I am in my early twenties with two associate degrees; one in electronic media and the other in office technology. I have come to question my sexuality and my gender. I was born a female and have identified myself as such until recently.

I've come to call into question a lot of things, not just about my sexuality and gender but also who I am as a person. I've been around negative influences for as long as I can remember. I've changed and shaped myself to the situation so I could survive it.

When I realized this, I also realized that I didn't know who I really am. I know how I act around many different people but I don't know how I should be acting as myself. I have so many questions and no answers on how to find myself.

Music, art, photography and friends are what keep me going. My medicine helps but really when it comes down to it, those four things really push me to keep going. There are times when it all just seems like to much but music kind of frees me. I could listen to music for hours and feel a sense of peace.

Any way I can escape from my reality into another, I jump at the chance. Music, art, photography, reading, writing, anime, manga, etc. I've almost become obsessed with it all just to have some sort of safe escape.

Don't be surprised if you find a burst of pictures posted from me one day and then nothing from me for a few weeks or so. I've probably got lost in a different reality but I'll be back soon!

Help feed my caffeine addiction?