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F Flute by ObscureStar F Flute :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 1 1 Body Machinery by ObscureStar Body Machinery :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 1 0 Techno organic by ObscureStar Techno organic :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 0 0 AltarModias, Flux of Spring by ObscureStar AltarModias, Flux of Spring :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 0 0 Tacoyote by ObscureStar Tacoyote :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 1 0 TeaTime by ObscureStar TeaTime :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 2 0 Walk In the Woods by ObscureStar Walk In the Woods :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 2 0 Mootoo by ObscureStar Mootoo :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 4 0 Nocciola Explains by ObscureStar Nocciola Explains :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 3 0 Persimmon 2018 Redesign 2 by ObscureStar Persimmon 2018 Redesign 2 :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 6 7 Persimmon2018 by ObscureStar Persimmon2018 :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 4 3 evan by ObscureStar evan :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 3 0 karl by ObscureStar karl :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 2 0 VixenVR by ObscureStar VixenVR :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 2 0 Driftwood Tray by ObscureStar Driftwood Tray :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 2 0 Sunflower Eclipse by ObscureStar Sunflower Eclipse :iconobscurestar:ObscureStar 0 0


Needle Felted Anthro Coyote by YuliaLeonovich Needle Felted Anthro Coyote :iconyulialeonovich:YuliaLeonovich 1,792 120 Unfurled by juliedillon Unfurled :iconjuliedillon:juliedillon 1,072 19 Waterfall by TsaoShin Waterfall :icontsaoshin:TsaoShin 4,567 390 GRIS Game Animation Process by YopparattaNoSaru GRIS Game Animation Process :iconyopparattanosaru:YopparattaNoSaru 51 12 Little Winter Song by TrollGirl Little Winter Song :icontrollgirl:TrollGirl 459 23 Fairy Foxes by TrollGirl Fairy Foxes :icontrollgirl:TrollGirl 379 24 Collab: Zecora's Hut by TsaoShin Collab: Zecora's Hut :icontsaoshin:TsaoShin 2,509 220 HTTYD: The Wind Waker by TsaoShin HTTYD: The Wind Waker :icontsaoshin:TsaoShin 8,471 1,034 Chompy by OneMillionMonsters Chompy :icononemillionmonsters:OneMillionMonsters 3 2 Brain sickness :) by MarioOhm Brain sickness :) :iconmarioohm:MarioOhm 85 20 INKtober, day 2: Bride of Frankenstein. by AxelMedellin INKtober, day 2: Bride of Frankenstein. :iconaxelmedellin:AxelMedellin 142 13 SeL-MBerlu dpage3 by grainesDeSeL SeL-MBerlu dpage3 :icongrainesdesel:grainesDeSeL 13 0 Minnie - by DanLuVisiArt Minnie - :icondanluvisiart:DanLuVisiArt 3,328 2,089 Fluffy Hugs by Blattaphile Fluffy Hugs :iconblattaphile:Blattaphile 123 7 Watcher by pascalblanche Watcher :iconpascalblanche:pascalblanche 3,374 109 BattlePug Charge by RobbVision BattlePug Charge :iconrobbvision:RobbVision 740 29


F Flute
Made this one as a special playa gift. The case is made from some scrap from one of my costs.  This is now the second-largest flute I've made.  Only the bass E was bigger.  Unless you have reallly large hands, this is probably the upper end of comfortably playable and it's right on the edge.  The amount of breath required to play it is literally dizzying. Next I shall try to get a decent audio recording and associate it with the image.
Body Machinery
How bodies are put together is amazing. I feel like practice yoga and tai-chi are helping me learn to draw more dynamically. I learn to really feel what the body is doing in a moment becausee I can hold that moment captive. Study it. Feel how sinew and muscle wrap around bone. The flex and cushion and awareness of joints. Helps me make fewer drawings where the pose looks awkward because I can take the time to study it in detail
Techno organic
Found objects from the seashore. Sea Urchin skeletons and driftwood.  Hollowed our the driftwood base and installed an arduino, then wired surface-mount neo-pixel type led and put them inside of the urchins. Still working on an organic-feeling color pulse pattern. 

I'm taken with how beautiful the structure of the urchins is when revealed with the lights. I sort of wish I had access to a lot of them so I could make a more complex sculpture but it is rare to find them intact on the beach
For the past few years I've been studying tai-chi.  If you're unfamiliar with tai-chi, it's basically kung-fu in slow-motion.   The general idea is that by slowing down your motion, you have the time to explore every moment of a movement.  Feel the balance of your weight, the roundness of your motion, the connection through your entire body.    

For me, it was also about the exercise of just plain learning to slow down.   I have a lot of interests.  Software and electrical engineering, art, animation, guitar, flute, and martial arts, just to name a few.   Learning to take that time to slow down and really be in the moment of what I am doing instead of rushing to the next shiny thing seemed like a very valuable lesson.   In doing so, I learned more than I expected.

I've always liked to take ideas from one thing I'm studying and try to apply them to another thing I am studying.  If nothing else, it helps give me a fresh perspective on both things and I imagine at least that this helps me learn more things faster.

Practicing music, it turns out, is very much like practicing tai-chi.   It can be broken down the same way.  Play through the piece at half or a quarter the tempo it should be played at for performance.  Find the phrases in it and break it down into what you can easily memorize.   In the opposite direction, using a metronome is sometimes an interesting exercise.  I can use it to see just how smoothly I can move through a set; use it to try the set at various speeds and figure out where I start to lose the level of awareness I want.

There was more hiding in there though.   After I'd been doing tai-chi for a while, I began applying the form to my method of playing itself.  Taking a bow stance when playing guitar, I'm now using my hip or abdomen more to hold the guitar, relieving weight from the shoulder strap.  This change lets me hold the instrument stable without using my hands as much so they are freed to just _play_ instead of play and hold the instrument.    I've also started to think about form as I play.  In a sense, I now play with my feet rather than my fingers.  By keeping a strong connection through my body from the ground up through and out to my fingertips, I can the muscles of my legs, abdomen, sides, and upper arms to move around the fretboard far more quickly than I could before and for much longer periods of time.  By keeping good form through my whole body I am no longer cramping and stressing joints needlessly.  The same is true for flute.  A good stance gives my better diaphragm control.   A strong rounded form supporting the flute lets me move more freely and clasp it more lightly, freeing the body to resonate more fully.   And as with tai-chi itself, by focusing on these things as I play slowly, then when I speed them up to perform them, they happen automatically.  The improvements are really striking.

The same of course is true for drawing.  I mentioned music first because it's a little easier to see the overlap. If, like me, you've read 'how to art' books, you'll recognize the statement "Draw with your arm not your wrist" echoed in some form or another in nearly every single book.    They're right and what they are talking about is this same kind of use-your-whole-body motion.  It takes some getting used to but it results in much greater fluidity and control.  

If you've worked with 3D animation, here's an easy way to think of it:  By default we tend to think in IK (Inverse kinematics)  'Move hand to table'.   Tai-chi is basically learning to think in FK (forward kinematics).   Shift weight on legs, rotate at waist, let reaching shoulder drop and opposing rise slightly.  Extend through the arm, hand arrives at table.    It _SOUNDS_ a lot more complex but the truth is, your brain is doing all of that internally anyhow because you have joint constraints and you don't want to topple over so your brain is computing a path based on feedback from sensory input and then making some quick calculations to keep everything going the way you want it.   By retraining your body to move from the root to the end you are building greater trust with your body to get you where you want to go and that allows you more space to make the fine adjustments at the end of the chain to get the precise details you want.  

For the past week I've been experimenting with drawing standing instead of sitting so that, like guitar and flute, I can use more of my body in my work.    Regrettably my animation desk isn't quite tall enough for this to work.  Work on a easel has been more successful.  Going to have to see if I can make my desk taller.

I could go on about this quite a bit longer but I'll draw to a close with one last note about cross application.   Taking breaks is good!   In the past when I tried to learn or refine knowledge of something, the method I took was basically like cramming 'MUST LEARN ALL THING NOW!'.   It isn't very effective.   Taking the time to slow down and break things down and think about them in many different ways forms a much stronger set of neural paths.   You are in effect, strengthening your root and that gives you much more power to draw from when you are applying what you are studying.    Becoming more in tune with your body and using it more fully also seems to be a good way to reduce the odds of repetitive stress problems.
  • Listening to: windchimes


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Samantha Fear
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Formerly but there's no way to change your username on Deviant Art so one must abandon their older works if they wish to grow.

Perhaps I should consider this a cleansing or rite of passage instead of feeling it's just inconvenient.


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BalloonPrincess Featured By Owner May 4, 2017  Hobbyist Filmographer
Happy Birthday!  :)
Putnik Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014
Thank you Samantha!
scottflament Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
Hi Samantha, thanks for your fav and funny comment !
BalloonPrincess Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
By the way, people have been changing their names all over the place ... not sure how they do it, but there should be someone around to ask about it.
BalloonPrincess Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
:heart::heart:Thanks for the watch!:heart::heart:
indagold Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2012  Student Digital Artist
you have a really interesting gallery!
ObscureStar Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks! I'm still learning and trying to mess around with styles and ideas a lot.
indagold Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Student Digital Artist
can't wait to see more from your gallery. I like your psychedelic work.
ObscureStar Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks. I wish I had more time to post more art.
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tightpantslover Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2011
Thanks for the :+devwatch::):D
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