Hi My name is nushi!, and I am Just a regular girl who loves art
I'm actually quite young, but I am very passionate about art.
I really like drawing, painting, and anything that's related to it basically.
I like to spend most of my free time doing it.
I realize that when I'm older I probably won't be able to keep all that free time, my responsibilities will probably catch up to me. Stuff like family, money, and a bunch of other stuff. With all that, a career in art seems like the only way I'll be able to keep doing it. So, I hope that this is something that I can continue doing professionally too! and not just as a hobby.
Because when I do art It's as if nothing else matters in the world. Only art can make me feel so many emotions.
Art makes me feel sad when I think of not being able to do it.
Art makes me feel angry and turn into a beast, when I have to do other things that take away time from it.
Art makes me worry when I make just one mistake in my drawing, or when one piece doesn't turn out the way I want. It makes me doubt myself, and my skills.
Art makes me feel determined. Determined to defeat everyone else in the same path as me. It makes me see people as rivals, because I want to be great at it too.
Art makes me feel scared. I see the people I know today aiming to be Engineers, or have a career in business. They tell me that they used to like art like me too, but gave up on it. It was like telling me it was too unrealistic of a dream to chase, with too little of a chance to achieve. I’m scared I will give it up too.
Art makes me feel unsatisfied with myself. No matter how good I get at it, it’s not that big of an achievement. There are too many talented people in this world, that I compare myself with. There will always be someone better than me. So no matter how many compliments I get, I will still feel unsatisfied.
Art makes me be harder on myself. I want to be great at it. I want to be the best at it. I want it so much it became a need. So of course, I have to push myself
Art makes me really happy, it’s the thing that cheers me up, and the thing that makes me cry tears of joy. :)
So, I hope that my art can also make the people on Deviantart really happy! I hope I’m able to make you guys smile when you look at my work.
I currently do traditional art for my drawings, but will work hard to learn digital!
Thank you for reading this far! I know I wrote a lot for a bio. But you can probably relate to some of the things I wrote if you read this much! ^^
Please do not send, re-post, or heavily reference my artwork without my consent.