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Well I'm just doing this to make me feel better... But I didn't explain how or when my Grandma passed away... It wasn't a good way to go... She had Alzheimer's and well... She was getting worse over the course of months... I wasn't there to see her... The last time I saw her was two-three years ago, I feel so ashamed of not seeing her in those years... If I knew that was going to be the last time I saw her, I would of wanted to come back to see her... But there's no use living with the regret... It's happened... And sadly... She's no longer here... I promised myself to see my Grandad more often now though...

She passed away on the 4th of February... It wasn't a very nice way to go... She went missing from her home at 4pm that day, after a few hours police and search teams were called in to try and find her... They spent 11 hours trying to find her... The weather was cold and wet... She was so vulnerable at her age being out in the cold... The search and rescue teams finally found here laying in a field... Sadly... She was already gone when they got to her... :tears: They did a post mortem and found out she died of a massive heart attack... No doubt the heart attack happened because she realised where she was and panicked after not knowing how she got there... Because of her Alzheimer's, she went walking somewhere and didn't realise where she was going... That's what triggered her heart attack...

When it happened... I was sad... But I soon got over it knowing she was in a better place and no longer suffering... The funeral however, broke me in two... It was surreal... So very surreal... Everything came flooding back to me, the memories I had with her, how she was hilarious with her quirky comments about things... How sweet she was... I loved her to bits and I am very regretful of not seeing her more often...

I love you Nanny, may you rest in peace... :tears: :heart: :heart: :heart:

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WolvesOverAll Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017
:cry: You can always talk to me, Kovu. :huggle:
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
Thank you Imma, your love and support helps a lot... I'm more than happy to consider you one of my best friends... I'm very grateful :huggle: :heart:
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WolvesOverAll Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
I'm feeling the same :hug: :D
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DJMIXX20 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017  Student General Artist
I am so sorry Kovu, it may not be easy letting someone go. But I am glad u can be strong about it. My notes are always open btw if u wanna talk
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
Thank you so much bestie... I know you're upset about how you have been messaging me but it's absolutely fine, really. Besides, you didn't know my Grandma has passed away anyway... You're still and will always be my best friend, no matter what... I love you bestie :hug: :heart:
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DJMIXX20 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Student General Artist
NUUUUUUU. I AM A SHITTY PERSON. UR ALWAYS SO NICE TO ME, AND MAKING ME FEEL BETTER BUT I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT A COMPLETE ASSHOLE. I DON'T ASK U HOW ARE U MORE THAN HALF THE TIME.
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JakeluWillWar Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry, friend... She's in a better place now...
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
She most definitely is... We all miss her, my family... But she's still here, watching over us... Thank you for your support my friend, it helps out alot... I'm very grateful :) :hug:
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JakeluWillWar Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem friend, hope everything gets better soon... Hug 
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Mali-Eru Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017
I know how it feels, sorry my friend u.u
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
Awww well... Thank you very much for your support, all of the love and support I'm getting is helping me out alot... I'm very grateful :hug:
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DoraeArtDreams-Aspy Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
im so sorry...
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017
Thank you for your support my friend... It helps me... :)
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DoraeArtDreams-Aspy Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
youre welcome :huggle:
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