The time has come for another update and WHOOOO BOIIII SON it's a doozy.
(plus a little ask for financial help at bottom ouo")
So last update came to you guys in July, and just as expected-> that month went to hell and back and made me suffer...but then what hadn't?
-> I managed to pass a course I was near-failing in, but bless my old asian stats proff for helping me out during rough times
-> I passed my second course with a B+ standing
-> I made it through majority of my contract at Wonderland, while being transferred to a different ride (which tbh has helped a huge lot cuz it's a lot more chill)
-> and my mental and emotional health took a dive bomb to the point where my 7-day Cuba vacation didn't feel like it existed.
Many close friends already know that I come from a/highly/ dysfunctional family. (I mean who doesn't these days tbh? but anyways...)
But in the recent 2 years or so things have been slowly spiralling downward and escalating in 'worse-ness' level up until July 4th when my father unit had to be apprehended by the police and his unhealthy hoard of firearms confiscated...yet he returned the very next day.
Needless to say it's a very complex family situation since that day and neither he nor we (mom n me) have left the house (or have even been able to due to a plethora of reasons I won't elaborate on
I WANT TO STRESS THAT EVERYONE IS OK FOR NOW it's just a bunch of toxicity and rudeness/pettiness/mental pressuring during a very delicate situation
that cannot be easily resolved
by even the new year i\m guessing.TDLR:
crazy family situation is stressin me out/affecting my work ethic and it's a tricky situation that can\t be resolved easily/ in short amount of time
....most of you can already guess what kind of 'tricky situation' it could be, but I honestly don''t want to elaborate/ explain etc
>> PLEASE, do not ask about details/ if I'm ok etc, I'm surviving/ been surviving for a while and nothing about me personally is going to change. I'm the same old busy, tired, nin....just with a little extra stress tacked on! I'm fortunate enough to have very kind, supportive, friends both irl and online and that's all I could ever ask for. I do not want to further negativity on any of my blogs or postings
and that is what I will continue to do! <<
In other news:
My work contract ends October 31st......however these hours are for an all-month-long event called 'haunt' which means the park is open from (am-5pm and then closes for 2hr prep/rest and reopens at 7pm and runs alllllll the way till 1am.....every weekend till the end f the month
. So of course my shift for this month are going to be crazy, but not impossible to manage, hopefully not 3 shifts every weekend though....
THINGS TO NOTE:
- I'm going to have at least 2 shifts every weekend till 31st - last shift- for the month of october
- on top of this I have reading responses due every week, 2 major essays and my first midterm....all in one convenient month
- all of this plus my mom being gone for a week leaving me with this man for the beginning ...means a very long, very tiring month
I'm going to take a break from commissions (besides them 2 that don't have a deadline/are chill projects) till November
I'll be taking time to try work through the trades queue I have/ just random gifts for friendos cuz i love them Most-likely I'll be in contact with people from trello, posting on twitter, or workign on my toyhou.se profiles for my kiddos/ some small stress-free stuff on the side when i'm not doing crazy things xd
As always IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS REGARDING YOUR COMMISSIONS/ITEMS ON TRELLO
, GIVE ME A HOLLA IN THE NOTES/DMS ON DISCORD. As busy as I am, I am always available to address your concerns!
Nin the Derp
PS- In just another 'nin dun goofed' moment, I may have over-payed on my financial aid loan and need help recovering the $720 in some way to pay it beack before Next month's end latest
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