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Bunny by CloudySkyCupcake Bunny :iconcloudyskycupcake:CloudySkyCupcake 1,351 138 Forster Fantasy by CainPascoe Forster Fantasy :iconcainpascoe:CainPascoe 940 50 Reflections of Winter by FramedByNature Reflections of Winter :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 215 10 Meteorological Mirror by FramedByNature Meteorological Mirror :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 296 20 Badlands Spin II by FramedByNature Badlands Spin II :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 146 14 Chatham County Chaos by FramedByNature Chatham County Chaos :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 91 8 Savannah Reflections II by FramedByNature Savannah Reflections II :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 274 11 Abandoned By the Boondocks by FramedByNature Abandoned By the Boondocks :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 325 22 A Crescent Shoreline by CainPascoe A Crescent Shoreline :iconcainpascoe:CainPascoe 424 46 Vintage Beach by Lady-Tori Vintage Beach :iconlady-tori:Lady-Tori 476 20 Chapter 7 by Oer-Wout Chapter 7 :iconoer-wout:Oer-Wout 878 107 When I Grow Up by NaBHaN When I Grow Up :iconnabhan:NaBHaN 3,016 225 Solar Winds by kkart Solar Winds :iconkkart:kkart 1,533 96 Lighthouse Buster by CainPascoe Lighthouse Buster :iconcainpascoe:CainPascoe 673 79 History of the Universe by FramedByNature History of the Universe :iconframedbynature:FramedByNature 862 73 The Light by Lady-Tori The Light :iconlady-tori:Lady-Tori 365 8


I hate being a writer sometimes. Having the compulsion to write when I'm upset. Knowing that I'll feel better once I get the words out of my head and on paper, if only a little. The glow of the key board compels my fingers to tap tap tap away the words. To tap tap tap out the emotion that's ebbing through my brain like the water on the Mississippi in the middle of a rainy season threatening to over take the banks. To tap tap tap until the swirling stress in my stomach can find some relief in the solace of the blank page become clouded with black. Better a clouded page than a clouded brain I argue, and yet the argument is neither won nor lose. After a month of being away from this tap tap tap, I don't know why I suffered so long. That tap tap tap, the feel of warm keys on my finger tips, the feeling of a writer coming out. My inner writer that begs to be released from the cage I keep locked more than it thinks I should. Even now I resent the inner writer. That manipulative aspect of myself too conscious of diction, of syntax, of the rhythm and blues of thoughts formed into words becoming sentences. My brain refuses to be shut down. Refuses to be shut out. Refuses to be anything, but actively expressing itself. Of actively pursuing the passion that I try my best to ignore.

I am at peace when I'm writing. The sort of peace meteorologists attribute to the center of the cyclone when the rain ekes out for a momentary reprieve soon to be followed by the second onslaught. You see my inner peace is temporary. Sure to go into flux again when I stop my writing and let my mind wander, pacing in its cage. Trapped from the release of spilling blood on the page.
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If you believe that anything is possible, then the first order of business is to decide what impossible feat you'll take down today.

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heidi-wong Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey! love your photography. do you go to lafayette?? :)
Nilegurl20 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012  Student Photographer
No, I don't. I was there for a Forensics competition. Thanks for the fave!
OliviaRosePhoto Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Student Photographer
thank you so much for the watch!
HipHopPrincess8 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012
I LOVE YOU :heart:
IndianRain Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011   Photographer
Thanks for the fave!
GayatriLight Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome
Pajunen Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2011
Thanks for the :+fav:
IndianRain Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2010   Photographer
thanks for the :+fav: :handshake:
derekmccrea Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2010
Thanks for the favorite add on my art.
FramedByNature Featured By Owner May 19, 2010  Student Photographer
Thanks a bunch for the watch! :highfive: I really appreciate it. My apologies for the late reply ^^;
-Evan :)
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