2 days ago I had an interview. after that day happen. I realize that if I get the university that I dream of. Everything in my life will change. I'm afraid that I'll lose something precious to me.
If that happens I'll stop making what make my precious things left me. I'll hide everything that's killing inside of me and same like happiness.
That's why I always stay behind and watch people as they move on without me. but if you stayed with me. you'll find happiness , sad and everything that makes you love me. you'll love inside of me. but not outside. but I'm trying to make the outside beautifully too.
One day...other peoples will drag me or you to tears us apart because of untold stories.
then I'll be left alone again. watching you move on. without me.
and then the scars remains in my heart.