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what to do ?!! the inspiration lost  i can't design anything really i even lost the ability to think of new idea , I hate to open photoshop  i even hate my account here !! i feel ammm i don't know how i feel but i don't want to see any kind of art i feel helpless ,, inside of me i want to back to design and making art but i just can't !!

what to do to get my self out from this strange feeling i have ?
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7jpIMvpLKkw
the old dream of being a bird, one day ....,, When I returned , I had become a real bird, no doubt and my eyes were welling with thousands of images, heavens, colors, and was filled with tales, and I try to fly so I could touch the sky .. To touch the roof of the world



to my first love

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 28, 2010, 12:51 PM
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7jpIMvpLKkw
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إلى سمائي الأولى
أحبكِ بكلّ ما أوتيت من إحساس وإن خلوتُ من إحساسي الفطري إلا بكِ
أنا الراكض خلف ترابِ معركة وجودي البائس المتصاعدة خارج مداراتك



by_WordsAreMyWeakness

i'm supper happy now i can change my setting and add cool stuff ,ohhh if any one have cool tricks to do with my new membership plz tell me . ohhhhhh how can i add pic here ?!! i try to do it right now but i didn't know how !! :wtf:
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pit7RS4mPI0
  • Reading: Kekkaishi manga
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7036E-Ngww8
  • Reading: Samurai Deeper Kyo manga
hi every one , i know that no one miss me lool but i'm sorry for not submit any new work , i was so busy with work and i have a lot of decision to make in life... so wish me the best
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zr9EKJatJvA
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwMsLW…
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Wcg4AVU-Ok
I’m terrified but I’m not leaving Know that I must must pass this test



So just pull the trigger
  • Listening to: Pink - Please don't leave me
my childhood was the most happiest time ever,we was  and still big family with a lot of brothers and sis and as I said before we  was Badwuin family with big farm with a lot if Sheep and goats and camels.

I was Literally happy , but after we moved to city everything change  life and ppl and even my family, *zaman we was so simple in how to deal with life, even our feeling wear different , With the complexities of city life, my father became more cautious, life became more complex, more tied, I remember when we was live in the farm I can go out from the early morning till midnight without question, I wear only *6r7ah without *Abaya  and it was not a problem to my family , I sit down and talk and Laugh with my  cousins without reservations, now I do not know how they look like !!!

I don't want to be a kid again !! but I want to live this life again a big farm with a lots of sheep and goats , a simple life without city complexities of how you act , talk , wearing , live , your house , car , job , even who you marry !! you have to be modern !!

It's not that I don't like modern life  !! but I don't like fake,I think I'm a modern in how I live, act  but I don't like to have this modern feeling !! if you get what i mean by modern feeling!!


old post with same feeling !!

*zman= mean long time a go
*6r7ah= something women wear to cover their hair
*Abaya= something women wear to cover their whole body
Finlay, Breaking Benjamin released the now album - Dear Agony -

I didn't hear the whole album but their is pretty good dame song song

one of my :+fav: song www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGrM1s…


I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy whithin
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin - Dear Agony
  • Watching: Kekkaishi
حزنك يتخذ أبعاداً جديدة,يتشكل هالة عتمة تحاول تبديدها كل يوم بالنكات التي تفتعل,يضحك عليك العالم,وتبكي في داخلك..انتصارك الأوحد أن لا أحد يسمع هذا البكاء .


www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIx1Me…
  • Listening to: Fairuz - wynon
  • Watching: Kekkaishi
  • Listening to: The Game - Better On The Other Side
Michael Jackson Tribute


i690.photobucket.com/albums/vv…



*If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same,
then everything that happens in between can be dealt with
*Michael Jackson



www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNJ8cJ…

why you have to gooooooo ,
i'm super happy i have been tag : ) this my first time i was not know what has been tag mean lol

I've been tagged by  :iconlizcohn:
*lizole
and by the lovely old man  :iconrichardleach:
*tinkwig

   so you have to

1 Post these rules.
2 Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3 Choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
4 Go to their page and send a message (and a link to your journal) saying you tagged them.
5 NO tag-backs.



8 Things about me

1)  i have modeling body whowhow

2)my first cigarette when i was 6 years old !!

3) And on the age of six years,  i burned part of our farm also

4)Obsessed with fashion

5)Addicted to reality t.v show

6)I hope to get married Korean

7)when i was 7-year-old  i tested the theory of the seven cats souls in little cat from our farm , which ended with the murder of a small cat (this past) now I love cats

I love the green finger nails

okay my  tag


:iconyellowsound:
~YellowSound
P I A N K A '

:iconhearte:
~hearte

:iconmagooey:
*magooe

:iconapt70:
~apt70

:iconwoefoep:
~woefoep

:iconrdalpes:
=rdalpes

:iconnonsense-prophet:
*Nonsense-Prophet

:iconethelind:
~Ethelind
Crime is done, I'm alone in the night.
There's no one to save, and there's no one to fight,
Now you're gone and I'm just looking around,
Chasin' shadows and traces in the sky, on the ground.

I pay for the miracle,
Father, don't take him away.
Rise up for a miracle,
Save him or don't let me stay...

Such a shame now you're out of my reach,
And it hurts, I don't know should I curse, should I preach?
Play the game - put a gun to your head,
Smile - give me a shot - pull the trigger - you're dead...

Goin' down, you're goin' down all the way,
Down the needle park.
Goin' down, you're goin' down like a little child,
Lost in the dark...

Last, last goodbye - you'll take yours and I'll take mine.
Dance around candle like a butterfly,
Can you tell me why?
Last, last goodbye - bitter as the silent cry,
Blowin' out the chance to do a second try,
Just another try...

Day by day, crossin' oceans of pain,
God I wish I could stop this old runaway train.
Far away like a shadow, a ghost,
Now the magic is gone and the spirit is lost...

Goin' down, you're goin' down all the way,
Down the needle park.
Goin' down, you're goin' down like a little child,
Lost in the dark...

Last, last goodbye - you'll take yours and I'll take mine.
Dance around candle like a butterfly,
Can you tell me why?
Last, last goodbye - bitter as the silent cry,
Blowin' out the chance to do a second try,
Just another try