It never happened
No possible way to breathe
Your massive hands I loved
When they were inside me
Caressing me
Your massive hands
Pinched my nose shut
Pushed over my mouth
Black dots swirling in my vision
This is how I will die
I will die looking at you
Looking at the face I love
The face I stared into
When my hands gripped your hair
When you were inside me
Making me scream
My screams cut off my breath cut off
I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you
It never happened
The sound of bone snapping
Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of
Your grasp
The grasp I craved around my hips
On my breasts
My screams
The flowers
you were so
It never happened
No possible way to breathe
Your massive hands I loved
When they were inside me
Caressing me
Your massive hands
Pinched my nose shut
Pushed over my mouth
Black dots swirling in my vision
This is how I will die
I will die looking at you
Looking at the face I love
The face I stared into
When my hands gripped your hair
When you were inside me
Making me scream
My screams cut off my breath cut off
I love you mom I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you
It never happened
The sound of bone snapping
Arm limp and twisted as it fell out of
Your grasp
The grasp I craved around my hips
On my breasts
My screams
The flowers
you were so
Please discount the deviant i.d. above, as it was made in 2005. I haven't uploaded anything to deviantart since 2009. I am starting again on 10/04/14. Patience is needed because i might be a little rusty.
Current Residence: winston, oregon Favourite genre of music: electroclash.synthpop.ebm.trip-hop.industrial.new wave.70/80's punk&goth.post-punk. Favourite photographer: Tony Ward.Natacha Merritt.Helmut Newton.Guy Bourdin.David LaChapelle.Irving Penn. Favourite style of art: photography Operating System: Windows7 Wallpaper of choice: chris corner (iamx) Skin of choice: my own.
Favourite Visual Artist
Camille Rose Garcia.
Favourite Movies
Hellraiser.Pan's Labyrinth.Reservoir Dogs.Planet Terror.Black Swan.Children of Men.Interview with the Vampire.
Favourite TV Shows
The Walking Dead.BTVS.Breaking Bad.Dexter.X-Files.American Horror Story.Lost.True Blood.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
iamx.depechemode.smiths/morrissey.ladytron.nick cave.sistersofmercy.hurts.chvrches.the cure.lush.misfits.cocteau twins.tori amos(only albums before "The Beekeper").bat for lashes.vnv nation.
Wow. Finally. I'm back.
I had lost all drive, inspiration, and creativity because of my battle with drug addiction and alcoholism. I have not submitted anything since 2009. The addiction was my whole life, and I forgot about my passions. I lost my drive, inspiration, and dignity.
I have had two 90-120 day stints in rehab at Transformations Wellness Center, in Klamath Falls, Oregon. I graduated the first time, was kicked out 10 days away from graduation for non-compliance. This was in May of 2013. Since then there have been a lot of slip ups&full on relapses; but, I kept trying. Every time I tried again to be sober, I learned a little mo
If you do not have a facebook account, & want to get a hold of me....i suggest you pony up and get a damn fb account. It's pretty much the only way to get a hold of me, lately. I will have a new cell phone by this weekend, but it's not as if many of you will get that #.
to add me on facebook: http://facebook.com/strychnineheart
also, I have a fanpage for my artwork on fb:
my-electricity.org (m-e.org)& the "art"work of Lori Stevenson on Facebook
i've been told how to fix my external, so hopefully i can start getting to work (art) again. i miss it terribly...
i have facebook now. look me up: blackcat@my-electricity.org