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Beth Defiled
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Tattoo Apprentice at Dexterity Ink, Wrexham
Owner of Celtic Dragoness Arts
I don't tattoo people yet, but I paint draw and make.<nbr />
On my second year of Fashion \m/

Twitter; Personal: beth_defiled
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Wattpad & Ao3; DarthGoldShurtugal
Instagram; personal: beth_defiled, Business: celticdragoness, Tattoo Shop: Dexterityinktattoostudio

I do commissions. See my facebook page below for deets.
I don't do Art Trades or anything for free.
If you haggle or expect a discount, fuck off.
All payment via PayPal ONLY.
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Dante Jacket 1st Draft Pattern
So I did this a while ago but am actually feeling motivated (heh) enough to start patterning this properly tomorrow.
I'll start by using pattern paper to pattern this on my mannequin, make any necessary adjustments, then create a final pattern whilst I'm waiting on a part to arrive for my (really crappy) sewing machine. Ironically, as I actually start this project, someone has finally made this to sell (the lack of anyone selling it is the reason I started to make my own lmao) ah well. I'll make my own using what I have until I've saved up enough to buy one- then I'll see which is better lmao.
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Dante's Cavalier
Frikking NYOOOOOOOOOOMMM!!
Doodling Dante's already legendary Cavalier bike. Scribble scribble!!
I have full intentions of building this bike for real, using a Kawasaki zx10 (ninja) as a base, and, the bike in chainsaw form as a pair of Pepakura pieces that I can take to cons.
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TW- Talk of suicide

How do I know things are getting really bad?
I wrote a suicide note. Not for today- not for tonight- but for some day soon.
I didn't really mean to, if I was honest. I just wrote what I was thinking, and that's what it became.
For the first time in my life it was calm and peaceful. It was brutally honest and explained everything. I won't share it here.
But I read it over and made myself cry, the acceptance I saw in my own words, the finality and the clarity that is so often lacking in me especially as of late because of my mental health.
I know I'm not meant to live till I'm old. I've likely, at 21, lived over half my time here.
The only reason I don't want to go is because I've lost so many people- I know what grief feels like and I don't want to do that to the people I care about.
But I even addressed that. The pain that I carry with me day after day, the pain that will eventually kill me, the ones who feel grief when I die, will be taking on the pain I carried through life, because I couldn't keep carrying it anymore.
And that was a brutal but powerful realisation.
I won't die today. I won't die tonight. But soon I'll lose my battle.
And that's ok. It's not about how long I'm here for. It's about making the most of the time I still have left. Who knows. If I live for five more years, everyone might know my name. Or only those that matter will.
Either way matters not. All that matters is that when I die I'm gonna have a smile on my face, finally free because my burdens will be gone, and all that will remain is a name, and memories of a part of me in other people's minds.
Red Fox Bundle
Available on my Etsy Store now (link below)
£75 with FREE UK P&P
Over £90 worth of stuff!)
Large Red Fox fingerpainting (worth £40)
Fingerpainted Red Fox Skull blackcanvas (worth £25)
'Sad fox' canvas painting (worth £20)
2x scraps of Vintage* Red Fox Fur
2x Vintage* Red Fox glass Vials (worth £5 each)

FOX SKULL NOT INCLUDED
*Pre 1945 in origin, taken from a reclaimed Fox Fur scarf.

www.etsy.com/shop/celticdragonessarts
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TW- Talk of suicide

How do I know things are getting really bad?
I wrote a suicide note. Not for today- not for tonight- but for some day soon.
I didn't really mean to, if I was honest. I just wrote what I was thinking, and that's what it became.
For the first time in my life it was calm and peaceful. It was brutally honest and explained everything. I won't share it here.
But I read it over and made myself cry, the acceptance I saw in my own words, the finality and the clarity that is so often lacking in me especially as of late because of my mental health.
I know I'm not meant to live till I'm old. I've likely, at 21, lived over half my time here.
The only reason I don't want to go is because I've lost so many people- I know what grief feels like and I don't want to do that to the people I care about.
But I even addressed that. The pain that I carry with me day after day, the pain that will eventually kill me, the ones who feel grief when I die, will be taking on the pain I carried through life, because I couldn't keep carrying it anymore.
And that was a brutal but powerful realisation.
I won't die today. I won't die tonight. But soon I'll lose my battle.
And that's ok. It's not about how long I'm here for. It's about making the most of the time I still have left. Who knows. If I live for five more years, everyone might know my name. Or only those that matter will.
Either way matters not. All that matters is that when I die I'm gonna have a smile on my face, finally free because my burdens will be gone, and all that will remain is a name, and memories of a part of me in other people's minds.

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I sincerely appreciate your kind :+fav:
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Thank you for faving! =)
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