Yep. That's what it is.
It might be a reasonable excuse though =_=
While I'm trying to work as much as I can, I started to notice that my personal life and self time has started to slip away. I'm no longer active on personal accounts, and I'm more distant with my friends, who are more like acquaintances now. Yesterday, I have checked a few families that I was following on my personal account, and I was shocked. My dear, beautiful, fluffy friends have passed away. There were a couple of families of bunnies and cats that I grew very fond of. It felt like they were my pets too, and now that I got carried away with trying to succeed with my art, I have completely missed out on experiencing those precious moments of their lives. I can still view their pictures, but knowing that they've crossed the rainbow bridge makes me incredibly sad.
I don't know how to balance my art work and my life anymore.
My health is slipping away too.
I have created a few new friends for myself though, and it does warm up my heart.
My lovely Mouse King, my bunnies and sea creatures... I want to create even more, but I don't want to leave this real world completely. I still want to be a part of it, but I'm drowning in my own world of fantasies.