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:iconnovathelion97:NovaTheLion97 posted a status
It's best if everyone just gets on with their own lives/affairs instead of bothering to talk to me... I am far beyond a point where I can become a happier or better person now, I'm done for, I'm finished... Trust me, I'm not worth your time.. Just leave me to rot in my own petty pathetic presence. I'm a liability to anyone who talks or cares about me, I'll just end up dragging you down to my level of self hatred and impotence.

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firsthuntress Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Don't say that! I'm here to talk with you no matter what. I may not know how to communicate properly but at least I can hear u.u sometimes I get those horrible feelings too but maybe if you do things you enjoy your mood will get better. Trust me, if you can talk about your feelings openly like you do, the case is not lost. You just need to relax and get out more hun, and you will start to change your view of things :(
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
If I could get out more, I would but I am lost and i don't even know where to start. My confidence, self-esteem, everything has hit rock-bottom for me... I am clueless on where to even begin on fixing my attitude towards everything at the moment..
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firsthuntress Featured By Owner Edited Oct 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
You have no close friends? I mean, people who were good with you in the past? Even when you think that they don't care about you right now, they have their own problems and they are not always thinking about you, and sometimes, the only thing they need to notice is you telling them "hey bro, I'm not okay" :(
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
I "had" close friends but they went off with a different group of friends, so I never speak to them or hear from them anymore. They accused me of ignoring them all the time so I gave up on them, I didn't want to waste my time with them any longer. Ever since that, I have had no friends in real life, leaving me on my own...
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firsthuntress Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
I see... well, I (like the other people who commented in here) would appreciate if you don't don't pull us away. I don't know you very well, but you seem like a very nice person and I just can't go on on with my life knowing you are not okay u.u
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firsthuntress Featured By Owner Edited Oct 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
I'm saying that because when I was in your shoes, just talking with my best friend (someone that in that moment I felt away from) helped me a lot. That was the only thing I needed, then I started to talk to people and drawing and eventually, my my mood raised. Writing the stuff stuck in my head helps me too.
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
I'd reach out to my former best friend but I've said and done things to him that he could not forgive me for so I don't see why he would help me at all. I screwed up with my other friends by choosing to leave them because I wasn't fond on the stuff they were into (pretty bad stuff that I don't want to go into)
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Darkfury1087 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016   Digital Artist
No! I'll never leave! I've only just met you, and I wanna help!
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
I don't want any of my friends to go but if they choose to then I don't blame them, I'm useless to everyone. I'm at a point where I feel like nothing can be done...
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Darkfury1087 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016   Digital Artist
I don't think they'll leave.
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
They may not leave but they'll probably stop talking to me altogether, which I can fully understand. What use am I to them anyway? I'm hopeless...
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Darkfury1087 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016   Digital Artist
You're not hopeless. If anything, I feel like I want to be your friend. I wouldn't abandon you, especially if you needed help.
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
Although I'm happy to hear that you want to be my friend, but If I were you I'd just leave me, I'm really not worth the time or trouble...
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Darkfury1087 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016   Digital Artist
I wouldn't leave a friend! In fact, I had an extremely stressful and horrible experience with one of my friends, to the point where I told them I hate them. We still are friends, even after that. I wouldn't leave you.
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
I've been through that numerous times, probably why I have no friends left in real life...
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scrubbydoodles Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( I'm not leaving you friend. I'm always here for you, I'm sorry you fell this way and I just wish I could do something to help you...
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NovaTheLion97 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
I don't want you to go at all :tighthug: I just don't want to waste peoples time with the rubbish I deal with 24/7. I feel like I'm at a point where nothing can be done...
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scrubbydoodles Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( :hug:
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