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So I am officialy back on here. I will be focusing more on my literature. I hope to get some good feedback. If youre curious about it read my "Untitled" work. (I couldnt figure out how to go back nd title it)

if youre not interested in my literature well then youll have to wait till i get one of those bamboo thingys.
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[ ]I like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is life. ()
[x] I write/wrote poetry/song lyrics.
[ ] My hair covers part of my face. (Only when I want it to)
[x] I wear band shirts.
[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] I wear/wore converse.
[x] I wear/wore vans.
[x] I wear/wore eyeliner.
[x] I have/had/want my lip pierced. (Ouch!)
[x] I listen to The Used.
[ ] I'm in a band.
[ ] My screen name had/has an x in it.
[x] I like My Chemical Romance. (Fav band!)
[x] I also like/liked Green Day.
[x] I know what a mosh pit is.
[x] I sit in corners often.
[x] I hate MTV. (I watch it to make fun of it sometimes, but I have no real HATRED towards it)
[ ] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[ ] Especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
[x] I am lost without a cd player/my iPod/mp3/youtube music
[x] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[x] I have no issues with bi/gay people.
[x] I hate the president. (At least he isn't Bush)
[x] I have/had a Mohawk.
[x] I wear / have worn black nail polish. (I need to buy more... Mine is old and disgusting)
[x] I have heard of Slipknot.
[ ] I hate who I live with.
[x] Black is a good color.
[x] Right now I am listening to music.
[x] I know what hxc means.
[x] I know what sxc means.
[ ] Myspace = love.
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me. (Fav store!)
[x] I wear/wore studded belts.
[x] I like Hawthorne Heights.
[ ] I have worn tight jeans.
[x] I have/want/wanted to dyed/dye my hair black. (Does extreme dark brown count?)
[x] I'm sensitive.
[x] I write/draw on myself. (Despite my mother's protests)
[x] I've been called Emo before.
Total = 32
Multiply it by 3 and Re-post with the title "I am _% Emo
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  • Playing: .....ill never tell hehe
I really need to update this more teehee
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  • Reading: The words that i type
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Yet again I'me looking for love again... *Sigh* Will I ever find it? Maybe, Maybe not. I've not given up hope. I actually have a "Love Interest" (Whom will definitely call me out on this [That's just what she does] Come to think of it, I probably shouldn't be putting this on DA she will see it *shrugs* It's not like she didn't already know)Anyways point being i wont give up hope lol just wanted everyone to know lol
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I have finally found someone. Shes great. We get allong perfectly. We have the same interests. We have the same sence of humor. We read the same books. We are both begining authours. She has an amazing personality. Its a perfect match. Im finally happy again. I want to thank all my friends who helped me through my last breakup. Taylor, Jon, Jared, Will, My Mom, Chris, Cynthia, Kim, Sister, Autumn, Dominik(sorry Autumn if i spelled your brothers name wrong)Angel, Patt, and all my friends on DA. Thankyou so so much guys. I am forever in your debt. You know i would do the same for you. Please dont hesitate to ask if you ever need anything.
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  • Reading: The words that i type
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: .....ill never tell hehe
I need premium membership and points. i hate to ask but could someone gift me premium membership i will pay you back as soon as possible wether it be with points or buying you premium back i also need people to gift me points these i will also pay back if necissary.
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there is the link to gift me points again i would be verry greatfull if somebody would do this
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so to all of you people watching me i have some bad news. i just yesterday lost my social security income. we ciould barely make it with it so how are we going to make it without it? my moms answer. we move after i graduate. i personally dont know if we can make the money last tht long. im scared. i dont know what to do. i have so much fucking stress in my life lately. i just cant handle it. every night i go into my room and just cry my heart out because this stress is just too much. i need advice please help.
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Angel is her name, and yes she is Canadian deal with  it. she is a weird one but then again so am i. alas se is taken. she likes me i know she does. she wont admit her feelings to me she wont admit them to herself.i know she soon will though. is it innapropriate to think of her this way? ive known her for a while like not too long but anyways  and i know that theses feelings arent juvenile i know they are real. so is it wrong? the thing is shes bipolar and the person that she is daing is literaly a mental patient he doesnt know how to handle her and when their relationship ends its going to crush her whole world i dont want to see her get hurt again.shes had a bunch of shit happen to her. she was raped 2 times. her mom doesnt kow how to handle her and thats what scares me so much. her mother is running away from her. i lknow what its like i was diagnosed bipolar at one point in my life i know what its like to be the monster. i know what its like to go out of cntrol and have it feel so good for that short moment. i know what its like to feel an invisible force taking over your body every time you have an outburst. i know what shes going through and she needs someone that knows there with her and i cant be there. I NEED HELP!!!!!
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I just wanted to let all of you know that i will not be submitting anything for a while. All my work and time is going into my senior project for school. :( Atleast i got a topic that i like. I got Domestic Violence and narrowed it down to Sexual Abuse because that and Child Abuse are things that i am extremely passionate about. It just gets me how people who do things like rape and molest people not just children people can get up and look at themselves in the mirror. It discusts me they all need tto be killed no not killed castrated and if its a girl shove a knife up in her but thats just what i think.......Have a pleasent day
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Now featuring A stamp that opiatetart did for me. she does awsome work. go and check out her gallery you'l love it.
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I regret to tell you that i will not be putting up anymore liturature for a while, as i am writing an actual book.
I do ask one thing of you guys and gals.....Go to my deviations and critique my drawings and writings I really need the critiques
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For all of you people who sent me pictures of yourselves for me to draw........I will hopefully have those up soon. I have finished one already and am working on another. Well hats two. If you have any questions or requests i.e. dark outline, no backgroung, or any modifiications in genral please leave me a comment or even respond to this journal with your request.
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I am extremeley bored and want to try somnething new. i am doing sketches of people on deviant art. so if you want me to sketch you you need to put a picture of yourself up and tell me to go ahead and sketch you.WARNING i will be putting them up as prints. incase you want to buy them. iif you do not want me to put yours up as prints then tell me.
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So i started my new classes today. *sigh* i have drama first hour. for those of you who know me personally (you know who you are) already know that i have a severe case of stage fright. i origionaly was taking technical drafing last semester but the damn school decided to kick all the juniors and seniors out of the class because they want all the undercassmen to take it. dont get me wrong its understandable but where in the hell are we supposed to go? but the good thing that came out of this is i have the most awsome teacher in the world for 2 out of 6 hours of the day. yipee! so needless to say im mad. not too mad just mad. but ya knoow what you going to do? right?
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Finally iv gotten another piece up. its not a sketch and its not very long but i think its good. oh i found out something really cool. you internet memers may already know this but for the people who dont there is this girl that is known as creepy chan. she has HUGE eyes and has a facination for blood. she was the 2007 runner up on americas next top model. she was first reconized on here trhats right she has a DeviantART ill have to get back to you on the name
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Well exam day has finally come, and im all but excited. Today we are doing our 1st hour and 3rd hour exams. Iv finished my 1st hour exam already, is was about a 5 minut deal. We also just finished reliefe time. Thank god we have some free time in between classes. If we didn't have it i think i'd go crazy. No joke. Anyways next we have lunch, God im so hungry. After lunch we come back here to do our exam prep time. Well prep time for this class is kind of useless because all we are doing for the exam in here is a writing assignment. But wehave to be in this class for 4 hours. Sombody please help me i think im going insane.
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  • Eating: Nothing yet.....IM SOO HUNGRY
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Well this is turning out to be the worst week of my life. I just got home from a funeral. My mothers friend well my friend to.....anyways our friends husband died.He was a great man. He was one of those guys that if he picked on you that meant he liked you......and he picked on me alot. So i went to the funeral and about cried my eyes out. I got home went in the bathroom and cried some more. you see im trying to stay strong. i dont want my girlfriend to see me cry.a little too late for that. On top of all that i have finals this week. i have a damn board game due i think Wednesday and i hardly started it because i lost the assignment paper. on top of that i have this little voice in my head saying"if you fail this then its bye bye to graduation and college." So to make a long story short i Dont like funerals or school (atleast school this week)
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  • Eating: Just ate chocolate
  • Drinking: Regretfully not a beer
YAY schools started again........not . well i mean it has started but i don't like it. ya know i don't think anyone really likes school. in my opinion if you like school like honestly get up in the morn and say to yourself in that weird little voice. " oh yay school i wonder what new things 3will happen today." then your not normal and you never will be. i mean im normal for the most part. i get up and say in my overly tired voice." God damn it just another damn day that i have to suffer through 5 hours of meaningless classes that have nothing to do with the profession that im going into.
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  • Playing: tik tak toe in my head lol not
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  • Drinking: i just drank a pepsi max does that count?
Oh god school is about to start and im not ready. i haven't been able to put up any art on here. all of my watchers are prolly getting fed up wit me. i haven't been able to get up any money to get a scanner so i can put up some of my sketches. sorry guys ill eventually get one. just bear with me k?
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  • Reading: The Host
  • Watching: Naruto shippuden
  • Playing: Oblivion
  • Eating: Pistachios
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Ok so i joines this rp site i did this extensive character bio and hes a vamp then they tell me i have to start out human ugggg so i have to basically start from scratch its so annoying they didnt specify that in the rules so im off to redo the bio
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  • Reading: The Host
  • Watching: Tv
  • Playing: Oblivion
  • Eating: Pistachios
  • Drinking: Pepsi