Wow! It's been over a year since my last journal! Life goes on, you know? I did indeed start testosterone last May (May 24th to be exact lol) and it's great. Best thing to ever happen to me. I still look like I'm 14 but at least I look like I'm a 14 year old boy lmao. My name was legally changed last April, but I still can't change it here because I don't have CORE rip – which tbh is the main reason I'm not here often anymore. It's weird AF to have to see my old name every time I'm here but oh well. Oh! I also got top surgery (for those of you not versed in trans terminology [which is cool, because there's a lot of it lol], that means a double mastectomy with masculinized chest contouring]) back in November. The weirdest thing is that it immediately felt normal; my chest actually felt like it was mine, which is something I never experienced before. My boobs never felt like a part of me, they were weird lol. Also last April through August I worked at the local minor league ballpark as a concessions stand worker and I'm doing that again this year; hopefully I'll start tomorrow, as all last week's games were cancelled and the week before (opening week) I couldn't work because of my broken ankle. I want some cash, yo lmao. In March we took a trip to Florida so I may post some of the pics I took there. Anyway, I hope everyone's doing well! I still care about you all even if I'm shitty AF at communicating lol. Depression will do that to a person XD. Live long and prosper! 🖖[my dad and I have been watching lots of Star Trek lol]