Well Im back and im gunna try this whole graphics thing again with nothing to stop me I hope. I hope that I can be better ive de-evolved somewhat it seems. I suck alot im going to try to get back together. The hurricane fucked my WHOLE situation up so I hope to get even better than I was before until then stay tuned for updates for those who care.

Well im not sure whats going on now really. I might be quitting this whole graphics thing. Too much has been going on and its starting to eat at me. Im not 100% sure if I wanna do this though. I dunno what the fuck to do. Bleh. My boyfriend and I have been talking alot. For some reason I feel like I cant talk to him about my problems he prolly wouldnt understand. I feel like im being annoying to him lately. I guess im retarded or something lol. I love him though. I dont wanna loose him it seems my past relationships are shit cus ive never really communicated how I want to I freeze up or something like that. I tend to talk about stupid shit t

Well Im gunna be busy for a while I have to finish my damn website soon. Soon im gunna be working on a site for my friends store. Ugh. I think I need a break though. Ive been makin lots of art lately so expect to seem some. Im experimenting with styles ay the moment. Its pretty fun. I think I will mess around a bit more. Pretty soon The Birthday Massacre will announce the winners for the new contest. Im scared I really want this. The anticpation is killing me. lol. But congrats to whoever wins. Im happy for them. I think I worked hard on it but I think the scanlines will kill it since I know the judges and they are sick of them lol. Bleh any