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To all my friends wondering where I've gone or why I'm not talking a lot at the moment... I've had a very rough few days... today was my Grandma's funeral... :depressed:

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Daliilaa Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so sorry, Kovu!Sad Hug - Updated  I do know what it is to lose someone close. I lost my elder cousin a few years ago, and it was kind of difficult to get over it... Anyways, just remember that she lives in you, and she's always watching over you, I don't believe in God or anything... but I do think our closest friends and family members, when they past away, are always watching over us. :)

I think she's in a better place now, and... of course I know it's sad, but try to stay cheerful, I know it's difficult, and you probably won't be, but I'm sure it will make her happy.

Well, if you need to talk to anyone, I'm here for you! Just drop a note by. :hug:
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
Thank you so very much my dear friend, so far I'm getting there... I'm just a little exhausted from the overwhelming emotions and crying yesterday and Thursday... I've just wanted to be talking to Paula through this... and she has been wonderful... her love fills me with uplifting happiness... and I have many things to look forward too, like meeting her... To take my mind off everything, I actually talked to my parents about her yesterday for the first time... they both are happy and supporting us, which also made me very happy... :blushes:

Your love and support helps out a lot and I couldn't be more appreciative of having such a wonderful friend... one of my best friends most definitely :huggle: :heart:
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Daliilaa Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're most welcome ^^ I hope you feel better soon and see your gf very soon and have a lovely time!
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scrubbydoodles Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( ..... *all of the hugs* I know how hard this must be.. I lost my grandfather a few years ago and it tore me up. It sucked because when my mom told me he had died, I didn't really react badly. I kind of just said "Okay.." and didn't think about it too much... but then the funeral happened and I broke down majorly. I am definitely here for you no matter what, and since we obviously don't have any way of communicating better than here or notes on Lioden then maybe we can try just messaging on Skype if you need to? I can send you a note with my Skype name so I can keep it private, just don't really like sharing it with too many people. I'm here for you buddy :huggle:
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017
Ohhhh goodness... Thank you... Thank you so much... Yes, I was the same... My grandma passed away two weeks ago, but it didn't hit me as hard as the funeral did... It made me realise how much I actually loved her and how much she meant to me... I didn't always get the chance to see her... The last time I saw her was two years ago... Not knowing that was going to be the last time I'd see her... I still have many memories with her and my grandad though, happy ones and funny ones... I wish I could of seen her more often... But there's no use living in the past and living with regrets... All I can do is see my Grandad more often now.

I can't thank you enough for your wonderful love and support my dear friend... Truly... I'm so very happy to have met you on here... :huggle: :heart:
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scrubbydoodles Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
always here for you my friend ^-^ :huggle:
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WolvesOverAll Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017
I'm here for you, Kovu! :cling:
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017
Thank you Imma... your support helps... Sad Hug - Updated :heart:
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WolvesOverAll Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017
I know how it feels to loose someone...
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12lovelycuteness Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017   Artist
OMG.. i am so sorry.. :(
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017
Thank you... it means a lot... :tears: :huggle:
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12lovelycuteness Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017   Artist
Huggle! 
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DJMIXX20 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017  Student General Artist
OMG I am sooooo sorry I did not know. I hope ur Grammammy could rest in peace.




(I am the worst best friend ever)
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017
Don't worry bestie, she had a wonderful sending off... It was just very surreal when the funeral happened... It caught me off guard and I broke down...
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DJMIXX20 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017  Student General Artist
Hey, I really shitty now. U see I just thought u fucked me off because I was sending u notes, sending messages, and I just thought that it was a me thing. Now I feel pretty shitty. Honestly, I have thought out committing suicide twice in my life. The first time I was like 14 maybe even 13. It was when my grandmother's sister died (remember the lady I told u about when u grandpa had a stroke, yeah her.) She was like my everything, she was alway there for me and everything. She replaced the grandmother (her own sister) who was always so cruel to me. When she died a little part of me died as well. I started seeing shit, going fucking crazy I tell u. The night she died I felt that a little bit of it was my own fault because when she was in the hospital I didn't want to see her. My sister's who didn't know her as well as I did were taking care of her more than me, after all she did for me. 

The next time was kinda recent. It was my birthday time last year. My life was just a mess. Yeah on the outside it looked nice. I had a fiancee, I had the best grades. I was already in my 3rd year of college and I was old enough to be in my first. But one the inside everything just went wrong. My grandfather was in the hospital because of a heart attack, I had a mini heart attack, because of my health and some mixup at the airport after a whole 2 years of planning I couldn't go to Jamaica my life was just crumbling. Honestly, I never really complained about it to anyone, other than my little sis, but keeping these things a secret is bad. That way all the pain can manifest and eventually will boil to the point where it just explodes and u can't cope with it anymore
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