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Missing You
Missing you is hard Harder than answering questions without doing the reading Missing you is sad Sadder than watching A Walk to Remember without you Missing you is cold Colder than slipping in a puddle of freshly thawed snow Missing you is scary Scarier than remember a paper is due just before I fall asleep Missing you is worth it Because I know I’ll see you again, And in the meantime... I’ll remember how much I love you. Yea, missing you is worth it!
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Missing You
Missing you is hard Harder than answering questions without doing the reading Missing you is sad Sadder than watching A Walk to Remember without you Missing you is cold Colder than slipping in a puddle of freshly thawed snow Missing you is scary Scarier than remember a paper is due just before I fall asleep Missing you is worth it Because I know I’ll see you again, And in the meantime... I’ll remember how much I love you. Yea, missing you is worth it!
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Oct 21
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Tap Tap Tap
I hate being a writer sometimes. Having the compulsion to write when I'm upset. Knowing that I'll feel better once I get the words out of my head and on paper, if only a little. The glow of the key board compels my fingers to tap tap tap away the words. To tap tap tap out the emotion that's ebbing through my brain like the water on the Mississippi in the middle of a rainy season threatening to over take the banks. To tap tap tap until the swirling stress in my stomach can find some relief in the solace of the blank page become clouded with black. Better a clouded page than a clouded brain I argue, and yet the argument is neither won nor lose.
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The Debt You Owe
I guess I should say that you owe me apology. Whether you've seen the ledger or not, you owe me. You owe me for putting up with an asshole who didn't have the time or money to deal with my problems anymore. For flaking out and giving up on friendship to. You know that probably hurt more than losing you as a boyfriend. I honestly always had a lot of guilt during our relationship because I thought you were a better friend than a boyfriend. So when you gave up on me, it really hurt my feelings. I felt like you were leaving this awesome person because your life was so damn important. My life didn't feel as important as yours. And I don't know whe
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To the boy who breaks my heart
To the boy who breaks my heart because I care too much and he cares not at all: Fine! You win. I'm going to stop caring. I'm going to ignore you like you ignore me. I'm going to wall up my heart against the hurt I let in. I'm done. I guess I thought I was the exception. The girl who wouldn't fall for guy who acted nice just so he could sleep with me. You know him, he pretends to care, is there when you need him, and yet when it comes down to it he sucks as a friend. He likes hanging out with you when he's bored, and when he's bored with you he makes he feel bad. You're the intruder. I wish I had a giant hammer to knock his skull into his bra
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heidi-wong|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey! love your photography. do you go to lafayette?? :)
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Nilegurl20|Student Photographer
No, I don't. I was there for a Forensics competition. Thanks for the fave!
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OliviaRosePhoto|Student Photographer
thank you so much for the watch!
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IndianRain| Photographer
Thanks for the fave!
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GayatriLight|Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome
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Thanks for the :+fav:
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