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Matthew Gollschewski
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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 9 years
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My Bio
I've got some kind of severe social anxiety problem, so I freak out over small missteps I've made and hermit myself away from time to time. I'm fairly good-natured under the crazy, though!

Favourite Visual Artist
Brian Froud
Favourite Movies
The Neverending Story
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Regurgitator
Favourite Writers
I should probably say Grace McDermott since she's my significant other. >_>
Favourite Games
Exalted
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, sketchbook and scanner.
Other Interests
Almost anything. I'm an incurable dilletante

So anyway.

So anyway.

I'm leaving the previous entry up. It represents an important part of me, even if it's not really 100% true. Anyway, I'm really, truly trying to force myself to start a quick, simple webcomic as practice for eventually doing something greater. By which I mean I occasionally think about it in oblique terms or stare at a screen or sketchbook page intending to draw but doing nothing at all. Hrn.

Hollow

Hollow

I want nothing save to want something. I have no motivation, no inspiration, no desire. The only real emotion I feel is for Stormy. I go through the motions of happiness, sadness and anger just to mask the emptiness from myself. I try to push myself to do things so that maybe the ball can start rolling and I can want to be doing things. Actually, I do want to do things in a general sense, but there's no individual thing that I want to do. Even drawing is just something I do because it's a thing I can actually kinda do. I know I should try to practice to get better so I can be good enough to have some pride in my work, but I don't have anythi

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