuine person i have ever met. she's so patient and always tries to see the best in people. but her good nature doesn't stop her from being funny because she's HILARIOUS she has me in stitches let me tell you. She's so genuinely caring and always expressed genuine concern for me, i really feel like i could trust her with my life if it came to such a point. she always wants the best for others and really i couldn't see anyone NOT liking her. i feel incredibly fortunate to be her friend and to have gotten so close to her so quickly like i really cannot express how fucking much i love her. She's truly a sweetheart in every way possible. also she GAVE ME A SHIRT WITH MCIHAEL JACKSON'S FACE ON IT FOR CHRISTMAS WHAT A LAD 

Shelby: shelby is so funny but in such a smoooooth way... like shes so nonchalant and quiet and chill but BAM she will reach out and grab ya funny bones so fast. our conversations flow really well and i also feel like i can trust her deeply as well. i called her for a couple hours once and we played Chat Chat and it was such a funny and iconic experience. she's also the BEATLES GIRL SHE LIKES THE BEATLES I'VE FINALLY MET THE BEATLES GIRL. I can't really put our friendship into words but when i'm around all of my friends I usually end up giving her all of my attention. she just captures my attention really easily and talking to her always puts a smile on my face.... Also she's fucken gorgeous ngl

Mackenzie: she moved schools and it gave me depression but oh lord I've never connected with someone so quickly?? like ok i've never met someone who felt like such a genuine match for me... i mean that in complete honesty. out of everyone i've ever met in my life, she just seems like the Best fitting puzzle piece like... i could probably talk to her for 10 fucken hours and not run out of topics. she's also really nice and understanding at all times... she knows how to reassure me and whatnot and she just makes me feel really happy. I love her and i wish i could see her more still. sometimes she randomly calls me on the phone to ask me random questions (the other day she called me and asked "Where does Jupiter go?") 

Robbie: I REALLY APPRECIATE THIS DUDE SO MUCH, he's such a great person i'm really glad i met him. he's definitely not like anyone i've ever met before... like weird but a REALLY GOOD WEIRD it makes me happy. i'm the most open with him when talking about things and i trust him.on my BORTH day he gave me a plush bear and it's SO CUTE it sits on my bed and makes me smile like this: :). I made him a drawing for his birthday and he seemed to really like it omg.. his reaction made me so happy bc damn nobody has ever reacted like that when receiving art from me?? he's also like the only person who ever calls me but i really enjoy talking to him, he makes me really happy (isn't that like... the 2nd time i said that?? idk man i'm just tryna get a point across: I love and Appreciate this Person). i genuinely think he's a sweetheart (he'd probably disagree but HE IS.)

Ansel: SO I SAW HIM occasionally in middle school but i never talked to him... but i got to know him this year as he sat next to me in one of my classes and he's really one of the sweetest people i've ever met. he's a bit quiet and like... a funny sort of innocent but he's also some i can trust A Lot and he always hears me out on things and he's very reassuring, and i do the same for him in the event that he needs it. SOMETIMES HE SEEMS LIKE HE HATES ME But just like my cat i know he secretly loves me (i also don't think he has it in him to hate anyone). Talkin to him makes me laugh he's just... so good natured and always goes with the flow of things

Adrianna: my digital imaging friend! i honestly struggle with being myself or opening up around her, but she gives really good advice and she's very understanding and good-natured. she talks to me a lot in that class and i enjoy hearing about her day and her experiences, it's just nice to hear how someone is doin and she's just a really good friend. i hope i can get closer with her and learn to be... More Myself with her

Caitlin: she's the only IRL friend i've made this year who i didn't meet in school but she's really so chill..... Like i feel very fortunate to have met her bc she's just so easy going and easy to talk to. she's a bit mischievous which i APPRECIATE bc it makes her all the more exciting to be around (aka she dumped an entire bucket of popcorn on my head) I really love her and I hope i can get to hang out with her more frequently bc she's really just so GOOD........ SHES A GOOD LAD TO BE AROUND. I just enjoy her company and learnin about her life

mmmmmmmm AND OF COURSE ALL OF THE FRIENDS THAT I HAD IN 2016 ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME!! And the pals i've made online in 2017 have made me smile and have just generally made my life better as well (cough Rachel Darkmist)

my online fucken BESTIES like Beck, Cole, Lydia, Kevin, and Katelyn are all still killin it.... I love all of them so fucking much and without them i'd be a completely different person. they've all molded me in seperate ways to become Who I Am and i couldn't be more grateful to have had them this year and in the years before.

i still have some FAKE irl friends that i need to learn to drop tbh... i'm just....... not good at that. i'm too clingy and bad at moving on.

aanyways it's been a year man. the end of this year has been really good and if i have learned anything this year it's that mindset matters. i've adopted a more positive outlook and since then i've just been a lot happier and patient with people. i've also gotten less jealous this year which is a good thing bc it's one of my worst qualities. i hope i can keep up my positive outlook in the future and keep working towards my goals.
if you can't stop thinking about it, don't stop working towards it


i hope everyone has an amazing 2018. i'll be here for anyone who needs me for anything at all, shoot me a note, leave a comment, etc. 
mwah
1: What did you do in 2017 that you'd never done before?
i went atv riding and i went to florida/disney world

2: Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

i NEVER MAKE resolutions so uhh... i did not. and i refuse to next year

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope

4: Did anyone close to you die?
unfortunately, yes

5: What countries did you visit?
i've never been out of the USA

6: What would you like to have in 2018 that you lacked in 2017?

THIS IS a "tacky" answer of sorts but...  A Relationship

7: What dates from 2017 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

july 28, 2017 because it's the day i saw the EMOJI MOVIE IN THEATERS

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?

I learned to deal with losing some DUMB FRIENDS and i made some new, really amazing, lovely, great ones who i love VERY MUCH.

9: What was your biggest failure?

Robbie just told me it was when "I did the power ranger thing in front of him"

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?
i had a cold.... multiple colds

11: What was the best thing you bought?

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM probably a girlfriend (haha just kidding I DID NOT) I bought some chinese candies at the supermarket like... A couple weeks ago

12: Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Me for not fucking killing everyone

13: Whose behaviour made you appalled?
"Robbie's when he told me about his dick"

14: Where did most of your money go?
Christmas presents

15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Getting to see my sister

16: What song(s) will always remind you of 2017?

Lump (demo) by The Presidents of the United States

jk its shake it by metro station

17: Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder?, b) thinner or fatter?, c) richer or poorer?
a) happier!!
b) thinner
c) Hmmm i still don't have a job 

18: What do you wish you'd done more of?

art i didn't draw enough this eyar

19: What do you wish you'd done less of?
Crack COCAINE
also procrastination

20: How did you spend Christmas?

IT WAS KINDA boring not gonna lie. at my house.

21: Did you fall in love in 2017?
Haha

22: What were your favourite TV shows?

THE OFFICE and that's it

23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24: What was the best book you read?
My autobiography bitch

25: What was your greatest musical discovery?

I started listening to Why? and Joe Hawley's Hawaii Part: ii

26: What did you want and get?
"Dick" - robbie
A guitar!

27: What did you want and not get?
a relationship!
"Robbie"
"Dick"

28: What were your favourite films of this year?

snuff films

29: What one thing made your year?
"Dick"

30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2017?
too edgy TOO EDGY
just kidding ummm! i GOT A LOT MORE GRAPHIC T-SHIRTS u know! so im happy bout that

31: What kept you sane?
"Dick"
actually probably MAKING SOME AMAZING FRIENDS this current school year and uhhh DROPPING THE FAKES

32: What political issues stirred you the most?
I dont like politics im fuckng tired

33: Who did you miss?
tom kenny, voice of spongebob squarepants

34: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2017.
"Sneak up on a dick before it notices you"
if you really want something, don't stop working towards it

35: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"Concluding in the song I'll say no one's better than you"

robbie helped me contribute to these answers by saying "dick" over and over again thank fucking god i have him for comedy relief