My life is being a living hell at the time. My parents got divorced, my dad is getting married to another woman this June, my grandparents are dead and it feels like anyone I know or not don't really care about how I feel, they just pretend to understand. It feels like to me even my therapist does not care at all how I feel. Sometimes to me it feel like that I'm the one that caused these events from just existing. Sometimes I think of killing myself because I'm the one responsible.