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PAYPAL/POINT COMMISSIONS !! OPEN

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 5, 2017, 10:27 AM


Commissions by Oceanrush
I finally got tired of all my friends telling me my commissions were underpriced : ((
ok so im doing actual MONEY commissions wow

100 points = $1

please let me know which method of payment you will be using !!

These are Fullbodys and Busts, and i'll add more things later, but i wanted to see what i could get from these first !!

im going to use this money to help save up to buy a cintiq !

RULES
- You must pay me before I start working on it
- I'll draw basically anything (humans, animals, anthro, etc.) , but no nsfw !! Gore is ok but not an abundance
- send me a reference !!


I DO BACKGROUNDS ASWELL IF YOU WANT ONE !! IF YOU DO NOT ASK FOR A BACKGROUND, IT WILL BE TRANSPARENT. SIMPLE BACKGROUNDS ARE FREE, IF YOU WANT A MORE COMPLEX  BACKGROUND (E.X. FOREST) IT IS +$2


thanks for reading !!


  • Listening to: haMILTON
  • Reading: tallstar's revenge ; )

100% ok if u want to add me to ur wishlist

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 4, 2017, 10:26 AM


i doubt anyone will hA but if you want to go ahead !!

  • Listening to: haMILTON
  • Reading: tallstar's revenge ; )

shadey said this meme would kill me instantly

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 27, 2017, 4:33 PM


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BASIC SHIT 
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name - lexi
bday - oct 30th 2002
sign - scorpio bby
gender - fuhmale
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FAVE SHIT
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fave animal - bATS
fave colour - royal purple
fave genre of music - rockish pop
fave music artist/band - I M A G I N E  D R A G O N S
fave aesthetics - halloween aesthetic iS MY SHIT, also purple nighttime thing i love too
fave outift/thing in your closet rn - dude i have this red flannel with shoulder holes and its honestly the best thing ever
fave jewelry/accessories - i barely wear jewelry ever but i wear chokers once in a while
fave hobby - this should be obv but animating/drawing
fave place to hang out - my desk pROBABLY LMAO
fave time of day - that time right before morning at like 5 am
fave drink - cREAM SODA
fave youtuber - markiplier lmao
fave fruit - W A T E R M E L O N
fave smell - bubblegum
fave hairstyle - mmm basically my usual hair which is long with side swept bangs
fave kind of dog (if u dont like dogs, cat?) - chihuahuas are my SHIT
fave cereal - that captain donut crunch shit thats my fav
fave chip - bbq pringles
fave flavour of frito - bbq
fave icecream - moose tracks

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QUESTIONS
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1. what's your opinion on seafood?
depends on the seafood, but overall i like it! except haddock gross

2. would you get a tattoo? if u already have some, tell us about them!!
NO.

3. what kind of deodorant do u use??
i forget what brand but its like lavender

4. take us through ur haircare regime!
shampoo and conditioner, also i use this Moroccan hair oil bc my ends get really dry and dead sometimes 

5. do u like candles, incense, and bullshit like that?
i don't like incense but candles are ok

6. do u have OCs?? if you do, show us who ur fave is rn!!
yes i have shit tons! but i don't really think i could choose a fav


7. do u drink? if you do, whats your fave? beer, liquor, cocktails, w/e is all game!
NO.

8. what are your plans for this weekend? 
animating cats

9. what are you wearing? ;0
neon green shirt and black shorts

10. do u collect anything?? if so, what?? 
i used to collect lps when i was 11

11. do u wear any jewelry?? piercings count!! 
nop

12. what was your worst phase?
for 6th and like half of 7th grade i was a really annoying shitball

13. do you ever judge people based on their interests? 
sometimes, but i dont judge them completely by it ever.

14. you have to become an animal! what kind do u choose? 
cat bc u can sleep all day

15. make up a dream outfit for urself! what is it? 
oversized purple hoodie with black leggings and i never take the hood off ever

16. if u smoke weed, whats your fave blunt wrap?
what the fuck

17. is it acceptable to wear socks w flip flops n sandals?
ok how the hell are you going to wear socks with flip flops like u cant insert the toe thing between your big toe and your other toe bc of your sock wtf
short answer, not really

18. opinion on buffets?
good but i cant eat more than like 1 plate bc my stomach is microscopic

19. opinion on wafflehouse?
we dont have those here, but we do have ihop and i hate ihop

20. do you like cartoons? if you do, tell us about your faves! 
;))))) steven universe, stvfoe, voltron

21. do you listen to any podcasts?? 
nop

22. do you like Nintendo? what about the DS? if you do like the DS, what's your favourite game? 
hell yeah i love nintendo, twilight princess is my SHIT

23. show us your current favourite piece of art of yours!!
this will change but it's almost always my most recent, e. x. :
Flexibility, Love and Trust by Oceanrush

24. whats one thing you miss/liked from childhood? 
getting all these cool toys for christmas

25. have you ever eaten gas station food? not just snacks, like the hot dogs, pizza, or w/e else they might have? whats ur opinion 
depends on the gas station sometimes its good other times its gross

26. do you like early/mid 2000s music? 
tbh yeah

27. name 3 pet peeves! 
1. people who will completely disrespect and hate you if you have a differing view point
2. smACKING WHILE EATING
3. people who can't take a joke

28. if you won the lottery, name 3 things you'd spend the money on!!
college, a cintiq, and a car

29. do you like baths? 
hell yea

30. what always makes you feel better? 
drawing

31. show us a friends art, or a friends OC that you rlly like!! 
Magie Benzin by mangarrow
i picked magie bc she has a cool story n shit

32. name 3 things that you rlly like about a friend!!
ummmm LUCY
-rlly energetic
-fun to be around
-gETS MY HUMOR

33. do you have a lot of secrets? can u tell us even a rlly, rlly lil one? 
honestly i dont really keep secrets
i guess a little one is that i cry a lot but idrc if you know that or not

34. do you like vienna sausages? what about spam?? potted meat??
idk abt the other two but I LOVE SPAM

35. whats a guilty pleasure of yours?
i donT REALLY HAVE ONE LMAO
having 6 pets i guess

36. what food do you think you eat most often? 
chicken

37. tag 3 of your art-crushes!
im not going to tag them but
vivziepop, nifty-senpai, and finchwing!

38. name 3 foods you hate!
potatoes, pickles, and brussel sprouts

39. whats something you cant live without?
idk probably drawing ability if that counts? like im really happy with how far ive come with drawing

40. tell us about your favourite mug! 
i dont use mugs
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THIS -OR- THAT - also lmfao i encourage u to add ur thoughts on these and explain to make things more interesting
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1. where u a wolf kid, a horse kid, or a dragon kid in elementary school? 
dRAGON KID LMAO

2. hibachi or chinese takeout?
chinese idk wtf hibachi is

3. flip flops or sandals? 
flip flops ftw

4. snapback, buckethat, or beanie? 
i don't wear any of those but i guess a beanie?

5. family guy, bobs burgers, south park, american dad, futurama, or the simpsons? lol even if theyre all terrible just pick one
iVE NEVER WATCHED ANY OF THEM??? IDK

6. rottweiler or doberman? 
rottweiler !!

7. mexican food or indian food?
mexican !! but only like authentic mexican not this americanified fake mexican food where they just add shit tons of spicy stuff, authentic mexican can be spicy but not all of it is, and its really good.

8. scooter, bike, or skateboard? 
bike probably

9. wild dogs or big cats? 
BIG CATS

10. vaporwave or future funk? 
IDK WHAT FUTURE FUNK IS SO VAPORWAVE I GUESS

11. PC or console?
PC ALL THE WAY

12. chili cheese fries or nachos?
nachos lmao

13. salami or pepperoni? 
i dont like either

14. hot tub or pool? 
pool swimmie swimmie

15. big mac or quarter pounder? 
iVE NEVER HAD EITHER

16. chicken nuggets or pizza bites? 
chicken nuggets ofc

17. breadsticks or mozzarella sticks?
mozz sticks i lov

19. PC or mobile? 
depends but usually pc

20. palm trees or fir trees? 
fir trees i guess?

  • Listening to: haMILTON
  • Reading: tallstar's revenge ; )

ah, highschool.

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 25, 2017, 8:06 PM


welp im going to be a freshman this year, and i honestly don't know what to think about that at this point
im really stressed right now because the school i want to get into sTILL hasnt let me in let
since the process is confusing; heres an explanation
3 high schools in my city, the one i want to go to accepts 100 kids per grade. its a complete lottery, nothing to do with academics (this sucks bc im a high honor student :(( ) but anyway so i entered and if u dont get in u get put on a waitlist and the results are in like march, and not everyone who signs up ends up actually going so they end up having a lot of kids drop off the list of kids that got in and then if your on the waitlist you can get into the school. i got number 34 on the waitlist out of 37. now im number 11, but school starts on wednesday. they only transfer kids on the second day of school, after that your stuck with one of the other two schools for the rest of the year. i'm the only person i know who didnt get into the school yet and im so scared. i want to go so bad.
one thing that does piss me off tho is that although it is a lottery, if you have a sibling that already goes to that school they AUTOMATICALLY LET YOU IN. im sorry that has good intentions but its really not fair to the other kids.
i just really love that school a lot and im not sure what im going to do if i dont get in.
aRRRGGGH
what's even more frustrating is that in the past years theyve had as many as 70 kids on the waitlist and literally EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM GOT IN
but its less than a week before school starts and im still not in god im SO TERRIFIED
sorry i needed to rant and this is literally the only thing i use journals for
but anyway when i do go back to school, you probably won't notice that much of a difference in activity on here since i draw twice as much during the school year to make up for lost time. i also zone out during classes and get shit tons of ideas.
cheerio, guys.

  • Listening to: haMILTON
  • Reading: tallstar's revenge ; )

i have a revelation

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 4, 2017, 12:48 PM


wow a rare occasion where i post a journal this must be good

ok so i've seen a lot of people lately being really dissatisfied with their art, and they get demotivated by it. call it 'art block', if you will. personally, i've really never experienced that issue. i assumed i was just lucky or some shit and i got off the hook easy, but i kept thinking about it and i think i actually know why.
for a lot of people, when they are told that their art 'isn't good enough', whether by themselves or other people, they take it as a bad thing. 'i need to improve' you think. so you improve, but after you improve, it STILL isn't good enough. that seems to be the paradox that i see people get themselves into.
however, when i am told that my art isn't good enough, i don't take it that way. i don'y see improvement as an ever lasting goal to perfection. perfection is impossible. you have to understand that your art will never be perfect, and that's okay. you shouldn't draw aiming for it to be perfect. if you do, STOP. draw because you want to. draw because it makes you happy. your art is going to have imperfections no matter what, and you have to understand the flaws, but not dwell on them. improvement is not a forced thing, it just comes when you draw. stop being dissatisfied with your art. it's amazing and flawed and that is okay. 

now, all that being said, i sometimes see drawings that look like they have minimal effort put into them. the lines overlap in awkward places, there's white spaces in the corners of the drawing, etc. All technical stuff that doesnt need skill to fix. i'd also recommend that once you finish a piece to overlook it again and fix all that small stuff! it makes your drawing look a heck of a ton better and that might also help you be more satisfied.

and with that, im off to the depths of the webs again. adios.

100 questions meme to help u die

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 22, 2017, 11:09 AM


i rarely do memes or anything tbh so im going to do this bc why not
also i took this from RogueKeith :0cc

1. What is your name?
shell to most of u bUT my real name is lexi

2. Where are you from? What is it like where you live?
MAINE ugh its fucking cold in the winter but summers are nice

3. How old are you?
14 boi

4. Are you a boy or a girl?
girl


5. Do you like boys, girls, or both?
boys mmm

6. Describe yourself in four words.
annoying clingy anxious weird

7. What do you think people first think when they meet you online?
yikes

8. What do you think people first think when they meet you in real life?
does this person ever talk at all

9. What makes you happy?
literally all of my friends (you know who you are) and nerdy stuff like reading and drawing

10. What really grinds your gears?
people who are convinced that anyone who views things differently than them is completely ignorant and wrong

11. What is a big deal to most people but not a big deal to you?
sports (except basketball)

12. What is a big deal to you but not a big deal to most people?
animation lmao (but seriously it is super underappreciated)

13. What confuses you?
life

14. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
introvert definitely

15. Do you draw? (Post 4 of your favorite drawings!)
fuck yea i do

Simple by Oceanrush Keep Your Head Up by Oceanrush A Fire of Lies by Oceanrush Mom Squad by Oceanrush
16. What do you like to do in your spare time?
draw, chat, watch youtube, and sleep
oh and stalk deviantart

17. What is your specialty?
loyalty i guess but most people see it as clingynesss

18. Do you have any fears?
failing at my biggest goal

19. Do you have a fursona?
yeah this thing
Shell Reference by Oceanrush


20. What is your spirit animal?
according to this quiz i just took an owl

21. Where is your favorite place to be?
at my computer

22. What is your favorite type of weather?
sunny and warm like not super hot but hot enough to go swimming

23. What is your favorite song?
demons - imagine dragons

24. What is the funniest thing you've ever seen on the internet?
you seriously think i keep track of my top funniest meme ever

25. What is your favorite website?
honestly a tie between youtube deviantart and tumblr

26. Pick up the nearest book you can reach and flip to a random page. What is the first sentence in the second paragraph?
the nearest book is full of trumpet sheet music
g a b c b a g all eighth notes

27. Do you like PC or Mac (or Linux)?
fucking pc mac is trash

28. Do you like Android or iOS (or Windows Phone OS)?
the only phone i've had is iOS so

29. What's your favorite possession?
my cats

30. What is your favorite type of cookie?
snickerdoodle

31. What is your favorite beverage?
cream soda

32. What is your favorite game?
prOBABLY twilight princess

33. Tell us a funny childhood story.
my childhood was full of misery and suffering

34. Do you have a pet?
6 cats and a dog

35. Who is your favorite artist?
rebecca sugar m8

36. Have you ever stolen anything?
i think i took a pencil once

37. Has anyone ever stolen something from you?
yeAH someone took this fucking cool smokey quartz i brought to school in the fourth grade



38. What is your favorite cartoon/video game character?
hnGGGG tHERES SO MANY

39. What inspires you?
honestly random ass shit

40. Are you in a relationship?
ye boi

41. Do you have any crushes?
dubdgr8 

42. Do you have an ex?
yeah this short gnome kid from 6th grade

43. Are you a virgin?
i sure hope so

44. What attracts you?
memes

45. Do you move fast in relationships, or slow?
probably more on the slow side

46. Do you think you are on the right path in life?
i better be

47. What is the meaning of life?
42

48. What is stressing you out right now?
basketball

49. What calms you down?
drawing

50. A train leaves the station heading west at 34 MPH, and another train leaves a station heading east at 25 MPH. a car heads north towards the train tracks at 65 MPH, and a man is walking southeast at 1 MPH while holding a glass of chocolate milk, which is spoiling at a rate of 10,000 bacteria reproductions per minute. A bird flies by going southeast at 25 MPH and poops at a 15 degree angle with a force of 5 MPH. A gust of wind approaches from the west blowing at 286 MPH and a giant watermelon explodes from the northeast with the force of 15 tons of TNT, casting large sections of delicious fruity goodness several thousand feet. Given all of this information, calculate the probability that pigs will mutate and gain not only wings but the ability to think intelligently and the chance that they will plot to hunt me down and eat my sandwich.
69%

51. What are you wearing right now?
pajamas and a bathrobe lmao

52. What is your favorite thing to wear?
t shirts and shorts if its warm / sweatpants and hoodies if it's cold

53. On a scale of 1-10, how creepy are you?
6

54. Are you a pervert?
probably

55. Have you traveled? Where is the nicest place you have gone?
i've literally only gone to new hampshire massachusetts vermont and indiana
so probably indiana

56. Are you feeling it Mr. Krabs?
oh im feelin it alright

57. What are you supposed to be doing right now? 
trying to figure out fl studio

58. How often are you on the computer?
haha wait you mean there are other things to be on

59. How often are you on DeviantART?
an unhealthy amount

60. What's something you just naturally know how to do?
draw shit and know when im having an allergic reaction

61. What superpower would you want to have?
invisibility

62. If you got 10 million dollars, what would you do with it?
i cant comprehend that amount of money
i'd probably use it for college first then idk

63. What is your favorite emote?
:}

64. What are you addicted to?
dark chocolate

65. What is something you can't wait for?
COLLEGE so i can go to school for STUFF IM INTERESTED IN

66. What is your favorite quote?
"you'll do me, and i'll do you, and we won't do each other....probably."

67. How do you wish you were different?
i wish i could do pushups

68. Do you believe in aliens?
hell yea

69.  .....lol
what

70. Do you want to get married? ?
probably

71. Do you want to have children?
possibly

72. What is the best thing?
steven universe

73. What is the worst thing?
shia labeouf

74. Tell us a fun fact about anything.
carrie fisher had an affair with harrison ford on the set of star wars when she was 19 and he was in his 30s and was married with kids

75. What would be the best day ever for you?
traveling to meet my internet friends yo

76. Do you like roller coasters?
i have mixed feelings

77. Are you religious?
moderately

78. Are you in college? (What are you studying?)
i wish

79. Do you have a job? (What do you do?)
i fucking wish

80. What do you wish you had?
a life

81. What is one thing you wish everyone in the world could agree on?
peace

82. If you turned into an animal, what animal do you think it would be?
a cat most certainly

83. What kind of phone do you have?
iPhone 6

84. What is your favorite thing to look at?
good art

85. What is your favorite thing to smell?
lavender

86. What is your favorite thing to hear?
that i'm tolerable to be around

87. What is your favorite thing to taste?
spam

88. What is your favorite thing to feel?
that feeling of pure happiness and peace

89. Do you believe in ghosts?
yeA

90. Do you like hugs, or are you no-touch?
i love hugs

91. What's the most expensive thing you've ever bought?
my wii

92. What do you miss?
when school didn't demand my entire life

93. What do you wish you were better at?
being a likable person

94. What do you think about a lot?
how little i mean to most people

95. Do you have any allergies?
i had a severe allergic reaction two weeks ago and a few following it and we're still trying to figure out what it is

96. What is your favorite game?
fuckers this was already a question

97. What is your favorite little kid show?
spongebob

98. What is the best joke you know?
my life

99. What makes you different than everyone else?
i enjoy animating lmao

100. Was this quiz worth it?
not really

Coming Out

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 17, 2017, 11:58 AM


i debated a lot of i really wanted to do this,,, it's just so hard
after RogueKeith exposed me i just wasn't the same. i couldn't hide it anymore. everyone knew. the only thing i could do was be honest. 

i dont know when i first discovered i was a duck. i was very young, as soon as i could really understand what being a duck truly meant. i knew others wouldn't accept me. they couldn't, there's too much duckphobia in this world.  i had to hide it. 

but now i can't. i have to come out of the pond. I Am A Duck. And you know what? IM PROUD TO BE A DUCK

anyone want to join a map with 1 part left

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 31, 2016, 1:04 PM



please m8,, its so close to being done

  • Watching: harry potter
GUYS I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY

after i posted that journal I checked my notifications a day or so later aND I HAD 36 FEEDBACK MESSAGES

THATS THE MOST I'VE EVER GOTTEN AND IT WAS ALL FROM THAT JOURNAL
so i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who shared it and spread it around!!!! i'm so glad it helped people <33
please continue to inspire people and keep on drawing~ and remember, draw whatever the hell you want ;)
  • Watching: some kfc commercial
this is something that bothered me recently so i am going to pull a rare one and make a journal

recently my friend shadey posted this journal and it got me thinking about somethin

due to the nature of the community, there are specific and exclusive ways to get 'popular' here on DeviantArt. Furry and animal art and exclusive fandom art almost guarantee you attention. The problem with this is that it helps you nowhere else. It's very sad how i see time and time again how OCs never get any attention unless they are a fursona that is drawn constantly. This creates a false mindset for the people here on deviantart, and as a result people tend to focus on one thing to draw, when they should be focusing on many. Let me say this loud and clear

DRAWING ONLY CATS OR FURRIES IS NOT GOING TO HELP YOU WHEN YOU WANT TO MAKE A DRAWING CAREER


This is something every artist needs to see. The community here on deviantart craves furry art. The worst part about this is, people are wasting beautiful talent on just drawing their fursona over and over. ITS NOT GOING TO GET YOU ANYWHERE!!! But here's another VERY important thing; 

STOP CARING WHAT YOUR WATCHERS WANT

draw what YOU want. draw what you need to draw. if your watchers want to see you draw some cats and you want to draw your human oc you just made, draw your fucking human oc. You are your own person! I ran an old deviantart account for three years and never gained more than four watchers because i drew neopets and shit. i didn't care!!! i kept on drawing!!! have fun drawing dragons, humans, your own species, whatever the hell you want!!! don't draw the same thing all the time, experiment!!!! here's something else

IT'S OKAY NOT TO BE POPULAR ON DEVIANTART
WHEN YOU GO TO MAKE A CAREER AND GO TO COLLEGE, NO ONE GIVES A SHIT HOW MANY WATCHERS AND HOW MANY FAVORITES YOU HAVE PER PICTURE.

this is probably the most important point.




okay, that was that. BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE!!

My friends and I have decided that we should try to do something about this; to spread the message, get people to understand. Help fellow artists out!! 
We started the hashtag #Drawwhateverthehellyouwant or #DWETHYW for short :P

PLEASE SPREAD THIS AROUND FOR ALL ARTISTS TO SEE, DRAW WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT! GO OUT THERE, MAKE SOME ART!
  • Watching: you
because my life is boring
jk

ok so its mostly because i nEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT
i hate sitting and thinking about what im going to write about so i dont do it :D
also its cause i have things to get done like map parts and speedpaints so i don't really want to be writing when i'd rather be doing that

just in case anyone was wondering why i never posted journals

(no one probably was lmao why did i make this)
  • Listening to: rocks
  • Watching: you
THIS IS CLOSED. FOR MY CURRENTLY OPEN COMMISSIONS, GO HERE  PAYPAL/POINT COMMISSIONS !! OPEN
I finally got tired of all my friends telling me my commissions were underpriced : ((
ok so im doing actual MONEY commissions wow
100 points = $1
please let me know which method of payment you will be using !!
These are Fullbodys and Busts, and i'll add more things later, but i wanted to see what i could get from these first !!
im going to use this money to help save up to buy a cintiq !
RULES
- You must pay me before I start working on it
- I'll draw basically anything (humans, animals, anthro, etc.) , but no nsfw !! Gore is ok but not an abundance
- send me a reference !!



I DO BACKGROUNDS ASWELL IF YOU WANT ONE !! IF YOU DO NOT ASK FOR A BACKGROUND, IT WILL BE TRANSPARENT. SIMPLE BACKGROUNDS ARE FREE, IF YOU WANT A MORE COMPLEX  BACKGROUND (E.X. FOREST) IT IS +$2
thanks for reading !!


I need points. enough said.

OKAY so Im only going to do two different types atm but i might do more.

:bulletgreen:PLEASE READ EVERYTHING BELOW BEFORE REQUESTING A COMMISSION:bulletgreen:

:bulletblue: NO MORE THAN 4 CHARACTERS TO A PICTURE
:bulletblue: Every Character is an additional 5 points
:bulletblue: You can choose between a transparent background or a simple background
:bulletblue: A complex background is 5 extra points as well


:bulletgreen: I Will Draw :bulletgreen:

:bulletgreen: Any pairings (nothing inappropriate!)
:bulletgreen: Gore, but not an obscene amount
:bulletgreen: Any character from anything (within reason) Example: OCs, Warriors, Undertale, etc.

:bulletred: I Will NOT Draw :bulletred:

:bulletred: Anything nsfw
:bulletred: Anything disrespectful or hurtful

Head and Shoulders 10 Points :points:

Jasper by Oceanrush

Sweet Smile (GIFT) by Oceanrush


Full Body 20 Points :points:

No... by Oceanrush

I'll Be Runnin' (Commission) by Oceanrush
1. Hawkfrost leads Ivypaw into the Dark Forest from the field.
2. Ivypaw backs up a little, and Hawkfrost looks at her a little suspicious.
3. Ivypaw sleeping in the apprentice den. She suddenly wakes up(make her head jerk up) blood is running down her side out of a cut. (if you show her paws, make her claws unsheathed)
4. Ivypaw retracts her claws, and walks out of the den.
5. In the camp, Lionblaze, Jayfeather, and Dovepaw look at her worryingly/confused.
6. Dovepaw goes up to Ivypaw, and Ivypaw backs up, lip syncing "I don't want to explain"
7. Ivypool looks around the camp, seeing all the happy cats, and feels jealous.
8. Ivypool goes for a mouse, but misses it. She closes her eyes, and opens them in the Dark Forest.
9. Ivypool lip syncs "You never believe me" to Dovewing, and she rolls her eyes.
10. Ivypool thinks about fighting in the Dark Forest. She closes her eyes and starts to cry.
11. Ivypool lip syncs "Cause Im no angel" looking up at the stars (night time)
12. Ivypool's face changes expressions, ending on a sad one.
13. Dovewing walks by, and Ivypool fake-smiles at her, then turns away and starts to cry.
14. Dovewing, Jayfeather, and Lionblaze glaring at Hawkfrost. Ivypool looks between them.
15. Lionblaze and Jayfeather walk up to Ivypool, disappointed. Ivypool then lip syncs "What do you expect of me?" angrily.
16. Ivypool lip syncs "To know who I am" Then show the scars that cover her.
17. Ivypool lip syncs to Dovewing, "You know I have secrets" and then show Dovewing in denial.
18. Ivypool lip syncs, "You know you can't change me" to the Three
19. Ivypool laying in her nest, crying. (Have her paws cover her face)
20. StarClan cats appear around Ivypool, faded. She rolls over in the nest, her back to them.
21. Ivypool clutches her paw, claws unsheathed. Imaginary blood appears on her claws.
22. Ivypool in the Dark Forest, cats fighting and fire burning around her.
23. Ivypool lip syncing in the Dark Forest, "Cause I'm no angel"
24. (In her memory)Ivypool appearing to be happy in the Clan.
25. Ivypool pretending to be tough in front of Tigerstar and Hawkfrost
26. A bunch of Dark Forest cats looking malicious, when the Three flash through Ivypools mind.
27. (Back in reality) Ivypool lip syncs "Are you surprised" to the Three, and they look shocked.
28. Ivypool puts her head down, lip syncing "Of all of my lies"
29. Continuing to lipsync to the Three, "I confuse myself"
30. Ivypool lip syncs, "And I don't care to deny," unsheathing her claws
31. Ivypool lip syncs, "I'm no angel"
32. Ivypool puts her paw forward, and the Three look shocked.
33. Ivypool looks at Dovewing, lipsyncing "I put one on for you, put one on for me"
34. Ivypool sitting in the dark, crying.
35. StarClan and the Dark Forest appear, Ivypool still crying.
36. Ivypool lipsyncs, "won't set me free" as she lays on the ground.
37. Ivypool fades into the dark.