Today is the last day here, in this house. I dont really mind. I just worry i am going to forget something. A part of my life is comming to a close. I hope it goes well. the next step is a bit of a big leap. (ugh btw i HATE this keyboard but it will have to do)
There have been quite a few life changes to my life in the last six months... The man iwas dateing and tad talked about marriage with changed his mind, my hanai (adopted family) big brother is going through clean but drawn out sepperation, i have a new boyfriend, I quit my job because i was loosing money working, lost a few friends for various reasons, and my best friend is having some real problems in her life so i dont get to spend any time with her. sadly.
right now... i think i'm just trying to get home. i want to go home. visit my mother and my sister and pretend that things are back to how they used to be.... I am still 200 short thoug
so much of this is so much larger than my little life. it feels like every complains and sad things i've ever had is... pathetically unimportant compared to this....
but... despite this being so big. so important. i . . i . . i . . . i dont konw what to say