I, honestly, didn't think that CS would decrease in recognition after the post I made (and the decisions made before/after June 2018) But it severely deteriorated in activity and I feel guilty because I never wanted to see the community failing, especially since it started being less and less spoken of once the team got fired altogether. Sure, it hurt everyone - both the team and the creator, but I do not wish anything negative upon the best community I have had the pleasure of interacting with.
Yes, I have had negative feelings since shit went down...but I still have some of the best memories from there? I just, I am petty, I stand up for what I believe when I feel I have been wronged. I came off as arrogant and stuck up but it's not to say that I did not care fuck all about the community. They will always be a family to me, something distant nowadays, but still...family.
With the Christmas season coming around the corner I feel it especially needs to be said that 2019 will be a twist of events for CS. I am sure of it. The creator is working hard for what they believe is right, and I respect that. I am done being stuck on believing things went to shit, because things need to fall apart to re-assemble into something better, bigger. So please guys, if you have read this far - check out blackie's work - they put their hard work and existence into CS. So, go love it, even if we're all just a distant memory....
Always here (never really gone),
P.s life be goooooooooooooood for me, so I be lovin' what made me into who I am 😘
Listening to: depressing af shit
Reading: Guide on how to trap
Watching: My life go by
Playing: With my emotions