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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2014, 8:48 PM
Hi guys, I didn't die I'm just super busy all the time. I do update my photography page every day though, check it out!…

  • Listening to: The sound of my laptop fan getting upset with me.

All kinds of good stuff

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 6:54 AM
Ello there, I've been up to a bunch lately. I've noticed that I never posted any pictures from my intro to 3D class, I will have to do that. I've been working on an animation and when that's through I will try and post the link to my youtube account to show you all. How has everyone been?

What's going on with me lately is I have recently acquired a second job, I go to college for 3D animation, and this big project of an animation. My friend ended up telling me about a film festival coming around here and if I can get my animation done, I'm going to see what happens if I enter it. :meow:

I hope you are all doing well.

  • Watching: People file in one by one into my previs class.
Sorry about not being on a whole lot. Again, I have a zillion things I could submit but no time. I thought I'd give you a few today, and look! My work was featured in *L3xil3in's wonderful feature of Alice!…

Well I hope to be able to be on a bit more but for now I have to be going to school. ^_^ I'm starting to get into the 3D animation classes I've been waiting for and I'm hopefully going to be getting a second job. (So you can see why I haven't been able to get on. ^_^"")

Hope you are all doing well, happy trails.
  • Listening to: Glee
I haven't been on. I have so many things I could submit, but I haven't had the time.

I guess I could say a lot in this journal. About how awesome warped tour was, how cool it was to go to Kalkaska and the casino I went to, or maybe how my classes for next semester are all on 2 days and I'll be there from 8am until 11pm with not any time between them. For now, I think I'll just post a few pictures that have been sitting on my desktop forever.
  • Watching: Fan boy and Chum chum
Went to pride recently, twas very awesome. Other than that I've been hanging with friends getting ready for warped tour, working and getting ready for my summer class to start. Woo! I do miss band camp though. I wish my college had band camp. Ahh well, I'll try to get some pride pictures up today for you guys.

Have a good summer everyone! :sun:
  • Listening to: ThepianoknowssomethingIdon'tknow~Panic!attheDisco
  • Reading: All the messages I've been neclecting in my inbox.
It's been raining like crazy here. I love the rain and I hope it never stops. :heart:

Rain cheers me up. It makes me feel good because water is life. It touches plants with color and creatures with energy. Not to mention the sound, beautiful.

Been thinking of random things. Being a teenager, being alone, past relationships, how those turned out, everything. :p It seems everyone feels alone when they're a teen. I know I'm never truly alone; but at night, when no one is around and you're staring around your could someone help but feel alone? Just seems like I always run into things to remind me of reoccurring thoughts.
  • Listening to: RENT soundtrack (Original)
  • Reading: Cookie directions for homemade cookies
  • Eating: Makeityourself pizza...gunna make cookies
I have so many! They've been sitting here on my desktop for so long. I haven't had the time to submit them. Right now I'm actually folding laundry while submitting. :XD: Sorry for teh spam!
  • Listening to: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  • Watching: Socks as I fold them?
  • Eating: Cheddar chips
Wouldn't it be cool if every once in awhile we had rainbow sunshine? It could taste like the moonlight and fill hearts with fuzzy warm campfires. I'm sure it'd feel like a rainfall and look like the scent of a flower too. ^_^ That would be cool. That, or checkered midnight. ^-^

In quite the random mood today, sorry for the long break. I still have a bunch of things to upload but haven't gotten around to it. ^^; I got a Tumblr though. It's abucketfull0fun. <---- If you wish to follow. I spam dashboards with random things when I'm bored. :giggle:
  • Listening to: Voice in my head telling me to go do homework.
  • Watching: A bluberry spin on a dance mat. Veeee
This is the text.

  • Listening to: Noisey computer next to me.
  • Playing: imvu
So spring cleaning didn't go so well.....

I don't really know what deviations to delete because they all remind me of another time in my life. I'll just have to make more folders to organize more, I'm not sure how though since I have an overwhelming amount already. @.@

Well, I drew myself as a furry. I thought it was awesome and I enjoyed doing it. :D It was my first meme and I will be doing more as I procrastinate on making flashcards to study for psychology. :XD:

If anyone finds any cool memes, post them as a comment on this journal. If you want to do the one I did, the link is in the description of my deviation "LovelessKias furry meme."


That's all for now. :juggle:
  • Listening to: Adam Lambert
  • Reading: Through memes
  • Watching: The Amused emoticon. It's amusing. x3
It's spring break for me. I'm thinking of going through my deviations and deleting a bunch because there are so many. Some I would submit just for the purpose of other people liking them, even if I didn't. So I shall delete those, and maybe some that have too many duplicates. I forgot what I have on here really. I also hope to post some random things I draw when I take notes in school. I draw all over everything. :XD:
I don't thing spring break should have snow on the ground for it though...

Pray for Japan!
  • Listening to: Whatever my mom is watching on Tv.
A day or so ago I burnt my tummy. I was making pasta and being stupid and my usual accident prone self and spilled half the boiling pot of water on me as I tried to strain noodles. Only after getting back from emergency did I notice how much of a klutz I am. I had band-aids all over me from a bunch of different darn things.  :p Mehhh
Well, I'm writing in here because I've lost motivation for things again and I'm hoping after I write about random things I might actually want to do my homework. I have to draw a giant self portrait. Except....I hate how it's turning out. I love it. But, it's not a self portrait. I'll be the only thing in color......but I'm not going to have a face. I drew my friends, my brothers, and a bunch of stuff I like.....but it looks a mess to me and I know it'll be cool when done but, I don't know. I just have lost all motivation to do anything. Just one of those times you wish you belonged somewhere or to somebody and they could magically cheer you up just by smiling. I should just pray that the 2nd degree burns don't scar my stomach and that my teacher accepts this as the assignment.
I think writing in here helps me for some odd reason. I usually write in my journal in my room, (as of the past year) and it helps me organize thoughts. I never liked the idea of writing because I never wanted people to have any ability to find my thoughts. However, I would get lost then myself. I would zone for hours and hours on the same old things. Once I wrote them down, I no longer felt the need to dwell on the subject. On here there is a chance one or two people my read my complaining, but that also for some reason makes me feel a little better. How many times am I going to say "but" in here? Cheese.....
Any hoo, thanks for reading if you did. I just don't know what to do with myself. I go crazy sometimes because I'm always stuck in a house with only my parents and brothers to talk to. I want to go to a club or something but I'm not allowed. Not until I'm 21 according to my mom.....even though I'm of legal age at 18. I don't want to drink, I just want to have fun. I just want to feel like I'm actually my own person, not this 12 year old that can't handle making any kind of food or finishing the simplest of tasks such as homework.
Thanks for listening Deviantart.
  • Listening to: My dad's fishtank
  • Watching: Time slipping through my hands
So0o0o I haven't been on. I haven't had time and I've been working on things for school. To stay there I'm getting a job, but I keep haveting to call them....I think they're already annoyed with me even though I haven't started work yet. :XD: I get to wear a bow-tie though. BoNuS!  
My computer has decided to hate me lately, so as I know there are typos in this it won't let me fix them.... :p ahh well, it's better than earlier when I made a video that took me and hour and it decided to freeze. iMovie only saves when your done, otherwise it usually keeps what you have been working on. There is no progressive saving. Which...awful, just mehh.
Anyhoo, I got a call from CCS today; (College for Creative Studies) where I originally wanted to go to college. They asked me if I was still thinking of going. After sorting some things out, and the underlining reason being that...I haz no money...they suggested duel enrollment. It sounds fantastic. Unfortunately when things sound as such, they usually have a large catch to them. I'm hoping this isn't one of those things.
I'm continuously writing in here because I'm awake and jittery. My friend left her energy drinks here and, after letting them sit on my desk for 2-3 days I came to the conclusion that she no longer wanted them and had them to stay awake to draw for homework... I'M AWAKE NOW. lolz. Yeah..I'm no good on energy drinks because I get shaky and I'm usually overly energetic anyways. If I'm on 5-6 hours of sleep I function like a normal person. If I'm on 8 hours or more, I'm either groggy and want more sleep, or so full of energy I can't contain myself. I have convinced myself that this is why I'm so short.....
Rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant pineapple rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant.
Yeah so, I have 13,000 messages. I'm sorry Deviant art...I do not want to look through all of those...anyone who has taken the time to read this, firstly I applaud you. Secondly if you think I'm missing out on something that's going on while I've been away put the link in a comment on here. Thank you. :meow:
Alright...maybe I should go to's only 4 AM. Nahh I'll post some random things then go to bed. I wrote some stuff in my journal and I'll just post it while I'm still on. I'm thinking in journal form right now. And your still reading. Now I'm just concerned for your health. Go do things. Like, fun...things.
Goodnight! Or....morning! Buh bye!
  • Listening to: The silence of night
  • Watching: myself go insane..creepy shadows..makin things mov
  • Drinking: Tea+Honey+Monster
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:cd: :tunes:
  • Listening to: Some loud video game from across the house
  • Playing: With thoughts
[x] - You like cheese.
[] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[] - You have farted today.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[] - You are a writer.
[] - You smoke.
[x] - You like to swim.
[] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.


[] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[] - You are an only child.
[] - You have more than 3 pets.
[] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[] - You are over 30 years old.
[] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] - You like jewelry.
[x] - Your favorite music genre is rock.


[] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.


[] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[x] - You like to eat eggs.
[x] - You have a religion.
[x] - You dress stranger than other people.


[x] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[] - You cuss a lot.
[/] - You believe in aliens
[x] - You play video games.
[/] - You have low self-esteem.
[x] - You carry a purse.


[x] - You like flowers.
[] - You are bisexual or homosexual
[] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[] - You like ~Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's.
[] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right
[] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.


[x] - You like fire.
[] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[x] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[] - You sleep in the nude.
[] - You will tag people to do this.


[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal
[x] - You like watermelon.
[] - You live in Europe.
[] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[x] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[x] - You have a brother


[/] - You can cook well.
[x] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[x] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[] - You have run away from something.
[x] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".


[x] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[/] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[x] - Your grandmother(S) are still alive.
[] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[] - You hate to be tagged.
[] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[] - You have a dA subscription.
[] - Your hair is brown. Natural color.
[x] - You love to eat candy.


[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[x] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[x] - You have had a toothache.
[] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[x] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".


Find your score & re-post this titled as "I'm __, ______________". (Put your answer in the blank.)

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easter basket.
52 = A dirty diaper.
53 = Mammary gland.
54 = A moose humping a guardrail.
55 = An illegal immigrant
56 = Tofu.
57 = Microscopic testicle fuzz.
58 = Staple gun.
59 = Tail feather.
60 = A white rapper.
61 = A shotgun shell.
62 = Sexy as hell.
63 = A popcorn fart.
64 = A rusty, herpes infected needle.
65 = Fortune cookie.
66 = Barack Obama.
67 = Chinchilla.
68 = Weapon of mass destruction.
69 = An epic failure at everything.
70 = A semi-proportionate and anonymous fish scale.
71 = Naughty nymphomaniac.
72 = Bicycle tire.
73 = Sweat.
74 = The Bubonic Plague.
75 = Turkey.
76 = Amoeba.
77 = A lice-infected hobo.
78 = The ruler of all evil.
79 = Horny toad.
80 = Fairy Godmother.
81 = Tuba.
82 = Anorexic llama capillary.
83 = Moldy snot.
84 = Miley Cyrus wannabe.
85 = Doppelganger.
86 = Future porn star.
87 = Unnatural disaster.
88 = Statistical database.
89 = Genital lice.
90 = Rocket launcher.
91 = Ruby vomit.
92 = Maggot.
93 = Selfish antagonistic poofing cat.
94 = Pudding.
95 = A gravy train.
96 = Santa Claus.
97 = Paris Hilton's big toe.
98 = Decaying insect corpse.
99 = Blood bank.
100 = Freak of nature and humanity
  • Listening to: Family bein loud
  • Playing: IMVU
Hello there all. I've been working on a project for awhile but it's rather large and is taking a ridiculously long time. The project is bigger than I've ever dealt with before, but that makes it exciting. It's 30 by 40 inches. I'll leave the pondering to you, but the name of it is "Sexy Horror."
Lately I haven't been on. I've wanted to but I just have a lack of motivation for everything lately. Maybe it's because it's my first year in college, but I often feel rather lonely. I end up staying up until ridiculous times for no reason. I'm used to it. And, oddly enough I can survive on 4 to 5 hours of sleep rather well. But, it's more of a "I don't know what to do with myself" feeling. I'd draw, but I keep zoning out. I'd write, but, same problem. It's times like these that one ponders existence. Eh, enough ranting.
So how is everyone? What do you do with your free time?
  • Listening to: Air vent
  • Watching: Ceiling
Once again I have slightly neglected Deviant art. I used to be on here every day and although I still check my inbox I don't always have time to answer right away. So, I will try and post things I do in my Basic Drawing 2 class but I probably won't be too active for a while.

(If there is a link you wish for me to see comment on here. :D)
  • Listening to: My family getting ready for work/school.
  • Playing: IMVU

Christmas Aftermath

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 26, 2010, 11:17 AM

Sorry I haven't been on too much this month. I constantly check and comments and things but it took me awhile to thank everyone for all of the faves and I haven't submitted really anything......although that doesn't mean I haven't been taking pictures to post on here! :D
So how was everyone's Christmas? Mine was alright. I was a bit upset that so many of my friends are such scrooges. They kept posting things on facebook and whatnot about how Christmas has lost it's magic. But...on Christmas at the end of the day no matter how much I fought it, I kinda knew what they ment. :/ I didn't have a bad Christmas, it just wasn't the best..
What did you ask for, for Christmas? I wrote a list as my mom asked but what I really wanted couldn't be written down. It was more of a wish I don't know that will ever  come true. I wish for everyone I love to forgive. If I put everyone I ever knew in a room and, they all got along. Family with friends, friends with friends, and family with family. If everyone just let go of the past to build a future. That's my wish. It can't really be wrapped up with a bow all too well, and it may or may not ever happen on Christmas. I just hope one day it happens.
Well, this is quite a long rant I just felt the need to put on here. I've been trying to look at all the things I watch but coming back to 13,000 messages is not motivating. So, if I missed something you wish for me to see post it as a comment on this journal and I'll take a look.

Merry Christmas and Happy New year!

I'll give you wings to fly by Akhenaten-Aten Killjoys make some noise by MiiissStrify The One Ring- LOTR by DeadNotSleeping5876 Colors surround me by 20b Can you see it? by Rosa-killjoy It's Your F-ing Nightmare by kyliecasta Naruto: Halloween Special by JJ-ANIME The Drop Off -- Art Trade by ToonTwins pikaRin n pikaLen is sleeping by LauzLanille Blinking Chibi L by Yuuza :thumb132214515: Deadly Diver by Death-Soldier101

Skin by Shinji-bpm
  • Listening to: Scarface (movie) and Pink soundtrack
  • Eating: Left over parogies
  • Drinking: OJ


Journal Entry: Wed Dec 1, 2010, 5:48 PM
Everyone keeps saying how they hate December. They hate the snow, the cold, and the Christmas songs. Well BaHhHhHh HuMbUg to them. I love December. :heart: I love the snow and how it looks like God's blank canvas. I love the cold and how you get to wear fun colorful scarves, hats, and gloves. Also, your hair doesn't frizz when it's cold! And as for the Christmas carols....well, I don't approve that they were being played ever since the day after Halloween. But, there is just something magical about seeing lights through the untouched snow in your yard, something musical about the jingle of the bells on a cold winter's day, and something heart warming about seeing a day bring families together for experiences they will always remember.
    I love December. It comes second for me only to Fall. Today it snowed for the first time in Michigan. Today is also December 1st. Which, just makes everything perfect to me. So I sat there in my school cafeteria drinking my hot coco and looking out the window to watch the snow. Happy Holidays everyone. :santa:

Feature:  :thumb163994479: Szili by RamzaWolf :thumb187214093: Hichi Ichi Pika Pika 2 by xHitachiinOtaku8684x zombie unicorn by jennuhhhhh :thumb188087511: :thumb51224991: Gyrados... BAAAAH by DrMoody Bugs Buneary and Daffy Psyduck by BrokenTeapot :thumb125631070: Houndoom by sketchinthoughts

P.s. Does anyone else take part in poke'mon profile picture December on facebook? I'm a houndoom!!!! :lawoo: by blahed

  • Listening to: Lifehouse
  • Reading: Articles on the Detroit Artists Market
  • Watching: Random things upon the you-tube machine
  • Playing: wit ur h3@d
  • Eating: Chicken and Rice
  • Drinking: Lemonade and iced tea

Omgoshness coffeeeeeeeeeH

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 28, 2010, 11:21 PM
The past week I've had no motivation for very much anything. Then...BaM. I get motivation at the last minute. So far I've gotten a good start on my Basic drawing project. Good thing too, because it's due Tuesday. :p So thanks to the awesome that is coffee, I'm hoping to get a bunch more done. It's more like "coffee" because I put only 1/3 teaspoon of coffee in it with half the cup being creamer.....omnomnomnom. I'll try to submit my project before I turn it in. We have to draw an unmade bed with charcoal. The reverse way than what we have been doing. So far, so good.

Feature:   Baby Mythical Bunnies by RamzaWolf Big Scarf by RamzaWolf Forlorn by RamzaWolf :thumb171031818: Houndour and Houndoom by Dor-Belle :thumb187788975: Gaara by holyg33 Pein by tvlookplay :thumb160380248: Chibi Growlithe by RamzaWolf Typhlosion Houndoom Raichu by RamzaWolf

  • Listening to: The vent blowing out air
  • Drinking: CoffeeeeeeeeeeH