Nonsensicles

I'm leaving the previous entry up. It represents an important part of me, even if it's not really 100% true.Anyway, I'm really, truly trying to force myself to start a quick, simple webcomic as practice for eventually doing something greater. By which I mean I occasionally think about it in oblique terms or stare at a screen or sketchbook page intending to draw but doing nothing at all. Hrn.

I want nothing save to want something. I have no motivation, no inspiration, no desire. The only real emotion I feel is for Stormy. I go through the motions of happiness, sadness and anger just to mask the emptiness from myself.I try to push myself to do things so that maybe the ball can start rolling and I can want to be doing things. Actually, I do want to do things in a general sense, but there's no individual thing that I want to do. Even drawing is just something I do because it's a thing I can actually kinda do. I know I should try to practice to get better so I can be good enough to have some pride in my work, but I don't have anyth...