PaperArtillery

Ohne dich, kann ich nicht sein..

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me to me by PaperArtillery, literature

no snow. by PaperArtillery, literature

no snow.

no snow, no lights, a barren tree. is this what it means to be thirty three? no snow, no lights, a tree covered in unfamiliar colors clearly wound up in weeks of waiting for a feeling that simply doesn't manifest itself and i think it's lost. we spent weeks buried in white crystals and the smell of Blue Ridge burning! was always in the air as the rivers swelled on the rare warm morning of January. and yet now. a spectre of the past. no snow. no fireplace and no embrace just emptiness. no snow. no snow. no snow. what happened to us?

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savior by PaperArtillery, literature

savior

i'm not used to this glow feeling so cold. the rain outside sounds like a constant drone of you're not good enough, you're not good enough but i keep fighting, fighting for some reason. she's hours away, she's hours away the boughs of the artificial tree seem to keep chanting but. soup is on the stove, rice in a pan as i drag my feet closer to another year heart pounding, pounding because my savior is a mixed blesssing and a curse but she has a name and i love it and can't shake it.

29 let's go by PaperArtillery, literature

29 let's go

scan, scan, scan. number after number. scan, scan, scan. tan, red, blue, green of endless mountain peaks and dust. a reason it's the end? with that black bar with a timestamp. scan, scan, scan. neck hurts from the magnifier. think that it'll be in my pocket after all its trails on the film. signatures, signatures to verify and verify. "scan, scan, scan: there's always something that you've missed." twenty-nine, let's go. twenty-nine, let's go. verify, verify. twenty-nine, let's go.

that will last by PaperArtillery, literature

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it's time, i heard her say by PaperArtillery, literature

it's time, i heard her say

i tripped and fell into the ocean. inverted, i gazed upward, full of saltwater and wonder and i dreamt i saw your gaze reflected, refracted through temperatures shining into view. i feel myself drowning in you. inhale on purpose. take in that intoxicating taste of being lost in you. eyes shimmering full of what-ifs and "why didn't you"s. it should always have been a little death by drowning, a slight surrender to something always there. i've hit the bed and can only look at the shimmer and sparkle as gentle, unforgiving breeze breaks the surface and sun into shards like diamonds and silver an angelic glow and safety razors and they sink,

her words, not mine by PaperArtillery, literature

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29 let's go

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it's time, i heard her say by PaperArtillery, literature

it's time, i heard her say

her words, not mine by PaperArtillery, literature

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About PaperArtillery

Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 5
United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Favourite Movies

Wristcutters; Oblivion; The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

Favourite TV Shows

Doctor Who; Gravity Falls; Haven

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tom Waits

Favourite Writers

J.R.R. Tolkien; Ray Bradbury

Favourite Games

World of Tanks; World of Warships

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Wacom Bamboo Pen

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Clarinet; Violin; Judeo-Paganism

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PaperArtillery

Apr 14, 2015

Spent entirely too much time on this World of Warships artwork mess. Now to actually play the game.

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PaperArtillery

Mar 6, 2012

Romantically Apocalyptic contest!

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Help me in my bid to win the delicious and shiny EPIC CONTEST 03: ROMANTICALLY APOCALYPTIC OC!  Go to my entry below (the thumbnail); if you're a deviantArt member, comment and favorite (well, only if you actually do like it).  If you're not familiar with the tastiest web-comic on the Internet, visit Romantically Apocalyptic and read up! The contest closes 7 March, and from what I can tell, top entries will be voted upon at that point or shortly thereafter. Romantically Apocalyptic © alexiuss (https://www.deviantart.com/alexiuss) :thumb288120822: Cheers, comrades and friends!