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nightmare from the other week
I'd picked up some sort of tablet connected to some arg hotline thing - i listened to its introduction and turned it off, not interested in it. i tried calling someone and it put me through to some middle aged detective - he was talking as if he had some expectation of me calling but was busy and talking like he'd just made s breakthrough in a murder case - he didn't say that, it was in his voice. i read something about people in this arg having some conspiracy behind them thats basically fake ransoming. at some time i was meeting with my grandma and brother at Walmart who both seemed to be condescending to me needing a ride at uncharacter
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Commentaries on the Numeric Sigil Belief System
The numeric sigils crafted as the baseboard of my belief system were, like many spiritual things that become belief systems, were created in a random and fleeting moment that became eternalized into the soul as an obsession. The number sequence being 9 4 21 2 22. Originally (mis) interpreted from mishearing an energetically sung song during a vulnerable moment in life. Instead of fading into meaninglessness like such instances ought to naturally, per the (possibly future) advice of chaos's frenzied way of using something seemingly meaningless and random as something more, something soulbound (i believe this is cousin to a Discordian parable
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Chapel Arcadian Commentaries Vol I
the renevant represents the human nature of undying will. where great will can be exerted in life, it will only remain after death if it is sincere and born from the fire of self mastery. a man can exert his will and terrible power on a hundred thousand other men but history tells us that such presidence fades after their passing where the whip of the tyrannical despot no longer terrorizes the innocent. this is because such accomplishments were born of greed and lust, and no sincere desire born from the depths of the soul that is carried with it's blessing - the soul does not care for lands of gold and mountains of diamond, such material triv
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nightmare from the other week
I'd picked up some sort of tablet connected to some arg hotline thing - i listened to its introduction and turned it off, not interested in it. i tried calling someone and it put me through to some middle aged detective - he was talking as if he had some expectation of me calling but was busy and talking like he'd just made s breakthrough in a murder case - he didn't say that, it was in his voice. i read something about people in this arg having some conspiracy behind them thats basically fake ransoming. at some time i was meeting with my grandma and brother at Walmart who both seemed to be condescending to me needing a ride at uncharacter
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Commentaries on the Numeric Sigil Belief System
The numeric sigils crafted as the baseboard of my belief system were, like many spiritual things that become belief systems, were created in a random and fleeting moment that became eternalized into the soul as an obsession. The number sequence being 9 4 21 2 22. Originally (mis) interpreted from mishearing an energetically sung song during a vulnerable moment in life. Instead of fading into meaninglessness like such instances ought to naturally, per the (possibly future) advice of chaos's frenzied way of using something seemingly meaningless and random as something more, something soulbound (i believe this is cousin to a Discordian parable
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Chapel Arcadian Commentaries Vol I
the renevant represents the human nature of undying will. where great will can be exerted in life, it will only remain after death if it is sincere and born from the fire of self mastery. a man can exert his will and terrible power on a hundred thousand other men but history tells us that such presidence fades after their passing where the whip of the tyrannical despot no longer terrorizes the innocent. this is because such accomplishments were born of greed and lust, and no sincere desire born from the depths of the soul that is carried with it's blessing - the soul does not care for lands of gold and mountains of diamond, such material triv
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job ripped out of my hands, pc too (with it my ability to make any art to make sense of all this stress and turmoil), and other things i greatly fear to be the same its bad enough as it is, my anxiety and evident mental shortcomings are becoming tantamount lately it feels like im drowning trying to keep my head above the hopelessness watching hours pass by when its not a tornado of worry stress dread paranoia its bitter lifeless static i thought myself beyond this so many times i try to change, i make progress to be stuck back at square one when the shit hits my mind constantly feels on fire like a war is being waged inside my head, i recieve no headaches but it is not painless, there is undescribable physical pain in my head that makes it feel like its literally burning
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despite what otherwise may be going on i have received an opportunity in a job of which i prefer, this is a godsend from heaven to i will put my all into it
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this is such a hellish chapter in my life the fire that boils this water will give rise to the steam that precipitates from the clouds
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pura-follia|Hobbyist Digital Artist
FLCL - Haruko Stunned thanks for the fave dude!  really appreciate it Komachi Wants to [REDACTED] You. 
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NonatumsTheGreat|Hobbyist General Artist
Np dude, keep improving! :)
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Thanks for +faving my dragon sculpture! There are many more handmade dragon figurines in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
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NonatumsTheGreat|Hobbyist General Artist
Oh sure - I like seeing unique mediums of art, and sculpting is rare to come across on this site, keep it up :)
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GrimLumina|Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav its my second day so it means lots :)
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NonatumsTheGreat|Hobbyist General Artist
oh no problem, nice work
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Thanks for the fav
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