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Lori
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IT NEVER HAPPENED
It never happened No possible way to breathe Your massive hands I loved When they were inside me Caressing me Your massive hands Pinched my nose shut Pushed over my mouth Black dots swirling in my vision This is how I will die I will die looking at you Looking at the face I love The face I stared into When my hands gripped your hair When you were inside me Making me scream My screams cut off my breath cut off I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you It never happened The sound of bone snapping Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of Your grasp The grasp I craved around my hips On my breasts My screams The flowers you were so
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I
IT NEVER HAPPENED
It never happened No possible way to breathe Your massive hands I loved When they were inside me Caressing me Your massive hands Pinched my nose shut Pushed over my mouth Black dots swirling in my vision This is how I will die I will die looking at you Looking at the face I love The face I stared into When my hands gripped your hair When you were inside me Making me scream My screams cut off my breath cut off I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you It never happened The sound of bone snapping Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of Your grasp The grasp I craved around my hips On my breasts My screams The flowers you were so
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Silver Lining
Wow. Finally. I'm back. I had lost all drive, inspiration, and creativity because of my battle with drug addiction and alcoholism. I have not submitted anything since 2009. The addiction was my whole life, and I forgot about my passions. I lost my drive, inspiration, and dignity. I have had two 90-120 day stints in rehab at Transformations Wellness Center, in Klamath Falls, Oregon. I graduated the first time, was kicked out 10 days away from graduation for non-compliance. This was in May of 2013. Since then there have been a lot of slip ups&full on relapses; but, I kept trying. Every time I tried again to be sober, I learned a little mo
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If you do not have a facebook account, & want to get a hold of me....i suggest you pony up and get a damn fb account. It's pretty much the only way to get a hold of me, lately. I will have a new cell phone by this weekend, but it's not as if many of you will get that #. to add me on facebook: http://facebook.com/strychnineheart also, I have a fanpage for my artwork on fb: my-electricity.org (m-e.org)& the "art"work of Lori Stevenson on Facebook
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03/02/09
i've been told how to fix my external, so hopefully i can start getting to work (art) again. i miss it terribly... i have facebook now. look me up: blackcat@my-electricity.org
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thespook's avatar
:peace: 

How you doing these days? 
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antimekii|Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the brushes :) I'll go use the blood brush
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nitrate|Hobbyist Interface Designer
i love you! :heart:
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Thank you for the brushes :)
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Many Thanks for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:
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You have so many boobs in your favs. So do I. Haha. :D
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