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I have to be honest; I'm scared of the new year. Because my health haven't been well; I feel like every New Year I'm close to death than ever. First it was down the street, then they're on the corner and now I feel like it's become my next door neighbor. It made me more concerned about my health and the people who I hang around with. I know I should be having the 2 Timothy 1:7 in my brain. But I can't help to be human and be afraid. I know God will take care of me I'm just afraid we're going to end up next. God knows I'm not perfect and I make some mistakes. That's why I had to repent daily of every single thing. New Year's used to be exciting but seem like there's a many ways of people dying. Unnecessary shooting at unnecessary place. At the place where you supposed to feel security; safe. Have I not learned this by now? Nothing safe in the world? The Learning Never Stop. So I guess so I'm still trying to figure things out.