sup bitzhes. no one cares bout my deviantart but i got tired of looking at the same old ass journal so here's a new one.
i'm doing more art lately, which is nice, and i'm finding the practice is helping me improve and that feels really good. so i hope i can keep finding the momentum!
bleh bleh blah
so i looked through my dev gallery, and it's a ridiculous spread of my art from age 15 till now. that's like five or six years' worth of art. i mean, i like that i have this stupid retrospective on hand, but then again... people are going to look at it and think i'm a fucking furry or something. and they'll see my anime style.
ANIME STYLE HAS RUINED ME I WILL NEVER ESCAPE IT
this is something that really bothers me.
anyway, i'm doing more art, which makes me pretty happy. (although it always looks like fucking anime) however, although i'm stoked to make art, i'm completely at a loss as to what i should draw or make or whatever.
haven't updated in a while (again), but at least i've sporadically been posting some art things.
i'm not sure what to do; making what i formally aspired to, pure 'cg' photoshop paintings of totally tangible characters isn't working out for me. that is to say, i feel that at this point if i haven't achieved the level of skill i want, it may be too late for me.
in addition, i'm having much more fun speedpainting beautiful bodies that are slightly unrealistic in all manner of different permutations. maybe someday i'll add quick, muscular men in too.
so what do i do? keep it up, hoping my skills improve, or what?
anyway, i'm also really into