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IT NEVER HAPPENED

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IT NEVER HAPPENED

It never happened No possible way to breathe Your massive hands I loved When they were inside me Caressing me Your massive hands Pinched my nose shut Pushed over my mouth Black dots swirling in my vision This is how I will die I will die looking at you Looking at the face I love The face I stared into When my hands gripped your hair When you were inside me Making me scream My screams cut off my breath cut off I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you It never happened The sound of bone snapping Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of Your grasp The grasp I craved around my hips On my breasts My screams The flowers you were so
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IT NEVER HAPPENED

I

IT NEVER HAPPENED

It never happened No possible way to breathe Your massive hands I loved When they were inside me Caressing me Your massive hands Pinched my nose shut Pushed over my mouth Black dots swirling in my vision This is how I will die I will die looking at you Looking at the face I love The face I stared into When my hands gripped your hair When you were inside me Making me scream My screams cut off my breath cut off I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you It never happened The sound of bone snapping Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of Your grasp The grasp I craved around my hips On my breasts My screams The flowers you were so
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Disclaimer:

Please discount the deviant i.d. above, as it was made in 2005. I haven't uploaded anything to deviantart since 2009. I am starting again on 10/04/14. Patience is needed because i might be a little rusty.

Current Residence: winston, oregon
Favourite genre of music: electroclash.synthpop.ebm.trip-hop.industrial.new wave.70/80's punk&goth.post-punk.
Favourite photographer: Tony Ward.Natacha Merritt.Helmut Newton.Guy Bourdin.David LaChapelle.Irving Penn.
Favourite style of art: photography
Operating System: Windows7
Wallpaper of choice: chris corner (iamx)
Skin of choice: my own.

Favourite Visual Artist
Camille Rose Garcia.
Favourite Movies
Hellraiser.Pan's Labyrinth.Reservoir Dogs.Planet Terror.Black Swan.Children of Men.Interview with the Vampire.
Favourite TV Shows
The Walking Dead.BTVS.Breaking Bad.Dexter.X-Files.American Horror Story.Lost.True Blood.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
iamx.depechemode.smiths/morrissey.ladytron.nick cave.sistersofmercy.hurts.chvrches.the cure.lush.misfits.cocteau twins.tori amos(only albums before "The Beekeper").bat for lashes.vnv nation.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 3.

Silver Lining

Silver Lining

Wow. Finally. I'm back. I had lost all drive, inspiration, and creativity because of my battle with drug addiction and alcoholism. I have not submitted anything since 2009. The addiction was my whole life, and I forgot about my passions. I lost my drive, inspiration, and dignity. I have had two 90-120 day stints in rehab at Transformations Wellness Center, in Klamath Falls, Oregon. I graduated the first time, was kicked out 10 days away from graduation for non-compliance. This was in May of 2013. Since then there have been a lot of slip ups&full on relapses; but, I kept trying. Every time I tried again to be sober, I learned a little mo
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facebook

facebook

If you do not have a facebook account, & want to get a hold of me....i suggest you pony up and get a damn fb account. It's pretty much the only way to get a hold of me, lately. I will have a new cell phone by this weekend, but it's not as if many of you will get that #. to add me on facebook: http://facebook.com/strychnineheart also, I have a fanpage for my artwork on fb: my-electricity.org (m-e.org)& the "art"work of Lori Stevenson on Facebook
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03/02/09

03/02/09

i've been told how to fix my external, so hopefully i can start getting to work (art) again. i miss it terribly... i have facebook now. look me up: blackcat@my-electricity.org
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antimekiiHobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the brushes :) I'll go use the blood brush
nitrateHobbyist Interface Designer
i love you! :heart:
Thank you for the brushes :)
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Many Thanks for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:
kamikazequeerHobbyist Writer
You have so many boobs in your favs. So do I. Haha. :D