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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 2, 2015, 6:01 PM


I'm pissed off and in a shitty mood
Beware of language in this following rant. It won't be pretty, it won't be nice, no happy end note here.
You've been warned.








*******

I'm tired of people, relatives especially, telling me that everything I am doing with my life is a waste.
All I hear every fucking time I try to show something I am proud of to someone, I get stomped on emotionally and told it's a piece of shit because it isn't "realism."
Decided to draw something for my mother since I haven't seen her in months.  I know she hates my dragons and monsters so I go WAY out of my way to draw a dog for her.  I study anatomy and that bullshit all day and end up with something I am(or was) SO proud of.  
She says "Doesn't look like any dog I've ever seen."
I tell her that of course it doesn't, I don't use a realism style and she just tells me "Well then why waste your time drawing it? It isn't any good since it doesn't look real."

WELL FUCK THAT THEN.
We'll see the next time I do shit for you.

And you know what? People on this site suck.
I'm tired of working as hard as I fucking can to improve and do better and make people happy just to have everything I love get fucking metaphorically pissed on. 
I draw some adopts, BOOM, comments.
I draw some actual fucking artwork and pour my time and effort into it and no one gives a single fuck.
If I'm lucky I get some shitty comment about how it looks like something they have seen before or something isn't perfect on it.

I show things to my friends in real life and they just nod or say a bored, "cool." and go back to whateverthefuck they were doing or just ignore me all together, OR like usual, fucking criticize EVERY.DAMN.PART.

Fuck you people that do that kind of shit.
I like my art as it is and I'm WORKING AS HARD AS I CAN
Sorry my SHIT isn't good enough.

Sorry it doesn't make you fucks happy.

And to the people who genuinely love it, thank you with all my heart, you are the reasons I still draw even with these fucktards in my life.

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DarcWolfHeart Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
ugh i really hate people like this
but thing is bud, dont stop, spam thier faces and booties with your stuff
it makes YOU happy, and it makes YOU proud of something that you done for fucking hours, months or years (sorry havent known you long to know how long you been drawing exactly)
but listen to me bud, its worth it, carry on doing your art and designs
art is not one thing its billions of time, efforts and passion, and you have all that bro
you worked your bum off to make one perfect piece
so what if they dont like it because they are more interested in "realism"
sorry to say but does that even matter?
you went to school to learn to draw, not to learn realism, you picked up the pencil to find your own style, not a well known style called "realism", if everyone had "realism" art then nothing would be called art, it will be boring and all art would suck, thats why they call it art bud, because its part of you, its who you are, its what you like, its what you enjoy, its what you put your heart and soul into drawing and you should be so proud of it
they wont understand because they probably dont have interest and probably believe that 'realism' is the only type of art around, when thats not true at all, people dont understand art and 'talent' (fuck i hate that word, its not talent its time effort and commitment) its not created with a wave of a wand or click of the fingers, no one because that great in a heartbeat
there is no need to separate your art work honestly, we all love your art, dont stop art because of them or go post it elsewhere, srsly, spam them with your art, they dont like it then they know where the unwatch button or the door is, they should use it
and to be honest with you, you cant improve without someone giving you crit, but too much is just wow, tell them to fuck off, if you wont i will, they cant see the effort you put into your art work pieces if it bit them in the butt
im sorry that i dont comment/fav, but i dont have to to not love your art, because i love it ok? sometimes you may think if you hear it from so many people that its just becoming something you want to hear rather then having any meaning behind those words, and yea it gets serriouslllllllllllllly annoying when people say 'AWESOME' "COOL' "LOOKS RAD' 'WOW THATS AMAZING' its better if they put what part of it is amazing, what part of it they love about the picture, because it is heartbreaking hearing those words over and over
there will always be haters, but just remember bud, you ARE better then them 100000000% and much more, your my senpai and always will be <3
dont draw to impress others, its your art, do whatever you want with it, be creative, draw the most craziest of things, spam your page with so many different things, do it for yourself, because i can tell you from shit loads of years of experience, the second you try to draw to impress others, is the millisecond you want to stop art, people watch you to enjoy your art, because your art is so unique and different, like with my art, mine is semi realistic/anime style, that might not appeal to you, but i still draw because i love doing it, where as someone else might come along and watch me because they like that kind of art and those that watch you, can see you grow to become an even better artist at what you do, you will be pro no time, they can watch and enjoy watching you as your putting so much effort and time into improving
erm im probably not explaining this in an understandable way lol xDD
but i have probably wrote too much for you to read and bored you lol xDD
so ill stop here haha xDD
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015   General Artist
//lays on the floor at this// Thank you so much ohmyfuckinggodsDarc
I made another account for my other stuff as kind of a refresher, I've been wanting a new account for a while now, it was kind of a compromise with myself making it
I read it all though!!!
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DarcWolfHeart Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
//prods with stick gently// erm think i killed him, ermms i better go say sorry to your boyfriend haha xDD
jokes :)
and thats awesome, its good to start fresh, maybe have it like a back up kinda thing? well really you can do whatever you want with it, its your profile, just enjoy yourself and make more lovely things ok?
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015   General Artist
Yeah, I've been posting my canines on there!
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DarcWolfHeart Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
ill have a looksee later ;3;
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015   General Artist
oke
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DarcWolfHeart Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
but hope you feel better soon bud
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015   General Artist
thank yee
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Aerophoinix Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
ahh man I didn´t know you´re having such a bad time as an artist, I really like where you´re heading with your skills and I hate to see people stomp on you like that :B aww just as you say fuck people they can be narrow-minded shallow asses.
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
Yeah. Seriously.. thank you Aero
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Aerophoinix Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
hmm if you need something to let out your anger why not draw some vent-art? show those people that you will draw 'unrealistic' art regardless of what they say.
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
I can't. I don't even know if I'm going to draw and post things here for a long time after what has happened..
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Aerophoinix Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015   General Artist
:c hhmm I don´t know what to say. I don´t know your precise circumstances but if you stop uploading stuff because of it wouldn´t that mean 'they/it' win?
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
Thank you bby :heart: release the bombs upon them! I don't care! XD just let me fly over to Europe with you hahahaha
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ARPG-Q33N Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015
HHH OKAY //takes you with me while throwing bombs at the assholes// HUEHUE
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
huEHuehUe
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
//shrieks and lay on// this is why I love my internet mother. //clings to//
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Lady-Willow-River Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love you too Mr. Noodle-butt. *hugs*
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
//hugs super tight//
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Edited Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
Thank you so much Corebab :heart: 
I'm really glad my style is recognizable asdfghjkl I didn't even realize I had one until recently ; v ;
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Koreonn Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Student Digital Artist
No worries hun, I'm always here if you need someone to talk / vent to. ;w;
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015   General Artist
//clings// thank yeee ; v ;
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
Thank you Yami :heart:
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SiriusFlux Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Natsuki Shinomiya (Super hug) [V1]  your welcome drake ;v;
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1tiptip1 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
If people aren't interested in your art quit showing it to them.  I gave up talking about my ideas to most of my friends and just started spending more time with the ones more interested in my interests.  Less people but better quality to your time.


Also I like your designs.  I love Shudder Blink  (I know I said the name was temporary, but it kind of grew on me)
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
Yeah that's basically what I had done for a long time with my family but fuck.  I tried to make a GIFT and it gone thrown in my face like it's a piece of shit.

Thank you dear.
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
I'll try my best, as I always do.  I'm just FUMING after trying to do something nice and getting it thrown in my face like it's some fucking piece of shit.

I know how you feel with the poll as well.
I did a "how much have improved"
And tons of people said "Not at all." Why the fuck are they watching my sorry ass if they don't like it?

Thank sky
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Empyreaus Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's ok bro, I understand. I'd be furious too.

I feel, sadly, that many people feel as though they can be mean because of anonymity. 
You can't tell who votes what on the polls so I think some individuals feel inclined to be hurtful.
They could also be jealous. Or just plain rude.

Of course c:>

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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
rude
they are rude
too rude
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Empyreaus Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yesss
so i shall slap them all for you! C:<<
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
slap my mother
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Empyreaus Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
////slaps with the mighty force of 10000000 exploding suns
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
Thank.




I named the dog I draw A+ for Effort XD
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Noodle-Drake Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015   General Artist
I'll try my best, as I always do.  I'm just FUMING after trying to do something nice and getting it thrown in my face like it's some fucking piece of shit.
Thanks hon 
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